the life of a showgirl

Justice for Punch.

fuck this time loop im leaving (walks into a different, worse time loop)

Absolutely horrid that a 10hr sleep does not cure you of all that ails you

it doesn't even cure me of being tired

salad is mostly items

can't say I disagree

anything that brings out your childlike wonder is worth giving your attention to

we need to hang on to things that mark the passage of time or we will collectively go crazy i'm not even joking

we need to buy seasonal vegetables for our table we need to decorate for our chosen holidays we need to engage with a weekly show we need to have semi-regular meal times we need to write down friends' birthdays and have movie night and attend fairs we need to change the flowers on our balcony with plants that can survive the cold and get soil under our fingernails we need to be able to plan and wait and anticipate and find comfort and joy in things leaving but returning we need RITUALS to survive

#mynothing