Delirium

“And I loved you fiercely within the time given. I’m done with this piece of myself… beautifully tragic.”

Lovers to loving. I’m content in all that we are.

In your chaos we are the calm. In my chaos you are my softness.

It’s a fucking wild ride in this chapter.

So I must pause until I understand better. I cried because of the shock. Oh, what a contradicting state of mind.

I will not say what I feel that sits directly within my heart. All I can do is show it. In the quiet moments. When I kiss away your tears. Hugging you through the pain. Giving you that room to breathe when you carry the world. The laughter after your storms… it’s so much. I value you. I value this. However long we are granted together I enjoy every given second. It’s chaotic around us but quiet amongst us.

…. I was taught something new, and my heart was listened too. I am wanted.