recreational insulin use

You eat whatever you want, whenever you want, and as much as you want or as little as you want in a sitting. You feel fine no matter what you ate. No highs and no lows. No timing doses or counting carbs; you never even think about eating, you just do it. You can just get up and eat a candy bar and graze on half a bag of chips for the next hour because you feel like it and no thought goes into that at all. No testing, no monitoring. No worrying about health insurance, no needing to incorporate hauling around all your supplies and medication with you into your plans to travel anywhere. You just... live. You can sleep all day and never be woken up by a CGM beeping at you. You can decide to work out and not have to think about what’s going on with the chemicals in your blood. It’s those rare moments when our blood sugar is in range and not likely to change so we just ignore it for a couple hours, only that’s every moment of your life no matter what you’re doing. And you don’t appreciate it at all because that’s how everyone else around you is too and you never imagine that one day it’ll all be gone.