things im trying to fix (as a virgo girlie):
my sleeping schedule
spending issues
my room, that i, for the love and mercy of god, cant even begin to clean after being a mess for months now
my emotions that is, as always, at an all time high especially these past few weeks. ive been eating less and sleeping more. i dont want to go out to the sun and ive been soaking up too much of my down-the-gutter sad playlist.
workloads that are starting to pile up. which leads me,
my attitude towards people at work who seem to be new to thinking (LIKE!!!!!!!! how did you pass interviews with that lack of self-awareness oh my god do we not know how to be competent!!!!!!!!!)
the eagerness to be chosen
my intrapersonal conversations and why, when everything boils down to it, i always feel the need to blame myself
how i should have known better
how i say yes way too quickly to certain people and always say no when it comes to myself
(ill be back here when i recover my self-worth. when i start to learn that i should be the top of my priority list. for the meantime, let me plot my own death and enjoy my time while im at it. see u when i see u)
