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SYNOPSIS. Before there were hunters. Before there were idols. Before the Honmoon ever shimmered in the sky—There was her. A girl born of destruction and creation, split by prophecy, bound in silence. She gave her voice to the world. Now the world sings, forgetting who it belonged to. But something stirs beneath the ash. And one day, she will sing again.
CONTENT. mythic prologue · goddess oc (Man-wol/Sae-wol) · underworld lore · creation vs destruction · origin of honmoon · lyrical tone · feminine rage · slow-burn tragedy (Sae-wol x Jinu)
PAIRING. Sae-wol ✦ Jinu
WORD COUNT. ~3.4K
A/N: The fire has gone quiet, but the embers still breathe. This chapter lives in the silence after the storm — in the moments where nothing is said, but everything is understood. Hope you enjoy the descent 🕯️ — deukae-verse
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✧ CHAPTER SIX: Where the Ash Sleeps
☾ 398 years before the present | Hours after CH. 5 ☽
The underworld had gone still again.
For the first time in hours, there was no screaming fire, no molten roar — only the pulse of cooling stone and the faint hum of the Honmoon seeping through the cracks of the ruined roof.
Sae-wol lay curled on her side in the center of the Queen’s quarters. The silk sheets beneath her were torn and scorched from years of forgotten dreams, white once but now shadowed gray by ash. The ceiling above her was fractured, a wound of missing stone where the night bled through — pale moonlight spilling down over her body, catching on the sheen of her demon markings as they flared faint gold across her skin.
She changed into her silk white sleeping gown. It clung to her like fog, soft against her fever-warm skin. Her hair spilled in waves across the pillow, a dark crimson halo. Her hands were folded near her chest, trembling slightly, though she wasn’t cold.
She stared at nothing.
She was thinking of the fire.
Of the way it had swallowed everything she was trying to be.
Of how he had looked at her when he found her — not afraid, not even angry. Just… there.
Her throat tightened.
The rage that had once felt like freedom now curled inside her like chains. That was what her father had wanted all along — her fury, her flames, her voice. His perfect heir, his crown of ruin. She had been his darling once. His little moon. The daughter whose laughter could make even hell hold its breath.
But that was before she tore her voice out and gave it to mortals. Before she became something he could no longer control.
She pressed her palms against her chest, breathing shallowly. Her markings pulsed brighter, golden veins crawling beneath her skin like light trying to break out.
And then came the whisper.
Little moon.
Her breath hitched.
My precious Man-wol.
She squeezed her eyes shut. “No.”
You shine wrong now.
“Stop.”
You were meant to reign beside me. Instead, you built them a cage.
Her nails bit into her palms. “Stop it.”
All that power. All that voice. For what? A song? Three girls and a lie that even you couldn’t believe?
“Enough.”
You could have ruled the worlds.
“I don’t want your world,” she whispered, trembling.
You could have had me.
That one broke her. The sound that left her throat wasn’t a sob, but a breath torn sharp enough to hurt. Her body shook. Her demon markings flickered like lightning across her arms, chest, throat — bright, frantic.
She turned onto her back, staring up at the pale slit of sky above.
“Why do you have to come back now…”
The moonlight spilled across her face. Her eyes were open, glassy. Silent tears rolled down her cheeks — silver, glinting like melted stars. They stained the pillow but left no mark.
Eventually, the voice faded.
And with it, everything inside her went quiet.
She lay there numb, eyes unfocused, until her breathing evened out.
But she didn’t sleep.
Elsewhere in the ruined palace, Jinu sat in the Emperor’s chamber, elbows resting on his knees, hands folded under his chin. His shirt hung loose, still singed from the heat. His body ached, but it wasn’t the burns that haunted him — it was the image of her standing in that inferno, hair alive, eyes blazing like suns.
He could still see her through the haze of his mind — Sae-wol, half goddess, half fury. The very thing every demon whispered about and every fool feared. The Half-Mad Empress. The Queen of Ashes.
He had seen it.
And he hadn’t looked away.
He didn’t know what terrified him more — the fire itself, or how beautiful she had been in the middle of it.
He leaned forward, rubbing his face with his hands, trying to slow his thoughts. Every time he blinked, he saw her again — the shape of her in the flames, the way her voice had cracked when she told him to go, the sound of his own heartbeat when she touched his shoulder.
He was in too deep.
He’d known it the first time he called her name and the underworld went quiet.
He didn’t hear the door at first.
The rusted hinge sighed. Soft footsteps on stone.
He looked up.
And there she was.
She stood in the doorway, pale under the silver moonlight that slipped through the cracks in the ceiling. Her white gown pooled around her ankles, the silk almost glowing. Her crimson hair fell loose down her back, still tangled from the night before.
Her eyes didn’t meet his. She didn’t speak.
He straightened slowly, unsure whether to stand or not.
“Sae-wol?” he said softly.
Nothing.
She moved — quiet, fluid, deliberate — crossing the room until she reached the edge of the bed. Then, without a word, she climbed onto it. The mattress dipped under her weight. She lay down on her back beside him, the fabric of her gown whispering against the sheets, her gaze fixed on the cracked ceiling above.
He didn’t move.
The air between them felt fragile, like glass.
She exhaled softly. Her eyes followed the slow drift of moonlight cutting through the open roof, illuminating the cracks in the stone and the faint outlines of smoke stains that had never left the walls.
Jinu sat there for a long moment, listening to the rhythm of her breathing — shallow, steady, real. Then he leaned back, lying down beside her, careful not to brush against her arm. His hands rested over his torso.
They stared at the ceiling in silence.
Neither spoke.
Neither needed to.
The underworld was quieter than it had ever been. Only the faint hum of the Honmoon in the distance and the occasional creak of the palace breathing around them.
Jinu’s mind raced anyway. What is she thinking? Is she angry? Does she regret it? Does she even know I’m here?
But he stayed still. Because sometimes, silence was the only language she spoke.
Minutes passed. Maybe hours. Time didn’t work right down here.
At some point, he turned his head — just slightly — to look at her.
The moonlight painted her face in white and shadow. Her markings pulsed faintly beneath her skin, gold veins that came and went with her heartbeat. Her lips were parted slightly, her expression soft but far from peace.
She wasn’t asleep.
Her gaze shifted. Slowly, deliberately.
Their eyes met.
Neither looked away.
There was no sound. Just the air between them — thick, quiet, trembling with all the things neither of them could say.
Jinu swallowed. He could feel his own pulse in his throat, in his fingertips, in the air.
Her eyes searched his, bright and haunted. They looked like they wanted to speak. Like they wanted to tell him every secret she had buried beneath the ash.
But she said nothing.
She just watched him.
And he watched her.
Something unspoken passed between them — a recognition, a question, a promise neither of them could afford to keep.
Then, slowly, Sae-wol turned on her side to face him fully. Her hair spilled across the sheets, crimson against white. Her eyes glimmered in the low light, wild and soft all at once.
For a heartbeat, it felt like the whole world was holding its breath.
Then she closed her eyes.
Her breathing slowed.
The faintest sigh escaped her lips, and her hand twitched — just once — like she had almost reached for him before sleep took her.
Jinu stayed still.
He lay there, staring at her face — at the curve of her cheek, the faint shimmer of dried silver along her jaw, the way her eyelashes trembled with dreams.
He didn’t touch her. He didn’t dare.
But when he finally closed his eyes, he did so with the ghost of her warmth still humming in the air between them.
And outside, through the shattered roof, the moon shifted slightly across the sky — its light bending, soft, as if the heavens themselves had decided to let them rest for one more night.
The flames beneath the earth quieted.
The Honmoon pulsed faintly, gold and silver, echoing her heartbeat.
SYNOPSIS. Before there were hunters. Before there were idols. Before the Honmoon ever shimmered in the sky—There was her. A girl born of destruction and creation, split by prophecy, bound in silence. She gave her voice to the world. Now the world sings, forgetting who it belonged to. But something stirs beneath the ash. And one day, she will sing again.
CONTENT. mythic prologue · goddess oc (Man-wol/Sae-wol) · underworld lore · creation vs destruction · origin of honmoon · lyrical tone · feminine rage · slow-burn tragedy (Sae-wol x Jinu)
PAIRING. Sae-wol ✦ Jinu
WORD COUNT. ~3.4K
A/N: Two years have passed since Chapter 4. Gwi-Ma finally notices what keeps pulling Jinu away—and turns his attention to the cracks beneath his daughter’s throne. Hope you enjoy the descent 🕯️ — deukae-verse
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✧ CHAPTER FIVE: The Fire Beneath the Throne
☾ 398 years before the present | Two years after CH. 4☽
The first whisper came like a draft beneath a sealed door.
Sae-wol felt it before she heard it—pressure in the walls of the ruined palace, a low throb running through old stone, through the ribs of the scorched pillars, through her wrists. She stood in the center of the courtyard, hair unbound, the hem of her black hanbok skimming ash. For a moment she thought it was memory playing tricks again.
Then the voice slid across the stone.
Not loud. Not shouted.
Close.
Little moon.
She went very still.
For years, all she’d had were the edges of him—heat across the plain, the faint taste of fury whenever the Honmoon pulsed, the way silence went mean when his fire rose. He had never reached for her. Not once since she shattered herself and fell. Not once since she gave away the thing he wanted most.
Now the walls breathed with his cadence.
Your palace forgets its vows.
Your silence grows teeth.
Her hands curled at her sides. “Get out,” she said evenly, to no one and to everything.
The courtyard trembled—just enough to make the loose tiles clink. The whisper stroked the stone, almost tender.
You felt me across the plain. You always have.
Look at you. A queen of ash, playing at mercy.
Heat crawled under her skin. Along her collarbones, the sigils flared.
“You don’t get to speak to me like I’m yours,” she said, voice steady. “Not anymore.”
Not anymore, the voice hummed, as if tasting the word. But you were. You were the best thing I ever made.
The air thinned. For a heartbeat she was a child again, small hands pressed to the markings on a chest that pulsed like a second heart. I dream like you, she had said; and he, who loved ruin more than anything, had loved her back because she was the only thing that taught him fear.
She shut her eyes, drew breath, and did not answer.
Do you know where your little stray is? the voice asked, light as smoke. The one who keeps crawling toward your throne? He’s been disobedient. It makes me…curious.
Her eyes opened. Gold cut through the dark. “Leave him alone.”
A chuckle. Soft. Cruel.
You think I touch him because of you?
The whisper pressed close enough to raise the hairs on her arms.
I touch him because he is mine.
The courtyard’s shadows shivered as if struck by wind. The voice went quiet so suddenly the silence rang.
The next breath she took burned like a blade.
It had been centuries since anyone made Sae-wol shake. Not with fear. Not with grief. With rage—raw, jagged, uncontained. It rose inside her like a tide sprinting toward shore. When it broke, everything would drown.
Her black butterfly winged listlessly past her cheek, as if to caution. She didn’t look at it.
“Don’t,” she said to no one—maybe to herself. “Don’t.”
The ground under her feet cracked.
Her palms split fire.
She turned from the palace and walked into the night.
The molten fields were a mouth that never finished swallowing. Rivers of slow-moving flame wound between black rock like veins; geysers coughed sparks; heat distorted distance until mountains looked like hands reaching and failing to grasp. Sae-wol knew this place better than anyone. She had been born for it. Into it. She could walk here without blistering. She could lie down in the lava and sleep.
Tonight, she didn’t sleep.
She screamed.
A sound without voice, pulled from the core of whatever she still was. It tore out of her like years of swallowed fire and struck the air as heat. The nearest river reared like a living thing and crashed; igneous glass snowed around her; long cracks spidered across the ground like the universe had bones after all and she’d found them.
If he had stood here—if he had stood here—she would have burned him with it. Not to kill him. To make him know. To make him stand inside what she had felt when he looked away.
Her flames went wild. They licked the hem of her robe, climbed her arms, braided themselves through her loose red hair until she looked like a comet crashing in place. She dragged her hand along a wall of cooled rock and it went soft under her touch, re-melting, sloughing like wax. Shards burst from the ground and hung in the air like a crown.
The molten fields answered her, and for a while, that was enough.
Then the field was not answering her anymore.
Someone was saying her name.
Not like a title. Not like a curse.
“Sae-wol.”
He came into view through the wavering heat, boots sinking in rubble, hat long gone, hair damp with sweat. Jinu moved like a man who had learned the shape of fear and decided to love something anyway. His sleeves were pushed to his elbows; his forearms were striped with half-healed burns. He stopped when the glow hit him full, when he could finally see her—hands lit to the elbow, hair a river of copper flame, eyes lit with a dangerous, dangerous gold.
For a second, he just stared.
“Don’t come closer,” she said, and it was not a game.
He did anyway.
He always did.
“Turn around.” Heat vibrated her words. “Go back to the palace. Now.”
He took another step, steady. “I’m not leaving you out here.”
“Jinu.” The ground trembled. A nearby vent coughed an arc of fire into the air. “If you take one more step—”
“—then what?” His mouth tilted, almost defiant. Sweat tracked through ash on his cheek. “You’ll burn me?”
She smiled without humor. “Yes.”
He kept going.
The air around him should have flayed skin. It ate breath. It warped sight. He pushed through it like wading into a river intending to drown. She watched a blister bloom on the back of his hand and vanish as quickly as it came, her power flickering its own refusal to harm him and hating itself for the softness.
“Stop,” she said again, please, but he came until they were close enough that she could see… everything. The little tremor in his jaw. The way his gaze skated her face first, as if memorizing it before he dared look at her arms.
“Look at me,” he said softly.
She didn’t.
“Look at me, Sae-wol.”
She did.
He had walked through too much fire to be afraid of it anymore. Fear was not what lived in his eyes. It was something worse. Something heavier.
“Whatever this is,” he said quietly, “you don’t have to do it alone.”
“Don’t you understand?” Her laugh sounded like glass breaking. “There is no ‘together’ inside this. When he reaches for me, everything goes wrong.”
Jinu’s expression changed, so quick it could have been shadow. “He?”
She swallowed it. “The underworld,” she lied. “The heat. It wants… payment.”
He should have believed her. He always did.
Tonight, he didn’t.
“You came here because something hurt you,” he said. “Not because the ground asked for blood.”
She opened her mouth to deny it and the ground boomed—a vent bursting open behind him. He flinched on instinct and she moved without thinking: a sweep of her hand, a command written in flame, the burst diverted so it hit the rock far to his left where it showered the field in sparks. A thousand little suns. Her breath hitched. She could stop everything that wasn’t him. She couldn’t stop him.
“Go back,” she said hoarsely.
“No.”
“Jinu.”
“No.”
He took the last step.
He stood within reach.
Her flames climbed her wrists like desperate animals.
“Don’t touch me,” she said, and for the first time there was fear in it.
“If this burns me,” he answered, careful, careful, raising one hand as if approaching a wild thing, “then so be it.”
His fingers brushed the underside of her forearm.
Heat surged. The river to their right bulged like a lung. The shard-crown shattered midair and fell ringing across the ground. She felt the urge that had been clawing at her ribs—break, break, break—hit a wall in his skin and drain like seawater through sand.
He drew breath.
She drew breath.
Nothing screamed.
He slid his palm up to her wrist.
Her fire curled around his hand and did not eat it.
The sound she made wasn’t relief. It was worse. A cracked, small thing dragged out of a woman who had held her breath for centuries and finally remembered what lungs were for.
“Why,” she asked, “would you do that.”
“Because it’s you.”
That wasn’t an answer. It worked anyway.
She closed her eyes. Her flames dimmed from white to yellow to ember. The metal taste of rage bled out of her mouth. When she opened her eyes again, the gold in them had gone low, banked.
Jinu stepped closer only when the ground stopped twitching. Up close, he smelled like smoke and iron and the little mortal thing in him that refused to die. His fingers pressed encircling and firm at her wrist, a promise he had no right to make.
“Talk to me,” he said.
“The walls spoke,” she said.
He went still. “To you?”
She nodded. The motion felt fragile. “I told them to leave. They didn’t.”
“Was it—” He caught the name before it came. He always did. “Was it… him?”
She stared over his shoulder into the distance where fire made a horizon. She didn’t say yes. She didn’t need to.
“I couldn’t hold it,” she said quietly. “I tried.”
“You did.” His thumb stroked once at the inside of her wrist, and she hated how her body answered it—how the underworld itself seemed to settle, listening. “You’re here.”
A silence with weight settled between them. It felt like standing on the lip of a precipice and leaning forward to see how far it was.
“You should go,” she said at last.
“Are you sending me away?”
“I’m telling you the ground will crack again, and I don’t… I won’t…” She shut her eyes, forcing the word through. “Hurt you.”
“You won’t.”
“I might.”
“You won’t,” he said again, softer, the faith in it so obscene it made her want to laugh and scream. “And if you do, it will be because I asked you to keep me when everything else tried to take me.”
He said it like a prayer. She tore her wrist from his palm before it became one.
The river sighed. Sparks drifted like a slow, dark snow.
“You shouldn’t say things like that,” she whispered.
“Then stop making them true.”
The worst thing about him was that he was not brave. Bravery required judgment. He simply chose. Chose her ruin. Chose her danger. Stood in front of it and called his choice a home.
“Do you remember,” he asked abruptly, to keep her from leaving, “the first night I came to your palace? You told me to see the king first and then come back if I didn’t go mad.”
“I remember thinking you were too pretty to survive a week.”
“How long has it been?”
“Two years,” she said, hearing how small that sounded against the size of this place.
“And you still haven’t burned me.”
“Don’t tempt me.”
“Please.”
The word was not about fire.
Her control slipped sideways. Not toward rage this time. Toward something with softness in its teeth.
“Jinu.” She said it like a warning that had forgotten where its blade was. He stepped in fully, chest brushing her arm, breath washing her cheek. Her body lit. Not flames. Just heat.
They stood like that with the underworld exhaling around them. She could see the line of his throat, the place his pulse lived when he let it. She had pressed her mouth there once in a dream and woken with her hands fists in silk. She remembered that now at a terrible angle—her mouth a breath from saying stay like a vow, his hands at her waist like a question she didn’t know how to answer without undoing the world.
“You don’t even know who I am,” she said, the old line turning new as it left her mouth.
“I know who you are here.”
He touched two fingers under her chin and tipped her face up, slow enough to be refused at every point. She didn’t refuse. The little distance between them went thinner. He hovered close enough for the shape of it to make her dizzy. He was not a god. He did not deserve her. He would ruin her with something so human it would feel like grace.
“Don’t,” she said, and it sounded like do because the world wanted to be cruel.
He held very still. The distance remained.
They breathed.
Somewhere far off, a vent blew; the sound reached them a second later like a yes.
“You should have burned,” she whispered, not sure if she meant him or herself.
“Maybe I did.”
The air between them tasted like copper and fruit. If she closed it, it would mean stepping somewhere she could never leave. He would follow. He always would. And the cost would not be his.
She reached up—a single movement—and rested her palm on his shoulder.
It was nothing. It was everything. A benediction. A promise to do no more than this. A plea to be allowed to do no more than this.
His eyes flicked shut.
She felt the shiver pass through him like a note through an instrument, felt it answer something that had been waiting under her ribs for centuries. All the flames she had called roared again inside her, wanting, begging. She let them burn her.
When he opened his eyes, the world had not changed. Of course it had.
“Go back,” she said gently, the first kindness she’d spoken all night. “Sleep in my hall. I’ll come when I can breathe.”
He nodded, because he would always nod when she asked for the thing that hurt them both least.
She stepped back. The embers along her forearms lifted like birds. They shook themselves, scattered in a slow arc, drifted away on heat. For a second, she looked like the woman they called half-mad: hair scarlet with firelight, skin tattooed with living gold, eyes the color of storms deciding where to land.
She turned.
She walked toward the ruins.
The embers trailed her like a veil.
Jinu did not call after her.
He stood where she had left him with his hands open, the shape of her touch cooling on his shoulder, and watched her disappear into the red dark like a miracle that knew better than to stay.
He stayed until the molten fields swallowed the sound of her steps. Only then did he turn toward the path that would lead him back to the broken palace and its long, empty hall where he had taught himself to sleep without forgetting her.
SYNOPSIS. Before there were hunters. Before there were idols. Before the Honmoon ever shimmered in the sky—There was her. A girl born of destruction and creation, split by prophecy, bound in silence. She gave her voice to the world. Now the world sings, forgetting who it belonged to. But something stirs beneath the ash. And one day, she will sing again.
CONTENT. mythic prologue · goddess oc (Man-wol/Sae-wol) · underworld lore · creation vs destruction · origin of honmoon · lyrical tone · feminine rage · slow-burn tragedy (Sae-wol x Jinu)
PAIRING. Sae-wol ✦ Jinu
WORD COUNT. ~3.4K
A/N: The fire has gone quiet, but the embers still breathe. This chapter lives in the silence after the storm — in the moments where nothing is said, but everything is understood. Hope you enjoy the descent 🕯️ — deukae-verse
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✧ CHAPTER SIX: Where the Ash Sleeps
☾ 398 years before the present | Hours after CH. 5 ☽
The underworld had gone still again.
For the first time in hours, there was no screaming fire, no molten roar — only the pulse of cooling stone and the faint hum of the Honmoon seeping through the cracks of the ruined roof.
Sae-wol lay curled on her side in the center of the Queen’s quarters. The silk sheets beneath her were torn and scorched from years of forgotten dreams, white once but now shadowed gray by ash. The ceiling above her was fractured, a wound of missing stone where the night bled through — pale moonlight spilling down over her body, catching on the sheen of her demon markings as they flared faint gold across her skin.
She changed into her silk white sleeping gown. It clung to her like fog, soft against her fever-warm skin. Her hair spilled in waves across the pillow, a dark crimson halo. Her hands were folded near her chest, trembling slightly, though she wasn’t cold.
She stared at nothing.
She was thinking of the fire.
Of the way it had swallowed everything she was trying to be.
Of how he had looked at her when he found her — not afraid, not even angry. Just… there.
Her throat tightened.
The rage that had once felt like freedom now curled inside her like chains. That was what her father had wanted all along — her fury, her flames, her voice. His perfect heir, his crown of ruin. She had been his darling once. His little moon. The daughter whose laughter could make even hell hold its breath.
But that was before she tore her voice out and gave it to mortals. Before she became something he could no longer control.
She pressed her palms against her chest, breathing shallowly. Her markings pulsed brighter, golden veins crawling beneath her skin like light trying to break out.
And then came the whisper.
Little moon.
Her breath hitched.
My precious Man-wol.
She squeezed her eyes shut. “No.”
You shine wrong now.
“Stop.”
You were meant to reign beside me. Instead, you built them a cage.
Her nails bit into her palms. “Stop it.”
All that power. All that voice. For what? A song? Three girls and a lie that even you couldn’t believe?
“Enough.”
You could have ruled the worlds.
“I don’t want your world,” she whispered, trembling.
You could have had me.
That one broke her. The sound that left her throat wasn’t a sob, but a breath torn sharp enough to hurt. Her body shook. Her demon markings flickered like lightning across her arms, chest, throat — bright, frantic.
She turned onto her back, staring up at the pale slit of sky above.
“Why do you have to come back now…”
The moonlight spilled across her face. Her eyes were open, glassy. Silent tears rolled down her cheeks — silver, glinting like melted stars. They stained the pillow but left no mark.
Eventually, the voice faded.
And with it, everything inside her went quiet.
She lay there numb, eyes unfocused, until her breathing evened out.
But she didn’t sleep.
Elsewhere in the ruined palace, Jinu sat in the Emperor’s chamber, elbows resting on his knees, hands folded under his chin. His shirt hung loose, still singed from the heat. His body ached, but it wasn’t the burns that haunted him — it was the image of her standing in that inferno, hair alive, eyes blazing like suns.
He could still see her through the haze of his mind — Sae-wol, half goddess, half fury. The very thing every demon whispered about and every fool feared. The Half-Mad Empress. The Queen of Ashes.
He had seen it.
And he hadn’t looked away.
He didn’t know what terrified him more — the fire itself, or how beautiful she had been in the middle of it.
He leaned forward, rubbing his face with his hands, trying to slow his thoughts. Every time he blinked, he saw her again — the shape of her in the flames, the way her voice had cracked when she told him to go, the sound of his own heartbeat when she touched his shoulder.
He was in too deep.
He’d known it the first time he called her name and the underworld went quiet.
He didn’t hear the door at first.
The rusted hinge sighed. Soft footsteps on stone.
He looked up.
And there she was.
She stood in the doorway, pale under the silver moonlight that slipped through the cracks in the ceiling. Her white gown pooled around her ankles, the silk almost glowing. Her crimson hair fell loose down her back, still tangled from the night before.
Her eyes didn’t meet his. She didn’t speak.
He straightened slowly, unsure whether to stand or not.
“Sae-wol?” he said softly.
Nothing.
She moved — quiet, fluid, deliberate — crossing the room until she reached the edge of the bed. Then, without a word, she climbed onto it. The mattress dipped under her weight. She lay down on her back beside him, the fabric of her gown whispering against the sheets, her gaze fixed on the cracked ceiling above.
He didn’t move.
The air between them felt fragile, like glass.
She exhaled softly. Her eyes followed the slow drift of moonlight cutting through the open roof, illuminating the cracks in the stone and the faint outlines of smoke stains that had never left the walls.
Jinu sat there for a long moment, listening to the rhythm of her breathing — shallow, steady, real. Then he leaned back, lying down beside her, careful not to brush against her arm. His hands rested over his torso.
They stared at the ceiling in silence.
Neither spoke.
Neither needed to.
The underworld was quieter than it had ever been. Only the faint hum of the Honmoon in the distance and the occasional creak of the palace breathing around them.
Jinu’s mind raced anyway. What is she thinking? Is she angry? Does she regret it? Does she even know I’m here?
But he stayed still. Because sometimes, silence was the only language she spoke.
Minutes passed. Maybe hours. Time didn’t work right down here.
At some point, he turned his head — just slightly — to look at her.
The moonlight painted her face in white and shadow. Her markings pulsed faintly beneath her skin, gold veins that came and went with her heartbeat. Her lips were parted slightly, her expression soft but far from peace.
She wasn’t asleep.
Her gaze shifted. Slowly, deliberately.
Their eyes met.
Neither looked away.
There was no sound. Just the air between them — thick, quiet, trembling with all the things neither of them could say.
Jinu swallowed. He could feel his own pulse in his throat, in his fingertips, in the air.
Her eyes searched his, bright and haunted. They looked like they wanted to speak. Like they wanted to tell him every secret she had buried beneath the ash.
But she said nothing.
She just watched him.
And he watched her.
Something unspoken passed between them — a recognition, a question, a promise neither of them could afford to keep.
Then, slowly, Sae-wol turned on her side to face him fully. Her hair spilled across the sheets, crimson against white. Her eyes glimmered in the low light, wild and soft all at once.
For a heartbeat, it felt like the whole world was holding its breath.
Then she closed her eyes.
Her breathing slowed.
The faintest sigh escaped her lips, and her hand twitched — just once — like she had almost reached for him before sleep took her.
Jinu stayed still.
He lay there, staring at her face — at the curve of her cheek, the faint shimmer of dried silver along her jaw, the way her eyelashes trembled with dreams.
He didn’t touch her. He didn’t dare.
But when he finally closed his eyes, he did so with the ghost of her warmth still humming in the air between them.
And outside, through the shattered roof, the moon shifted slightly across the sky — its light bending, soft, as if the heavens themselves had decided to let them rest for one more night.
The flames beneath the earth quieted.
The Honmoon pulsed faintly, gold and silver, echoing her heartbeat.
SYNOPSIS. Before there were hunters. Before there were idols. Before the Honmoon ever shimmered in the sky—There was her. A girl born of destruction and creation, split by prophecy, bound in silence. She gave her voice to the world. Now the world sings, forgetting who it belonged to. But something stirs beneath the ash. And one day, she will sing again.
CONTENT. mythic prologue · goddess oc (Man-wol/Sae-wol) · underworld lore · creation vs destruction · origin of honmoon · lyrical tone · feminine rage · slow-burn tragedy (Sae-wol x Jinu)
PAIRING. Sae-wol ✦ Jinu
WORD COUNT. ~3.4K
A/N: The fire has gone quiet, but the embers still breathe. This chapter lives in the silence after the storm — in the moments where nothing is said, but everything is understood. Hope you enjoy the descent 🕯️ — deukae-verse
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✧ CHAPTER SIX: Where the Ash Sleeps
☾ 398 years before the present | Hours after CH. 5 ☽
The underworld had gone still again.
For the first time in hours, there was no screaming fire, no molten roar — only the pulse of cooling stone and the faint hum of the Honmoon seeping through the cracks of the ruined roof.
Sae-wol lay curled on her side in the center of the Queen’s quarters. The silk sheets beneath her were torn and scorched from years of forgotten dreams, white once but now shadowed gray by ash. The ceiling above her was fractured, a wound of missing stone where the night bled through — pale moonlight spilling down over her body, catching on the sheen of her demon markings as they flared faint gold across her skin.
She changed into her silk white sleeping gown. It clung to her like fog, soft against her fever-warm skin. Her hair spilled in waves across the pillow, a dark crimson halo. Her hands were folded near her chest, trembling slightly, though she wasn’t cold.
She stared at nothing.
She was thinking of the fire.
Of the way it had swallowed everything she was trying to be.
Of how he had looked at her when he found her — not afraid, not even angry. Just… there.
Her throat tightened.
The rage that had once felt like freedom now curled inside her like chains. That was what her father had wanted all along — her fury, her flames, her voice. His perfect heir, his crown of ruin. She had been his darling once. His little moon. The daughter whose laughter could make even hell hold its breath.
But that was before she tore her voice out and gave it to mortals. Before she became something he could no longer control.
She pressed her palms against her chest, breathing shallowly. Her markings pulsed brighter, golden veins crawling beneath her skin like light trying to break out.
And then came the whisper.
Little moon.
Her breath hitched.
My precious Man-wol.
She squeezed her eyes shut. “No.”
You shine wrong now.
“Stop.”
You were meant to reign beside me. Instead, you built them a cage.
Her nails bit into her palms. “Stop it.”
All that power. All that voice. For what? A song? Three girls and a lie that even you couldn’t believe?
“Enough.”
You could have ruled the worlds.
“I don’t want your world,” she whispered, trembling.
You could have had me.
That one broke her. The sound that left her throat wasn’t a sob, but a breath torn sharp enough to hurt. Her body shook. Her demon markings flickered like lightning across her arms, chest, throat — bright, frantic.
She turned onto her back, staring up at the pale slit of sky above.
“Why do you have to come back now…”
The moonlight spilled across her face. Her eyes were open, glassy. Silent tears rolled down her cheeks — silver, glinting like melted stars. They stained the pillow but left no mark.
Eventually, the voice faded.
And with it, everything inside her went quiet.
She lay there numb, eyes unfocused, until her breathing evened out.
But she didn’t sleep.
Elsewhere in the ruined palace, Jinu sat in the Emperor’s chamber, elbows resting on his knees, hands folded under his chin. His shirt hung loose, still singed from the heat. His body ached, but it wasn’t the burns that haunted him — it was the image of her standing in that inferno, hair alive, eyes blazing like suns.
He could still see her through the haze of his mind — Sae-wol, half goddess, half fury. The very thing every demon whispered about and every fool feared. The Half-Mad Empress. The Queen of Ashes.
He had seen it.
And he hadn’t looked away.
He didn’t know what terrified him more — the fire itself, or how beautiful she had been in the middle of it.
He leaned forward, rubbing his face with his hands, trying to slow his thoughts. Every time he blinked, he saw her again — the shape of her in the flames, the way her voice had cracked when she told him to go, the sound of his own heartbeat when she touched his shoulder.
He was in too deep.
He’d known it the first time he called her name and the underworld went quiet.
He didn’t hear the door at first.
The rusted hinge sighed. Soft footsteps on stone.
He looked up.
And there she was.
She stood in the doorway, pale under the silver moonlight that slipped through the cracks in the ceiling. Her white gown pooled around her ankles, the silk almost glowing. Her crimson hair fell loose down her back, still tangled from the night before.
Her eyes didn’t meet his. She didn’t speak.
He straightened slowly, unsure whether to stand or not.
“Sae-wol?” he said softly.
Nothing.
She moved — quiet, fluid, deliberate — crossing the room until she reached the edge of the bed. Then, without a word, she climbed onto it. The mattress dipped under her weight. She lay down on her back beside him, the fabric of her gown whispering against the sheets, her gaze fixed on the cracked ceiling above.
He didn’t move.
The air between them felt fragile, like glass.
She exhaled softly. Her eyes followed the slow drift of moonlight cutting through the open roof, illuminating the cracks in the stone and the faint outlines of smoke stains that had never left the walls.
Jinu sat there for a long moment, listening to the rhythm of her breathing — shallow, steady, real. Then he leaned back, lying down beside her, careful not to brush against her arm. His hands rested over his torso.
They stared at the ceiling in silence.
Neither spoke.
Neither needed to.
The underworld was quieter than it had ever been. Only the faint hum of the Honmoon in the distance and the occasional creak of the palace breathing around them.
Jinu’s mind raced anyway. What is she thinking? Is she angry? Does she regret it? Does she even know I’m here?
But he stayed still. Because sometimes, silence was the only language she spoke.
Minutes passed. Maybe hours. Time didn’t work right down here.
At some point, he turned his head — just slightly — to look at her.
The moonlight painted her face in white and shadow. Her markings pulsed faintly beneath her skin, gold veins that came and went with her heartbeat. Her lips were parted slightly, her expression soft but far from peace.
She wasn’t asleep.
Her gaze shifted. Slowly, deliberately.
Their eyes met.
Neither looked away.
There was no sound. Just the air between them — thick, quiet, trembling with all the things neither of them could say.
Jinu swallowed. He could feel his own pulse in his throat, in his fingertips, in the air.
Her eyes searched his, bright and haunted. They looked like they wanted to speak. Like they wanted to tell him every secret she had buried beneath the ash.
But she said nothing.
She just watched him.
And he watched her.
Something unspoken passed between them — a recognition, a question, a promise neither of them could afford to keep.
Then, slowly, Sae-wol turned on her side to face him fully. Her hair spilled across the sheets, crimson against white. Her eyes glimmered in the low light, wild and soft all at once.
For a heartbeat, it felt like the whole world was holding its breath.
Then she closed her eyes.
Her breathing slowed.
The faintest sigh escaped her lips, and her hand twitched — just once — like she had almost reached for him before sleep took her.
Jinu stayed still.
He lay there, staring at her face — at the curve of her cheek, the faint shimmer of dried silver along her jaw, the way her eyelashes trembled with dreams.
He didn’t touch her. He didn’t dare.
But when he finally closed his eyes, he did so with the ghost of her warmth still humming in the air between them.
And outside, through the shattered roof, the moon shifted slightly across the sky — its light bending, soft, as if the heavens themselves had decided to let them rest for one more night.
The flames beneath the earth quieted.
The Honmoon pulsed faintly, gold and silver, echoing her heartbeat.
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SYNOPSIS. Before there were hunters. Before there were idols. Before the Honmoon ever shimmered in the sky—There was her. A girl born of destruction and creation, split by prophecy, bound in silence. She gave her voice to the world. Now the world sings, forgetting who it belonged to. But something stirs beneath the ash. And one day, she will sing again.
CONTENT. mythic prologue · goddess oc (Man-wol/Sae-wol) · underworld lore · creation vs destruction · origin of honmoon · lyrical tone · feminine rage · slow-burn tragedy (Sae-wol x Jinu)
PAIRING. Sae-wol ✦ Jinu
WORD COUNT. ~3.4K
A/N: Two years have passed since Chapter 4. Gwi-Ma finally notices what keeps pulling Jinu away—and turns his attention to the cracks beneath his daughter’s throne. Hope you enjoy the descent 🕯️ — deukae-verse
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✧ CHAPTER FIVE: The Fire Beneath the Throne
☾ 398 years before the present | Two years after CH. 4☽
The first whisper came like a draft beneath a sealed door.
Sae-wol felt it before she heard it—pressure in the walls of the ruined palace, a low throb running through old stone, through the ribs of the scorched pillars, through her wrists. She stood in the center of the courtyard, hair unbound, the hem of her black hanbok skimming ash. For a moment she thought it was memory playing tricks again.
Then the voice slid across the stone.
Not loud. Not shouted.
Close.
Little moon.
She went very still.
For years, all she’d had were the edges of him—heat across the plain, the faint taste of fury whenever the Honmoon pulsed, the way silence went mean when his fire rose. He had never reached for her. Not once since she shattered herself and fell. Not once since she gave away the thing he wanted most.
Now the walls breathed with his cadence.
Your palace forgets its vows.
Your silence grows teeth.
Her hands curled at her sides. “Get out,” she said evenly, to no one and to everything.
The courtyard trembled—just enough to make the loose tiles clink. The whisper stroked the stone, almost tender.
You felt me across the plain. You always have.
Look at you. A queen of ash, playing at mercy.
Heat crawled under her skin. Along her collarbones, the sigils flared.
“You don’t get to speak to me like I’m yours,” she said, voice steady. “Not anymore.”
Not anymore, the voice hummed, as if tasting the word. But you were. You were the best thing I ever made.
The air thinned. For a heartbeat she was a child again, small hands pressed to the markings on a chest that pulsed like a second heart. I dream like you, she had said; and he, who loved ruin more than anything, had loved her back because she was the only thing that taught him fear.
She shut her eyes, drew breath, and did not answer.
Do you know where your little stray is? the voice asked, light as smoke. The one who keeps crawling toward your throne? He’s been disobedient. It makes me…curious.
Her eyes opened. Gold cut through the dark. “Leave him alone.”
A chuckle. Soft. Cruel.
You think I touch him because of you?
The whisper pressed close enough to raise the hairs on her arms.
I touch him because he is mine.
The courtyard’s shadows shivered as if struck by wind. The voice went quiet so suddenly the silence rang.
The next breath she took burned like a blade.
It had been centuries since anyone made Sae-wol shake. Not with fear. Not with grief. With rage—raw, jagged, uncontained. It rose inside her like a tide sprinting toward shore. When it broke, everything would drown.
Her black butterfly winged listlessly past her cheek, as if to caution. She didn’t look at it.
“Don’t,” she said to no one—maybe to herself. “Don’t.”
The ground under her feet cracked.
Her palms split fire.
She turned from the palace and walked into the night.
The molten fields were a mouth that never finished swallowing. Rivers of slow-moving flame wound between black rock like veins; geysers coughed sparks; heat distorted distance until mountains looked like hands reaching and failing to grasp. Sae-wol knew this place better than anyone. She had been born for it. Into it. She could walk here without blistering. She could lie down in the lava and sleep.
Tonight, she didn’t sleep.
She screamed.
A sound without voice, pulled from the core of whatever she still was. It tore out of her like years of swallowed fire and struck the air as heat. The nearest river reared like a living thing and crashed; igneous glass snowed around her; long cracks spidered across the ground like the universe had bones after all and she’d found them.
If he had stood here—if he had stood here—she would have burned him with it. Not to kill him. To make him know. To make him stand inside what she had felt when he looked away.
Her flames went wild. They licked the hem of her robe, climbed her arms, braided themselves through her loose red hair until she looked like a comet crashing in place. She dragged her hand along a wall of cooled rock and it went soft under her touch, re-melting, sloughing like wax. Shards burst from the ground and hung in the air like a crown.
The molten fields answered her, and for a while, that was enough.
Then the field was not answering her anymore.
Someone was saying her name.
Not like a title. Not like a curse.
“Sae-wol.”
He came into view through the wavering heat, boots sinking in rubble, hat long gone, hair damp with sweat. Jinu moved like a man who had learned the shape of fear and decided to love something anyway. His sleeves were pushed to his elbows; his forearms were striped with half-healed burns. He stopped when the glow hit him full, when he could finally see her—hands lit to the elbow, hair a river of copper flame, eyes lit with a dangerous, dangerous gold.
For a second, he just stared.
“Don’t come closer,” she said, and it was not a game.
He did anyway.
He always did.
“Turn around.” Heat vibrated her words. “Go back to the palace. Now.”
He took another step, steady. “I’m not leaving you out here.”
“Jinu.” The ground trembled. A nearby vent coughed an arc of fire into the air. “If you take one more step—”
“—then what?” His mouth tilted, almost defiant. Sweat tracked through ash on his cheek. “You’ll burn me?”
She smiled without humor. “Yes.”
He kept going.
The air around him should have flayed skin. It ate breath. It warped sight. He pushed through it like wading into a river intending to drown. She watched a blister bloom on the back of his hand and vanish as quickly as it came, her power flickering its own refusal to harm him and hating itself for the softness.
“Stop,” she said again, please, but he came until they were close enough that she could see… everything. The little tremor in his jaw. The way his gaze skated her face first, as if memorizing it before he dared look at her arms.
“Look at me,” he said softly.
She didn’t.
“Look at me, Sae-wol.”
She did.
He had walked through too much fire to be afraid of it anymore. Fear was not what lived in his eyes. It was something worse. Something heavier.
“Whatever this is,” he said quietly, “you don’t have to do it alone.”
“Don’t you understand?” Her laugh sounded like glass breaking. “There is no ‘together’ inside this. When he reaches for me, everything goes wrong.”
Jinu’s expression changed, so quick it could have been shadow. “He?”
She swallowed it. “The underworld,” she lied. “The heat. It wants… payment.”
He should have believed her. He always did.
Tonight, he didn’t.
“You came here because something hurt you,” he said. “Not because the ground asked for blood.”
She opened her mouth to deny it and the ground boomed—a vent bursting open behind him. He flinched on instinct and she moved without thinking: a sweep of her hand, a command written in flame, the burst diverted so it hit the rock far to his left where it showered the field in sparks. A thousand little suns. Her breath hitched. She could stop everything that wasn’t him. She couldn’t stop him.
“Go back,” she said hoarsely.
“No.”
“Jinu.”
“No.”
He took the last step.
He stood within reach.
Her flames climbed her wrists like desperate animals.
“Don’t touch me,” she said, and for the first time there was fear in it.
“If this burns me,” he answered, careful, careful, raising one hand as if approaching a wild thing, “then so be it.”
His fingers brushed the underside of her forearm.
Heat surged. The river to their right bulged like a lung. The shard-crown shattered midair and fell ringing across the ground. She felt the urge that had been clawing at her ribs—break, break, break—hit a wall in his skin and drain like seawater through sand.
He drew breath.
She drew breath.
Nothing screamed.
He slid his palm up to her wrist.
Her fire curled around his hand and did not eat it.
The sound she made wasn’t relief. It was worse. A cracked, small thing dragged out of a woman who had held her breath for centuries and finally remembered what lungs were for.
“Why,” she asked, “would you do that.”
“Because it’s you.”
That wasn’t an answer. It worked anyway.
She closed her eyes. Her flames dimmed from white to yellow to ember. The metal taste of rage bled out of her mouth. When she opened her eyes again, the gold in them had gone low, banked.
Jinu stepped closer only when the ground stopped twitching. Up close, he smelled like smoke and iron and the little mortal thing in him that refused to die. His fingers pressed encircling and firm at her wrist, a promise he had no right to make.
“Talk to me,” he said.
“The walls spoke,” she said.
He went still. “To you?”
She nodded. The motion felt fragile. “I told them to leave. They didn’t.”
“Was it—” He caught the name before it came. He always did. “Was it… him?”
She stared over his shoulder into the distance where fire made a horizon. She didn’t say yes. She didn’t need to.
“I couldn’t hold it,” she said quietly. “I tried.”
“You did.” His thumb stroked once at the inside of her wrist, and she hated how her body answered it—how the underworld itself seemed to settle, listening. “You’re here.”
A silence with weight settled between them. It felt like standing on the lip of a precipice and leaning forward to see how far it was.
“You should go,” she said at last.
“Are you sending me away?”
“I’m telling you the ground will crack again, and I don’t… I won’t…” She shut her eyes, forcing the word through. “Hurt you.”
“You won’t.”
“I might.”
“You won’t,” he said again, softer, the faith in it so obscene it made her want to laugh and scream. “And if you do, it will be because I asked you to keep me when everything else tried to take me.”
He said it like a prayer. She tore her wrist from his palm before it became one.
The river sighed. Sparks drifted like a slow, dark snow.
“You shouldn’t say things like that,” she whispered.
“Then stop making them true.”
The worst thing about him was that he was not brave. Bravery required judgment. He simply chose. Chose her ruin. Chose her danger. Stood in front of it and called his choice a home.
“Do you remember,” he asked abruptly, to keep her from leaving, “the first night I came to your palace? You told me to see the king first and then come back if I didn’t go mad.”
“I remember thinking you were too pretty to survive a week.”
“How long has it been?”
“Two years,” she said, hearing how small that sounded against the size of this place.
“And you still haven’t burned me.”
“Don’t tempt me.”
“Please.”
The word was not about fire.
Her control slipped sideways. Not toward rage this time. Toward something with softness in its teeth.
“Jinu.” She said it like a warning that had forgotten where its blade was. He stepped in fully, chest brushing her arm, breath washing her cheek. Her body lit. Not flames. Just heat.
They stood like that with the underworld exhaling around them. She could see the line of his throat, the place his pulse lived when he let it. She had pressed her mouth there once in a dream and woken with her hands fists in silk. She remembered that now at a terrible angle—her mouth a breath from saying stay like a vow, his hands at her waist like a question she didn’t know how to answer without undoing the world.
“You don’t even know who I am,” she said, the old line turning new as it left her mouth.
“I know who you are here.”
He touched two fingers under her chin and tipped her face up, slow enough to be refused at every point. She didn’t refuse. The little distance between them went thinner. He hovered close enough for the shape of it to make her dizzy. He was not a god. He did not deserve her. He would ruin her with something so human it would feel like grace.
“Don’t,” she said, and it sounded like do because the world wanted to be cruel.
He held very still. The distance remained.
They breathed.
Somewhere far off, a vent blew; the sound reached them a second later like a yes.
“You should have burned,” she whispered, not sure if she meant him or herself.
“Maybe I did.”
The air between them tasted like copper and fruit. If she closed it, it would mean stepping somewhere she could never leave. He would follow. He always would. And the cost would not be his.
She reached up—a single movement—and rested her palm on his shoulder.
It was nothing. It was everything. A benediction. A promise to do no more than this. A plea to be allowed to do no more than this.
His eyes flicked shut.
She felt the shiver pass through him like a note through an instrument, felt it answer something that had been waiting under her ribs for centuries. All the flames she had called roared again inside her, wanting, begging. She let them burn her.
When he opened his eyes, the world had not changed. Of course it had.
“Go back,” she said gently, the first kindness she’d spoken all night. “Sleep in my hall. I’ll come when I can breathe.”
He nodded, because he would always nod when she asked for the thing that hurt them both least.
She stepped back. The embers along her forearms lifted like birds. They shook themselves, scattered in a slow arc, drifted away on heat. For a second, she looked like the woman they called half-mad: hair scarlet with firelight, skin tattooed with living gold, eyes the color of storms deciding where to land.
She turned.
She walked toward the ruins.
The embers trailed her like a veil.
Jinu did not call after her.
He stood where she had left him with his hands open, the shape of her touch cooling on his shoulder, and watched her disappear into the red dark like a miracle that knew better than to stay.
He stayed until the molten fields swallowed the sound of her steps. Only then did he turn toward the path that would lead him back to the broken palace and its long, empty hall where he had taught himself to sleep without forgetting her.
SYNOPSIS. Before there were hunters. Before there were idols. Before the Honmoon ever shimmered in the sky—There was her. A girl born of destruction and creation, split by prophecy, bound in silence. She gave her voice to the world. Now the world sings, forgetting who it belonged to. But something stirs beneath the ash. And one day, she will sing again.
CONTENT. mythic prologue · goddess oc (Man-wol/Sae-wol) · underworld lore · creation vs destruction · origin of honmoon · lyrical tone · feminine rage · slow-burn tragedy (Sae-wol x Jinu)
PAIRING. Sae-wol ✦ Jinu
WORD COUNT. ~3.4K
A/N: Two years have passed since Chapter 4. Gwi-Ma finally notices what keeps pulling Jinu away—and turns his attention to the cracks beneath his daughter’s throne. Hope you enjoy the descent 🕯️ — deukae-verse
✦ PREV. | CH. 5 | NEXT ✦
✧ CHAPTER FIVE: The Fire Beneath the Throne
☾ 398 years before the present | Two years after CH. 4☽
The first whisper came like a draft beneath a sealed door.
Sae-wol felt it before she heard it—pressure in the walls of the ruined palace, a low throb running through old stone, through the ribs of the scorched pillars, through her wrists. She stood in the center of the courtyard, hair unbound, the hem of her black hanbok skimming ash. For a moment she thought it was memory playing tricks again.
Then the voice slid across the stone.
Not loud. Not shouted.
Close.
Little moon.
She went very still.
For years, all she’d had were the edges of him—heat across the plain, the faint taste of fury whenever the Honmoon pulsed, the way silence went mean when his fire rose. He had never reached for her. Not once since she shattered herself and fell. Not once since she gave away the thing he wanted most.
Now the walls breathed with his cadence.
Your palace forgets its vows.
Your silence grows teeth.
Her hands curled at her sides. “Get out,” she said evenly, to no one and to everything.
The courtyard trembled—just enough to make the loose tiles clink. The whisper stroked the stone, almost tender.
You felt me across the plain. You always have.
Look at you. A queen of ash, playing at mercy.
Heat crawled under her skin. Along her collarbones, the sigils flared.
“You don’t get to speak to me like I’m yours,” she said, voice steady. “Not anymore.”
Not anymore, the voice hummed, as if tasting the word. But you were. You were the best thing I ever made.
The air thinned. For a heartbeat she was a child again, small hands pressed to the markings on a chest that pulsed like a second heart. I dream like you, she had said; and he, who loved ruin more than anything, had loved her back because she was the only thing that taught him fear.
She shut her eyes, drew breath, and did not answer.
Do you know where your little stray is? the voice asked, light as smoke. The one who keeps crawling toward your throne? He’s been disobedient. It makes me…curious.
Her eyes opened. Gold cut through the dark. “Leave him alone.”
A chuckle. Soft. Cruel.
You think I touch him because of you?
The whisper pressed close enough to raise the hairs on her arms.
I touch him because he is mine.
The courtyard’s shadows shivered as if struck by wind. The voice went quiet so suddenly the silence rang.
The next breath she took burned like a blade.
It had been centuries since anyone made Sae-wol shake. Not with fear. Not with grief. With rage—raw, jagged, uncontained. It rose inside her like a tide sprinting toward shore. When it broke, everything would drown.
Her black butterfly winged listlessly past her cheek, as if to caution. She didn’t look at it.
“Don’t,” she said to no one—maybe to herself. “Don’t.”
The ground under her feet cracked.
Her palms split fire.
She turned from the palace and walked into the night.
The molten fields were a mouth that never finished swallowing. Rivers of slow-moving flame wound between black rock like veins; geysers coughed sparks; heat distorted distance until mountains looked like hands reaching and failing to grasp. Sae-wol knew this place better than anyone. She had been born for it. Into it. She could walk here without blistering. She could lie down in the lava and sleep.
Tonight, she didn’t sleep.
She screamed.
A sound without voice, pulled from the core of whatever she still was. It tore out of her like years of swallowed fire and struck the air as heat. The nearest river reared like a living thing and crashed; igneous glass snowed around her; long cracks spidered across the ground like the universe had bones after all and she’d found them.
If he had stood here—if he had stood here—she would have burned him with it. Not to kill him. To make him know. To make him stand inside what she had felt when he looked away.
Her flames went wild. They licked the hem of her robe, climbed her arms, braided themselves through her loose red hair until she looked like a comet crashing in place. She dragged her hand along a wall of cooled rock and it went soft under her touch, re-melting, sloughing like wax. Shards burst from the ground and hung in the air like a crown.
The molten fields answered her, and for a while, that was enough.
Then the field was not answering her anymore.
Someone was saying her name.
Not like a title. Not like a curse.
“Sae-wol.”
He came into view through the wavering heat, boots sinking in rubble, hat long gone, hair damp with sweat. Jinu moved like a man who had learned the shape of fear and decided to love something anyway. His sleeves were pushed to his elbows; his forearms were striped with half-healed burns. He stopped when the glow hit him full, when he could finally see her—hands lit to the elbow, hair a river of copper flame, eyes lit with a dangerous, dangerous gold.
For a second, he just stared.
“Don’t come closer,” she said, and it was not a game.
He did anyway.
He always did.
“Turn around.” Heat vibrated her words. “Go back to the palace. Now.”
He took another step, steady. “I’m not leaving you out here.”
“Jinu.” The ground trembled. A nearby vent coughed an arc of fire into the air. “If you take one more step—”
“—then what?” His mouth tilted, almost defiant. Sweat tracked through ash on his cheek. “You’ll burn me?”
She smiled without humor. “Yes.”
He kept going.
The air around him should have flayed skin. It ate breath. It warped sight. He pushed through it like wading into a river intending to drown. She watched a blister bloom on the back of his hand and vanish as quickly as it came, her power flickering its own refusal to harm him and hating itself for the softness.
“Stop,” she said again, please, but he came until they were close enough that she could see… everything. The little tremor in his jaw. The way his gaze skated her face first, as if memorizing it before he dared look at her arms.
“Look at me,” he said softly.
She didn’t.
“Look at me, Sae-wol.”
She did.
He had walked through too much fire to be afraid of it anymore. Fear was not what lived in his eyes. It was something worse. Something heavier.
“Whatever this is,” he said quietly, “you don’t have to do it alone.”
“Don’t you understand?” Her laugh sounded like glass breaking. “There is no ‘together’ inside this. When he reaches for me, everything goes wrong.”
Jinu’s expression changed, so quick it could have been shadow. “He?”
She swallowed it. “The underworld,” she lied. “The heat. It wants… payment.”
He should have believed her. He always did.
Tonight, he didn’t.
“You came here because something hurt you,” he said. “Not because the ground asked for blood.”
She opened her mouth to deny it and the ground boomed—a vent bursting open behind him. He flinched on instinct and she moved without thinking: a sweep of her hand, a command written in flame, the burst diverted so it hit the rock far to his left where it showered the field in sparks. A thousand little suns. Her breath hitched. She could stop everything that wasn’t him. She couldn’t stop him.
“Go back,” she said hoarsely.
“No.”
“Jinu.”
“No.”
He took the last step.
He stood within reach.
Her flames climbed her wrists like desperate animals.
“Don’t touch me,” she said, and for the first time there was fear in it.
“If this burns me,” he answered, careful, careful, raising one hand as if approaching a wild thing, “then so be it.”
His fingers brushed the underside of her forearm.
Heat surged. The river to their right bulged like a lung. The shard-crown shattered midair and fell ringing across the ground. She felt the urge that had been clawing at her ribs—break, break, break—hit a wall in his skin and drain like seawater through sand.
He drew breath.
She drew breath.
Nothing screamed.
He slid his palm up to her wrist.
Her fire curled around his hand and did not eat it.
The sound she made wasn’t relief. It was worse. A cracked, small thing dragged out of a woman who had held her breath for centuries and finally remembered what lungs were for.
“Why,” she asked, “would you do that.”
“Because it’s you.”
That wasn’t an answer. It worked anyway.
She closed her eyes. Her flames dimmed from white to yellow to ember. The metal taste of rage bled out of her mouth. When she opened her eyes again, the gold in them had gone low, banked.
Jinu stepped closer only when the ground stopped twitching. Up close, he smelled like smoke and iron and the little mortal thing in him that refused to die. His fingers pressed encircling and firm at her wrist, a promise he had no right to make.
“Talk to me,” he said.
“The walls spoke,” she said.
He went still. “To you?”
She nodded. The motion felt fragile. “I told them to leave. They didn’t.”
“Was it—” He caught the name before it came. He always did. “Was it… him?”
She stared over his shoulder into the distance where fire made a horizon. She didn’t say yes. She didn’t need to.
“I couldn’t hold it,” she said quietly. “I tried.”
“You did.” His thumb stroked once at the inside of her wrist, and she hated how her body answered it—how the underworld itself seemed to settle, listening. “You’re here.”
A silence with weight settled between them. It felt like standing on the lip of a precipice and leaning forward to see how far it was.
“You should go,” she said at last.
“Are you sending me away?”
“I’m telling you the ground will crack again, and I don’t… I won’t…” She shut her eyes, forcing the word through. “Hurt you.”
“You won’t.”
“I might.”
“You won’t,” he said again, softer, the faith in it so obscene it made her want to laugh and scream. “And if you do, it will be because I asked you to keep me when everything else tried to take me.”
He said it like a prayer. She tore her wrist from his palm before it became one.
The river sighed. Sparks drifted like a slow, dark snow.
“You shouldn’t say things like that,” she whispered.
“Then stop making them true.”
The worst thing about him was that he was not brave. Bravery required judgment. He simply chose. Chose her ruin. Chose her danger. Stood in front of it and called his choice a home.
“Do you remember,” he asked abruptly, to keep her from leaving, “the first night I came to your palace? You told me to see the king first and then come back if I didn’t go mad.”
“I remember thinking you were too pretty to survive a week.”
“How long has it been?”
“Two years,” she said, hearing how small that sounded against the size of this place.
“And you still haven’t burned me.”
“Don’t tempt me.”
“Please.”
The word was not about fire.
Her control slipped sideways. Not toward rage this time. Toward something with softness in its teeth.
“Jinu.” She said it like a warning that had forgotten where its blade was. He stepped in fully, chest brushing her arm, breath washing her cheek. Her body lit. Not flames. Just heat.
They stood like that with the underworld exhaling around them. She could see the line of his throat, the place his pulse lived when he let it. She had pressed her mouth there once in a dream and woken with her hands fists in silk. She remembered that now at a terrible angle—her mouth a breath from saying stay like a vow, his hands at her waist like a question she didn’t know how to answer without undoing the world.
“You don’t even know who I am,” she said, the old line turning new as it left her mouth.
“I know who you are here.”
He touched two fingers under her chin and tipped her face up, slow enough to be refused at every point. She didn’t refuse. The little distance between them went thinner. He hovered close enough for the shape of it to make her dizzy. He was not a god. He did not deserve her. He would ruin her with something so human it would feel like grace.
“Don’t,” she said, and it sounded like do because the world wanted to be cruel.
He held very still. The distance remained.
They breathed.
Somewhere far off, a vent blew; the sound reached them a second later like a yes.
“You should have burned,” she whispered, not sure if she meant him or herself.
“Maybe I did.”
The air between them tasted like copper and fruit. If she closed it, it would mean stepping somewhere she could never leave. He would follow. He always would. And the cost would not be his.
She reached up—a single movement—and rested her palm on his shoulder.
It was nothing. It was everything. A benediction. A promise to do no more than this. A plea to be allowed to do no more than this.
His eyes flicked shut.
She felt the shiver pass through him like a note through an instrument, felt it answer something that had been waiting under her ribs for centuries. All the flames she had called roared again inside her, wanting, begging. She let them burn her.
When he opened his eyes, the world had not changed. Of course it had.
“Go back,” she said gently, the first kindness she’d spoken all night. “Sleep in my hall. I’ll come when I can breathe.”
He nodded, because he would always nod when she asked for the thing that hurt them both least.
She stepped back. The embers along her forearms lifted like birds. They shook themselves, scattered in a slow arc, drifted away on heat. For a second, she looked like the woman they called half-mad: hair scarlet with firelight, skin tattooed with living gold, eyes the color of storms deciding where to land.
She turned.
She walked toward the ruins.
The embers trailed her like a veil.
Jinu did not call after her.
He stood where she had left him with his hands open, the shape of her touch cooling on his shoulder, and watched her disappear into the red dark like a miracle that knew better than to stay.
He stayed until the molten fields swallowed the sound of her steps. Only then did he turn toward the path that would lead him back to the broken palace and its long, empty hall where he had taught himself to sleep without forgetting her.
SYNOPSIS. Before there were hunters. Before there were idols. Before the Honmoon ever shimmered in the sky—There was her. A girl born of destruction and creation, split by prophecy, bound in silence. She gave her voice to the world. Now the world sings, forgetting who it belonged to. But something stirs beneath the ash. And one day, she will sing again.
CONTENT. mythic prologue · goddess oc (Man-wol/Sae-wol) · underworld lore · creation vs destruction · origin of honmoon · lyrical tone · feminine rage · slow-burn tragedy (Sae-wol x Jinu)
PAIRING. Sae-wol ✦ Jinu
WORD COUNT. 2.4K
A/N: So I decided to try something new—this chapter is more a collection of shared moments that slowly build the quiet, aching slowburn between Sae-wol and Jinu 👀 Hope you enjoy the descent 🕯️ — deukae-verse
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✧ CHAPTER FOUR: Where the Silence Gathers
☾ 400 years before the present | 3 months after CH.3 ☽
The sky in the underworld never changed. Always a muted crimson. Always burning, but never warm.
Jinu stumbled through the ruins like a ghost made flesh.
His knuckles bled where he’d clawed the lower plains, trying to drown out the voices that weren’t his.
“Your sister died hating you.”
“Your mother never forgave you.”
“You belong to me.”
He nearly screamed. But the moment he stepped beyond the broken Shoji gate—silence.
He found her.
Sae-wol sat alone on the cracked steps of her ruined throne. Her long crimson hair spilled over her shoulder like blood silk, her face turned slightly as if she’d sensed him coming long before he arrived.
She said nothing as he collapsed beside her. His breath hitched, rough and wet, and he pressed his head into her thigh like a penitent.
She didn’t flinch.
Only lifted one hand and slid her fingers through his hair with care that made him shudder.
“You always come to me when the screaming stops,” she murmured.
He didn’t speak.
But his hand curled tightly around her ankle.
And that was enough.
☾ 400 years before the present | 4 months after CH.3 ☽
“Sae-wol.”
He said it like a wish. Like a confession stitched into the fabric of a prayer.
Not a command. Not a cry.
A plea.
And she… she pretended not to notice how it cracked something open in her.
How his voice always did.
☾ 400 years before the present | 5 months after CH.3 ☽
There were days he came bleeding.
There were days he came silent.
And there were nights he arrived broken.
One evening, the fire atop Gwi-Ma’s dais roared to life without warning, casting a searing light over the realm. Sae-wol looked up sharply. She felt him returning.
Jinu stumbled into her palace not long after, shirt torn down the back, blood soaking the fabric.
She found him slumped against one of the courtyard pillars, breathing shallowly.
“Jinu,” she whispered.
He didn’t answer. Couldn’t. His eyes were glazed, lips cracked.
She knelt.
Her fingers brushed the scorched skin on his back.
Demonic script burned across his flesh—commands etched in fire:
Steal. Burn. Obey. Sing.
He hissed in pain.
But she pressed her palm flat anyway.
The markings pulsed.
And began to fade.
He whimpered. Gasped. Then sagged forward, pressing his forehead to her shoulder.
“You make him quiet,” he said, voice ragged.
She didn’t ask who.
She already knew.
“It’s because he can’t touch me,” she said quietly. “And he hates that.”
His head tilted.
Their eyes met.
His were glassy, broken.
Hers—dark with storm, gold glint flickering underneath.
“You’re the only place that feels safe.”
She leaned in, forehead brushing his.
“Then stay.”
And so he did.
☾ 400 years before the present | 6 months after CH.3 ☽
Time passed in strange ways in the underworld.
Sometimes fast. Sometimes not at all.
A year had gone by—maybe more. Who knew anymore?
And still, he returned.
He returned when the guilt got too loud.
When the price of survival curdled in his stomach.
When the underworld felt colder than usual, and Sae-wol was the only warmth left.
☾ 400 years before the present | 7 months after CH.3 ☽
There was a night when the wind howled strange lullabies.
Sae-wol stood barefoot in the garden ruins, her silk robe draped loosely off one shoulder. The nine-tailed fox had still not returned. The black butterfly circled lazily near her temple.
She didn’t hear Jinu at first.
He came in quiet, shadows clinging to his frame like regret.
But when he saw her silhouetted by the glow of distant flames, humming softly to herself, something in his chest ached.
She turned.
“Pouty boy,” she teased gently.
He gave a tired smile.
“You always look like a vision when I’m at my worst.”
“And you always look like hell,” she replied, arching a brow. “It’s charming.”
He stepped closer. Slowly.
“I don’t dream anymore,” he said after a beat.
She didn’t answer right away. Just tilted her head and studied him.
“Maybe I’ll give you one,” she said, softly.
He blinked.
“What?”
She offered a small smile.
“One dream. But only if you’re good.”
He laughed.
It was small. Dry. But real.
And gods, that smile.
She turned away quickly, hiding her own.
Stupid boy.
Some nights they didn’t speak at all.
She would sit with her legs curled beneath her on the steps of her throne. He would lie with his head in her lap, listening to the silence.
She would hum.
And he would breathe.
Like it was the only thing that reminded him he was still his own.
Sometimes, he asked questions.
“Why do you stay here, Sae-wol?”
She didn’t answer.
So he asked again, weeks later.
“Why did you give away your voice?”
And again—nothing.
Until one night, he whispered:
“Was it to protect someone?”
She blinked slowly. “Would you give yours for someone you loved?”
His mouth parted.
But no words came out.
She smiled. Soft. Sad.
“Then you already understand.”
He dreamed of her sometimes.
Not always clearly.
Just glimpses.
Crimson silk. The whisper of a laugh. Gold eyes glinting in firelight.
He would wake up in the lower plains, the voices crawling up his spine like spiders—
“You left them.”
“You’ll never be free.”
But her name—Sae-wol—was the only thing that made them stop.
Like her name itself was a blade.
He never touched her.
Not fully.
But his hand often brushed hers. His head fell into her lap. Her breath warmed the side of his face.
And once—only once—he kissed the inside of her wrist.
She didn’t speak of it.
But her eyes fluttered closed.
And that was all.
☾ 399 years before the present | 1 year after CH.3 ☽
“What if I asked you to sing?” he asked once, voice barely audible.
She looked at him. Really looked.
And her expression wasn’t teasing.
“Then I’d ask you if you deserve it.”
His throat tightened.
“And do I?”
She paused.
Then leaned forward, just enough for their foreheads to meet again.
SYNOPSIS. Before there were hunters. Before there were idols. Before the Honmoon ever shimmered in the sky—There was her. A girl born of destruction and creation, split by prophecy, bound in silence. She gave her voice to the world. Now the world sings, forgetting who it belonged to. But something stirs beneath the ash. And one day, she will sing again.
CONTENT. mythic prologue · goddess oc (Man-wol/Sae-wol) · underworld lore · creation vs destruction · origin of honmoon · lyrical tone · feminine rage · slow-burn tragedy (Sae-wol x Jinu)
PAIRING. Sae-wol ✦ Jinu
WORD COUNT. 2.4K
A/N. Prologue hit 100 notes, Chapter 1 reached 105, and Chapter 2 followed with 88—thank you all for the love. This chapter dives deeper into Sae-wol’s past… and the slow unraveling that follows. Hope you enjoy the descent 🕯️ — deukae-verse
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✧ Chapter Three: A Voice Once Held
When Jinu left, Sae-wol drifted back through her silent palace of ruin. Every step echoed softly across fractured marble floors that once shone with starlight. Shadows twisted around pillars, caressing her bare feet, familiar and comforting. As she reached the Empress’s quarters, she sank onto the massive bed of silk and linen, releasing a slow breath into the silence.
“Stupid boy,” she murmured softly, lips curving as she stared up at the cracked ceiling. She could still see Jinu’s smirk, the faint twinkle in his golden eyes. Her heartbeat quickened slightly, a quiet flutter beneath her ribs, and she chuckled to herself. It had been a long time since she’d felt anything beyond hollow ache.
She closed her eyes, slipping beneath waves of memory and into the velvet darkness of sleep.
The underworld was brighter, then.
Man-wol moved quietly, her small feet padding across the grand throne room. Her long, ink-black hair trailed down her back, woven through with silver threads. Her eyes, wide and bright, glittered as she gazed up at the massive figure seated atop the dais.
“Are you still mad at Mama?” she asked softly, innocence making her voice ring like a tiny bell.
Gwi-Ma did not move. Yet beneath his impassive expression, his gaze flickered—a brief, unguarded moment.
The girl stepped closer, her small hands pressing gently against the dark, intricate markings on his chest. The runes stirred, pulsing with a soft rhythm beneath her fingers, recognizing her touch.
“Mama says I shine like her,” Man-wol continued softly, tilting her head thoughtfully. “But I dream like you.”
Gwi-Ma closed his eyes briefly, feeling a pang twist within him. She was right. She was radiant like her mother, but the pulse beneath her delicate skin—the powerful, volatile current of her soul—was all his.
“Father,” she said gently, reaching up to cup his face with small hands, drawing him down to meet her gaze. “I made a song, just for you. Can I sing it?”
He hesitated, uncertainty flickering in his eyes before finally nodding.
Man-wol closed her eyes, drew a deep breath, and began to sing. Her voice was not yet powerful, not yet capable of bending realms or commanding legions. But it was pure—so achingly, beautifully pure. The delicate melody wove through the grand hall, softening the edges of shadows, quieting the eternal flames that surrounded them.
For the first time, the underworld stilled. Even Gwi-Ma, ruler of ruin, held his breath.
When her song faded, she opened her eyes hopefully. “Did you like it?”
Gwi-Ma stared at her, eyes wide, chest tightening painfully. “It’s the most dangerous thing I’ve ever heard.”
She giggled, shaking her head. “No it’s not. It wasn’t even loud!”
Gwi-Ma cupped her cheek gently, almost reverently. “One day, little moon, they will beg for your voice. They’ll burn empires, steal souls, just to hear you sing. Promise me you’ll only sing for those worthy.”
She frowned slightly, confusion coloring her expression. “But isn’t everyone worthy?”
He paused, heart shattering quietly within. And then—he lied. “Of course, little one.”
But within him, something darker coiled, tightening in quiet obsession. For in her gentle song, he had heard something he could never tame—freedom.
Sae-wol woke sharply, sweat dampening her brow. Her heart pounded unevenly, and the fires outside surged brighter. She whispered quietly to the darkness:
“아빠 (Father)…”
She hated herself for the lingering softness in that single word.
Elsewhere, Jinu ascended the ancient steps toward the throne of flames. His heart trembled, anxiety knotting deep in his chest as he approached the massive figure seated above.
“Jinu,” Gwi-Ma drawled, lounging casually upon his throne, his golden eyes bored yet piercing. “My precious songbird. I was beginning to wonder if you’d gotten lost.”
Jinu stood rigid, eyes narrowed defiantly. “You summoned me. What do you want?”
Gwi-Ma chuckled darkly, leaning forward. “Oh, don’t look so tense. You’re mine now. You sing when I say sing. You steal a soul when I command it. You burn empires at my whim. That was our deal.”
Jinu’s fists clenched. “I gave you what you wanted.”
“And I gave you yours,” Gwi-Ma purred. “A voice so magnificent, even the gods envy it. But every gift comes with a cost. Let me remind you.”
With a flick of his fingers, whispers erupted in Jinu’s mind—haunted echoes of his mother’s cries, his sister’s pleas, memories that clawed viciously at his sanity.
“Stop!” Jinu choked out, hands gripping his head. “Please—”
“Remember this feeling,” Gwi-Ma said softly, “the next time you think to defy me.”
The following night, trembling and hollow, Jinu found himself stumbling back into Sae-wol’s ruined gardens. He wandered aimlessly until he froze, breath catching at the sound drifting softly through the dark—a haunting, broken melody.
He followed it slowly until he found her beneath a dead cherry blossom tree. She sat in solitude, gazing up at the distant Honmoon. Her red hair spilled down her shoulders, hanbok loose around her form, and eyes distant, lost in memories. The black butterfly drifted lazily around her fingertips.
Jinu stood still, transfixed by the fragility of her voice. She sang quietly, voice cracked with sorrow:
홀로 어둠을 밝히랴 (Let us light up the darkness single-handedly)
우리 노래 부르리라 (Let us sing our song)
굳건한 이 소리로 이 세상을 고치리라 (Fix the world with this sound of our solidity)
The words stirred something deep within him, a memory he couldn’t quite grasp.
Her voice faded into silence, and for a moment, there was only the quiet hush of their shared solitude.
Finally, she turned slightly, acknowledging him with a small, knowing smile.
“Back again, pouty boy?” she murmured, a soft teasing in her eyes.
He stepped closer, eyes gentle yet filled with quiet intensity. “Your song… it haunts me.”
She sighed, looking back toward the distant sky. “It haunts me too.”
He moved slowly, settling beside her beneath the branches of the lifeless tree. “You’ve never told me the meaning.”
She hesitated, eyes flickering with something unreadable. “Perhaps one day.”
Jinu studied her carefully, heart aching with a strange yearning. “I think you’re lonely.”
She chuckled faintly, refusing to meet his gaze. “I’ve grown used to it.”
He leaned closer, voice barely above a whisper. “You don’t have to be.”
Sae-wol stilled, heart fluttering again, fragile and uncertain. “You don’t even know who I am.”
“Then tell me,” Jinu urged quietly, sincerity in his eyes.
She turned slowly, gaze locked with his. Silence stretched tenderly between them, filled with everything they left unsaid. The yearning, the quiet ache of wanting.
“Maybe,” she finally whispered, “one day.”
But for now, the quiet closeness between them, the gentle warmth of their shared sorrow, was enough.
SYNOPSIS. Before there were hunters. Before there were idols. Before the Honmoon ever shimmered in the sky—There was her. A girl born of destruction and creation, split by prophecy, bound in silence. She gave her voice to the world. Now the world sings, forgetting who it belonged to. But something stirs beneath the ash. And one day, she will sing again.
CONTENT. mythic prologue · goddess oc (Man-wol/Sae-wol) · underworld lore · creation vs destruction · origin of honmoon · lyrical tone · feminine rage · slow-burn tragedy (Sae-wol x Jinu, eventually)
PAIRING. Sae-wol ✦ Jinu (eventual)
This chapter: subtle chemistry, first encounter, he’s definitely affected
WORD COUNT. 2.2K
A/N: Chapter 1 got 74 notes?? Y’all… I’m 🧎🏽♀️
I just wanted to say thank you for tapping that heart, hitting reblog, or silently vibing with your snacks in bed at 3am. You made Sae-wol’s haunted girl arc feel seen and I love you for that. This chapter takes us deeper into the underworld. A dead tree, a cursed boy, a beautiful girl who hums. That’s all I’ll say. Hope you enjoy the descent. 🕯️— Deukae-Verse
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✧ Chapter Two: First Song of the Damned
☾ 400 years before the present | 1 year after Chapter 1 ☽
The sky bled red.
It always did here—forever stuck in twilight, like a wound that never closed. In this corner of the underworld, the wind didn’t howl. It sighed. Tired, quiet, always moving but never getting anywhere.
Beneath the crooked skeleton of a dead tree, Sae-wol lay sprawled in the dirt, one arm folded behind her head, the other raised lazily as her fingers danced with the slow, deliberate flutters of a black butterfly.
The butterfly never landed. It never had.
Above her, the swirling patterns of the Honmoon carved themselves into the ceiling of the underworld sky, soft gold veins woven through the stone above like a scar she could never erase. Her eyes—demon gold and glowing—followed the shifting lines, half-lidded and empty. Her long crimson hair spilled across the ash like a burning river, tangled and unbrushed. The tattered black hanbok she wore slipped from her shoulders with every breeze, exposing the sigils on her collarbones and upper arms, pulsing faintly with cursed flame.
Her nine-tailed fox had wandered off hours ago. She hadn’t bothered to call it back.
Let it be free, she thought, even if I’m not.
A haunting hum curled from her throat. No lyrics. No melody. Just sound—low and ghostly, the kind of sound that stitched itself into the marrow of the dead and made even the wraiths pause when they drifted too close.
And somewhere in the distance, someone was walking.
Jinu had been here for what felt like hours, or maybe lifetimes. The underworld didn’t obey time. It folded space like parchment and bled emotions that weren’t yours. He’d arrived alone—no escort, no instruction. One moment he’d stepped into flame, and the next… he was here.
His body—changed. Taller. Sharper. His skin, once soft and sun-warmed, now a deep violet, marked with glowing demon etchings across his neck and jaw. He wore a black robe that moved like liquid smoke. His hat sat low over his golden eyes, casting his face in shadow. His footsteps were light. Silent. But the weight in his chest was anything but.
I gave it up, he thought. My soul. My voice. My family.
He didn’t know where he was going. Didn’t care. The sting of his past was louder than anything around him—until something pulled at him. A sound.
Faint. Gentle. Strange.
He didn’t realize he was following it until the air changed—thicker, heavier, laced with something raw. He looked up—
And he saw her.
She looked like a ruin made beautiful. Like heartbreak given form.
Hair like blood. Skin like moonlight. A black butterfly spiraling above her fingers. Her hanbok barely clung to her shoulders, the markings along her collarbone glowing faintly with each breath.
She tilted her head when she noticed him. Slowly. Her gold eyes narrowed, and she gave him a once-over—curious, amused.
“First day here?” she asked, lips curling into something like a smirk. “Most lesser demons avoid me. The bold ones say I fill their heads with pain and strife.”
Jinu stood there, caught between awe and exhaustion. “Guess I’m not most demons.”
She snorted. “Clearly not. You’re talking to me.”
“You’re hard to ignore,” he said simply.
That made her laugh—low and breathy, like smoke from a dying fire.
The butterfly dipped between them, spiraling once around Jinu’s shoulder before landing delicately on hers. She didn’t react. Just stood, shaking ash from her skirt.
“Sae-wol,” she said, offering no title.
“Jinu,” he replied, adjusting his posture.
She studied him for a beat, then nodded once.
“Walk with me?”
“What, no dramatic warning? No cryptic threat?”
That earned a brighter laugh. “Only if you start annoying me.”
They walked side by side, the dead tree shrinking behind them. The ground here cracked beneath their feet—brittle, dry, dotted with bones. Wraiths lingered at the edges of ruined shrines and broken statues. As Sae-wol passed, several gasped.
“The Half-Mad Empress…”
“Queen of Ashes…”
Their voices echoed like wind chimes cut from bone. Jinu glanced sideways at her, but she kept walking.
“They really call you that?”
“Mmm,” she hummed. “Demons love names. Makes their fear feel organized.”
“Do you like it?”
“I earned it.”
The silence between them wasn’t awkward. It was… heavy. Ancient.
Jinu had never walked beside someone like her before. She didn’t try to fill the silence. She didn’t apologize for it. She existed in it. Owned it. Every step she took looked like it rewrote the rules of the underworld.
And yet…
“Why are you here?” he asked, quiet now. “Why… this?”
She didn’t answer right away.
Instead, she slowed and looked at him—really looked at him. Not through him, but into him.
“Because I gave away my voice,” she said at last.
“To who?”
“Maybe I’ll tell you one day.”
They climbed a crumbling hill until a half-buried arch opened up into a forgotten courtyard.
The palace was a ruin—shattered stone, crumbled beams, a roof mostly fallen. The floor was cracked but smooth beneath the dust, revealing remnants of ancient paintings—gods erased by time.
And at the heart of it stood a throne. Still intact. Carved from black stone. Sharp at the edges. Lonely at the top.
Sae-wol ascended without pause and sat as if she had been born for it. The butterfly fluttered above her head, then disappeared behind her hair.
Jinu lingered at the bottom step, gazing around.
Then he saw it.
Across the palace grounds, beyond a scorched gate, a second dais loomed—taller, broader, cracked but still burning. At its summit was a fire that refused to die, its violet flame clawing at the sky.
“What is that?”
Sae-wol followed his gaze.
“That’s Gwi-Ma.”
He turned to her. “The demon king?”
She leaned into the throne, gold eyes flickering.
“The one who ruled before rules existed. The benevolent god turned tyrant. The flame that eats everything.”
“You knew him?”
She smiled. Not kindly.
“Every demon knows him.”
She leaned back, voice softening.
“They say he was once kind. He gave us form, a place. But kindness doesn’t last. Not when gods turn on you. Not when mortals use you. They sealed him away—locked him behind flame and fear. But flame doesn’t forget. And neither does Gwi-Ma.”
There was a bitterness beneath her words. A private truth hidden between lines. But Jinu didn’t press. He was too mesmerized.
“Do you really live here alone?”
Her face shifted—expression flickering like a dying candle. She exhaled sharply, eyes rolling.
“I’m used to it at this point.” She looked off into the broken courtyard. “At least here, I can be me without hiding.”
He looked at her—sigils glowing, hair spilling down her back, body wrapped in ruin and gold.
“And who are you really, Sae-wol?”
She stood suddenly. Walked down the dais toward him with slow, deliberate steps. Her bare feet silent. Her butterfly now nowhere to be seen.
She stopped just in front of him. Reached up.
And smacked his cheek. Not hard. Just enough to startle him.
“Go see Gwi-Ma first, pouty boy.”
Jinu blinked. She smirked.
“And maybe,” she added, voice like velvet and ash, “if you don’t go insane… you can wander back into my palace again.”
And with that, Sae-wol turned and walked back into the ruins, the wind catching the ends of her hanbok, her glowing gold eyes narrowing beneath the flicker of the Honmoon above.
Jinu stood there long after she was gone, the sting of her touch still warm on his skin.
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SYNOPSIS. Before there were hunters. Before there were idols. Before the Honmoon ever shimmered in the sky—There was her. A girl born of destruction and creation, split by prophecy, bound in silence. She gave her voice to the world. Now the world sings, forgetting who it belonged to. But something stirs beneath the ash. And one day, she will sing again.
CONTENT. mythic prologue · goddess oc (Man-wol/Sae-wol) · underworld lore · creation vs destruction · origin of honmoon · lyrical tone · feminine rage · slow-burn tragedy (Sae-wol x Jinu, eventually)
WORD COUNT. 1.9K
A/N: Thank you so much for the love on the prologue 🥹🖤 I didn’t expect it to get any traction, so to everyone who tapped that heart or reblogged, ily fr.
This chapter is set 401 years before the main story—a year before Jinu arrives. It’s a look into Sae-wol at her most isolated, grieving what she lost, and hiding the truth of who she is. Hope you enjoy the descent 🕯️— deukae-verse
✦ PROLOGUE | CH. 1 | NEXT ✦
✧ Chapter 1: Moonburned Thrones & Forgotten Names
☾ 401 years before the present ☽
The palace stood in ruin, its grandeur devoured by time, fire, and silence. Once carved from celestial stone and veiled in sacred tapestry, it now bowed to ash and shadow. The obsidian pillars leaned inward like rotting teeth. Moonlight—no longer pure, but fractured—filtered through the collapsed ceiling in broken swirls, casting the throne room in ghost-light.
Above, the sky of the underworld twisted, a dome of night stitched with the glowing veins of the Honmoon. They bled like constellations—curving, coiling, whispering with every ripple. And Sae-wol stared up at it with eyes that hadn’t truly closed in decades.
The divine threads of the Honmoon wrapped around the cavern’s ceiling like a forgotten mural. She was the one who had gifted the voice that shaped them. The one who had shattered herself to keep the world from unraveling.
And now, the world had forgotten her name.
Sae-wol sat sideways across her ruined throne—one leg draped lazily over an armrest, her other knee pulled up, hand toying with a long strand of her crimson hair. Her nails gleamed like obsidian glass as they tangled absentmindedly through the waves. Her lips were stained red. Her eyes—demon gold—watched the sky with the kind of tired awe only a goddess could feel after a thousand years of disappointment.
Her throne room was silent, but not empty. Shadow beasts—silent wolves, eyeless birds, and fractured spirit serpents—crawled the edges of the pillars. They never came too close. Only one creature ever did.
At her feet, a silver nine-tailed fox dozed in the warmth of her cursed flame. Its fur shimmered between ethereal white and moonlit blue, each tail pulsing with its own slow breath. Every now and then, it opened one eye to check on her. Sae-wol never looked down, but her fingers would drift to its fur, brushing absentmindedly.
No demons dared enter the palace anymore. They called her The Half-Mad Empress. A being who laughed in riddles and whispered lullabies that made lesser devils forget their names. They loved her. But they feared her more.
And she liked it that way.
Because behind her smirk, behind the wine-red lips and smoke-lined eyes, Sae-wol was tired. And hurting. And so, so alone.
She tilted her head back, eyes locked to the ceiling of the underworld, and thought of a time long before this throne. Before the flames. Before the shame.
Before she became this.
She remembered her father’s hand. Heavy. Warm. A clawed thumb swiping gently across her cheek as he looked down at her like she was the only light he’d ever seen. In those moments, Man-wol had been a daddy’s girl through and through. She would sit on his lap while the world burned around them, playing with the tips of his horns and singing to him—songs she made up from the echo of starlight and the wind that once kissed the mortal plane.
And her mother?
Mago was colder. Not cruel, never cruel. But steel wrapped in silk. Her beauty was impossible, untouchable. Her voice sharp enough to cut stars. She loved Man-wol too, but from a distance. She didn’t hold her the way Gwi-Ma did. She taught her in riddles, cloaked affection in “lessons,” and watched her too closely. Like she was waiting for her daughter to tilt too far into the dark.
Still… Man-wol had loved her parents. Fiercely.
But they had never loved each other.
Their hatred was written into every step of the universe. Creation and Destruction were not opposites—they were rivals. And the fact that they had made her at all was the cosmos’ greatest gamble.
She’d been born to balance them.
Instead, she tore herself in half to stop their war.
And Mago had let her. Not a word. Not a scream.
When Man-wol broke, she became two—and the half left behind in the underworld was something neither parent could face.
Mago never came looking for her.
And Gwi-Ma…
She felt him now, across the plain, in his dais of eternal flame. His throne burned red and violet beneath the mountain’s belly, ever-lit by shame and hatred. She could always feel him. Could taste his fury in the air when the Honmoon pulsed too brightly. Could feel his presence clawing at the back of her mind like a caged animal.
But he never came to see her.
And she knew why.
He couldn’t look her in the eye—not after what she gave away.
He had wanted her to become his weapon. His heir. The crown jewel of his destruction.
Instead, she gave her voice to mortals. Tore the axis of her being from her own chest and wrapped it around the throats of girls who barely understood what they’d been given.
She hadn’t hated them for it.
She hated what came after.
The silence. The split. The loss.
The moment she fell.
A breeze stirred the air in the throne room, despite no wind ever reaching this far down. The fox beside her blinked. Sae-wol turned her gaze from the sky and leaned her cheek against her curled knee.
“I used to be someone,” she murmured to no one in particular. “Someone full. Someone… warm.”
The butterfly appeared beside her, as it always did when her thoughts grew too loud. Its black wings shimmered with hints of silver, a living echo of her sacrifice. It never landed. Only hovered. A symbol of all she had lost and could never reclaim.
“You too, huh?” she whispered.
It flitted near her shoulder, then darted off again—always just out of reach.
And still, she smiled. Because that was what Sae-wol did. She smiled when her heart cracked. She laughed when her soul ached. She played the mad empress role well.
Better to be feared than pitied.
Better to be worshiped than mourned.
Her laugh echoed off the walls, soft and low. Like a lullaby sung through fangs.
Suddenly, her fox stirred, ears twitching toward the south wall. Sae-wol straightened slowly, eyes narrowing. She felt it too—a ripple in the Honmoon. A minor disturbance. A crack, not enough to shatter, but enough to whisper.
Not now. But soon.
Her smile faded. Not in fear, but anticipation.
One day, the cracks would grow. The flickers would deepen. The harmony would falter.
And someone—someone foolish or fated—would come looking for her.
SYNOPSIS. Before there were hunters. Before there were idols. Before the Honmoon ever shimmered in the sky—There was her. A girl born of destruction and creation, split by prophecy, bound in silence. She gave her voice to the world. Now the world sings, forgetting who it belonged to. But something stirs beneath the ash. And one day, she will sing again.
CONTENT. mythic prologue · goddess oc (Man-wol/Sae-wol) · underworld lore · creation vs destruction · origin of honmoon · lyrical tone · feminine rage · slow-burn tragedy (Sae-wol x Jinu, eventually)
WORD COUNT. 925
AUTHOR’S NOTE. hi! this is the first part of a K-Pop Demon Hunters AU i’ve been building centered around an oc named Man-wol (and her shadow form, Sae-wol). She’s the living embodiment of the Honmoon, not that anyone knows, and her story weaves between celestial sacrifice, demonic rebirth, and forbidden love with Jinu.
this prologue is the first part of my series which will be called Requiem of the Honmoon. hope you enjoy, and feel free to scream in the tags, in my inbox, and repost🖤🌕
✦ PROLOGUE | NEXT ✦
Before the idols. Before the Honmoon. Before the songs ever held meaning—there was her.
We are Hunters. Voices strong. Slaying demons with our song. Fix the world and make it right. When darkness finally meets the light.
In the beginning, there was only a hum.
Creation stirred, warm and still, alive with potential. Destruction answered in silence, vast and cold, a void that watched without blinking. When the two collided, the world shuddered—and from that tremor, something impossible was born.
A girl.
She was not born of love, but of prophecy. The radiant Goddess of Creation, Mago, and the sovereign of ruin, Gwi-Ma, came together only once—compelled by a fate older than the stars. Their union was never meant to last. It was meant to balance. To hold the universe between one breath and the next.
The moment their daughter came into existence, the heavens gasped. The stars dimmed. The gods looked away. They named her Man-wol, the Full Moon, for she was forged to reflect both the dark and the divine. Her beauty was ethereal—long ink-black hair cascading like night silk, skin pale as porcelain, with a delicate floral tattoo blooming on her shoulder like a constellation. Her voice sounded like rainfall over dying embers, soft and haunting. And when she laughed, the world listened, unsure whether to grieve or rejoice.
But she was too much for one realm to contain.
The divine feared her.
The damned worshiped her.
And in her, both her parents saw the thing they could not control.
As the mortal world warred, Gwi-Ma raised armies from sorrow and bone, tearing through cities in clouds of shadow and fire. Mago, ever distant, imbued mortals with light, guiding them to forge weapons of harmony and song. Between them stood Man-wol—neither soldier nor savior. A child of both, but beholden to neither.
For a long time, she watched in silence. Then, one day, three mortal girls—bloodied, bruised, and barely breathing—stumbled into her sacred grove. Shadows clung to their backs. Teeth snapped at their heels. But the girls did not kneel. They did not cry. They did not beg.
They sang.
Their voices were broken, off-key, cracked by fear. But they sang anyway—out of defiance, out of desperation, out of something Man-wol recognized as hope. It was that trembling, untrained harmony that shattered her stillness.
“Let them have what I cannot,” she whispered. “Let them be what I will never be.”
From her chest, she tore her voice—a divine note woven from light and sorrow—and stitched it into the girls’ throats. With it, she gave them power. Her power. They became the first Hunters, blessed with harmonics that could cleave through demons and heal fractured souls. The Honmoon was born—a barrier between realms, pulsing with the sacred music of her sacrifice.
But it came at a cost.
To gift the world her voice, to silence the screams of the dying, to chain her father’s hunger in the depths of the underworld—she had to split herself in two.
Her divine self, still and eternal, was laid to rest beneath the stars. This half remained untouched—eyes closed, limbs folded like a prayer, cloaked in velvet and gold. The world would remember her only in lullabies and myths, a forgotten goddess slumbering behind the sky. Man-wol, the keeper of the voice.
But her other half… fell.
She plummeted through rivers of regret and skies scorched black, past the weeping of the newly damned. And when she opened her eyes again, she no longer glowed. Her skin was scorched with lunar sigils that pulsed red and gold, her once-black hair now dyed a deep, vengeful crimson. Her voice, once the axis of creation, had gone silent.
She was still beautiful—but terribly so. Wild, cracked, dangerous.
Sae-wol was born.
On a throne of obsidian, she sat alone—bathed not in starlight, but in soot. Her gaze, once soft, now gleamed with demon gold. When her emotions stirred, her irises blazed red and the whites of her eyes turned black like ink in water. She no longer smelled of moonlight and lavender—but smoke, iron, and something ancient.
And the silence of the underworld crushed her. Until she screamed.
Her scream echoed through the chasms of hell, a sound not meant for any living thing—and yet, the demons came crawling. Drawn to her pain. To her power. To the faint echo of the divine. They called her mother. Queen. Savior.
And though she did not want their love, she accepted their loyalty. They tattooed her sigil into stone and skin. They worshipped the broken moon who had fallen from grace. They sang her name in reverse lullabies:
“Sae-wol, our fallen moon.”
She smiled, but the smile was cracked, jagged like glass.
“Fine,” she said. “If I cannot be salvation… then I will be a lullaby for monsters.”
From then on, she ruled from her ruined throne, draped in off-shoulder hanboks and celestial leathers. Her body thrummed with a cursed flame that turned sorrow into strength. A single black butterfly never left her side—a fragile specter born of her shame, her pain, her sacrifice. It hovered like a memory she could never burn away.
And far above, in a world that no longer remembered her name, the hunters raised their voices. They sang with power they believed was their own. They stood beneath the Honmoon, never knowing it flickered because its heartbeat still echoed in her chest.
In a chamber of ash and silence, Sae-wol leaned back on her throne, one leg draped over the edge, swirling stardust between her fingers.
Hey everyone—first off, I just want to say thank you for all the love and patience you’ve shown Requiem of the Honmoon. Life decided to start the chaos arc early 😭 I started work way sooner than expected (gotta secure that paycheck somehow), and things have been hectic.
But! Things are finally slowing down a bit, and I’ve had the chance to breathe—and write again. Your support means the world, truly. Seeing everyone’s likes, reblogs, and theories has kept this story alive even while I was away.
Two new chapters drop tonight—so get your candles ready and descend with me once more 🕯️ —deukaeverse
SYNOPSIS. Before there were hunters. Before there were idols. Before the Honmoon ever shimmered in the sky—There was her. A girl born of destruction and creation, split by prophecy, bound in silence. She gave her voice to the world. Now the world sings, forgetting who it belonged to. But something stirs beneath the ash. And one day, she will sing again.
CONTENT. mythic prologue · goddess oc (Man-wol/Sae-wol) · underworld lore · creation vs destruction · origin of honmoon · lyrical tone · feminine rage · slow-burn tragedy (Sae-wol x Jinu)
PAIRING. Sae-wol ✦ Jinu
WORD COUNT. 2.4K
A/N: So I decided to try something new—this chapter is more a collection of shared moments that slowly build the quiet, aching slowburn between Sae-wol and Jinu 👀 Hope you enjoy the descent 🕯️ — deukae-verse
✦ PREV. | CH. 4 | NEXT ✦
✧ CHAPTER FOUR: Where the Silence Gathers
☾ 400 years before the present | 3 months after CH.3 ☽
The sky in the underworld never changed. Always a muted crimson. Always burning, but never warm.
Jinu stumbled through the ruins like a ghost made flesh.
His knuckles bled where he’d clawed the lower plains, trying to drown out the voices that weren’t his.
“Your sister died hating you.”
“Your mother never forgave you.”
“You belong to me.”
He nearly screamed. But the moment he stepped beyond the broken Shoji gate—silence.
He found her.
Sae-wol sat alone on the cracked steps of her ruined throne. Her long crimson hair spilled over her shoulder like blood silk, her face turned slightly as if she’d sensed him coming long before he arrived.
She said nothing as he collapsed beside her. His breath hitched, rough and wet, and he pressed his head into her thigh like a penitent.
She didn’t flinch.
Only lifted one hand and slid her fingers through his hair with care that made him shudder.
“You always come to me when the screaming stops,” she murmured.
He didn’t speak.
But his hand curled tightly around her ankle.
And that was enough.
☾ 400 years before the present | 4 months after CH.3 ☽
“Sae-wol.”
He said it like a wish. Like a confession stitched into the fabric of a prayer.
Not a command. Not a cry.
A plea.
And she… she pretended not to notice how it cracked something open in her.
How his voice always did.
☾ 400 years before the present | 5 months after CH.3 ☽
There were days he came bleeding.
There were days he came silent.
And there were nights he arrived broken.
One evening, the fire atop Gwi-Ma’s dais roared to life without warning, casting a searing light over the realm. Sae-wol looked up sharply. She felt him returning.
Jinu stumbled into her palace not long after, shirt torn down the back, blood soaking the fabric.
She found him slumped against one of the courtyard pillars, breathing shallowly.
“Jinu,” she whispered.
He didn’t answer. Couldn’t. His eyes were glazed, lips cracked.
She knelt.
Her fingers brushed the scorched skin on his back.
Demonic script burned across his flesh—commands etched in fire:
Steal. Burn. Obey. Sing.
He hissed in pain.
But she pressed her palm flat anyway.
The markings pulsed.
And began to fade.
He whimpered. Gasped. Then sagged forward, pressing his forehead to her shoulder.
“You make him quiet,” he said, voice ragged.
She didn’t ask who.
She already knew.
“It’s because he can’t touch me,” she said quietly. “And he hates that.”
His head tilted.
Their eyes met.
His were glassy, broken.
Hers—dark with storm, gold glint flickering underneath.
“You’re the only place that feels safe.”
She leaned in, forehead brushing his.
“Then stay.”
And so he did.
☾ 400 years before the present | 6 months after CH.3 ☽
Time passed in strange ways in the underworld.
Sometimes fast. Sometimes not at all.
A year had gone by—maybe more. Who knew anymore?
And still, he returned.
He returned when the guilt got too loud.
When the price of survival curdled in his stomach.
When the underworld felt colder than usual, and Sae-wol was the only warmth left.
☾ 400 years before the present | 7 months after CH.3 ☽
There was a night when the wind howled strange lullabies.
Sae-wol stood barefoot in the garden ruins, her silk robe draped loosely off one shoulder. The nine-tailed fox had still not returned. The black butterfly circled lazily near her temple.
She didn’t hear Jinu at first.
He came in quiet, shadows clinging to his frame like regret.
But when he saw her silhouetted by the glow of distant flames, humming softly to herself, something in his chest ached.
She turned.
“Pouty boy,” she teased gently.
He gave a tired smile.
“You always look like a vision when I’m at my worst.”
“And you always look like hell,” she replied, arching a brow. “It’s charming.”
He stepped closer. Slowly.
“I don’t dream anymore,” he said after a beat.
She didn’t answer right away. Just tilted her head and studied him.
“Maybe I’ll give you one,” she said, softly.
He blinked.
“What?”
She offered a small smile.
“One dream. But only if you’re good.”
He laughed.
It was small. Dry. But real.
And gods, that smile.
She turned away quickly, hiding her own.
Stupid boy.
Some nights they didn’t speak at all.
She would sit with her legs curled beneath her on the steps of her throne. He would lie with his head in her lap, listening to the silence.
She would hum.
And he would breathe.
Like it was the only thing that reminded him he was still his own.
Sometimes, he asked questions.
“Why do you stay here, Sae-wol?”
She didn’t answer.
So he asked again, weeks later.
“Why did you give away your voice?”
And again—nothing.
Until one night, he whispered:
“Was it to protect someone?”
She blinked slowly. “Would you give yours for someone you loved?”
His mouth parted.
But no words came out.
She smiled. Soft. Sad.
“Then you already understand.”
He dreamed of her sometimes.
Not always clearly.
Just glimpses.
Crimson silk. The whisper of a laugh. Gold eyes glinting in firelight.
He would wake up in the lower plains, the voices crawling up his spine like spiders—
“You left them.”
“You’ll never be free.”
But her name—Sae-wol—was the only thing that made them stop.
Like her name itself was a blade.
He never touched her.
Not fully.
But his hand often brushed hers. His head fell into her lap. Her breath warmed the side of his face.
And once—only once—he kissed the inside of her wrist.
She didn’t speak of it.
But her eyes fluttered closed.
And that was all.
☾ 399 years before the present | 1 year after CH.3 ☽
“What if I asked you to sing?” he asked once, voice barely audible.
She looked at him. Really looked.
And her expression wasn’t teasing.
“Then I’d ask you if you deserve it.”
His throat tightened.
“And do I?”
She paused.
Then leaned forward, just enough for their foreheads to meet again.
SYNOPSIS. Before there were hunters. Before there were idols. Before the Honmoon ever shimmered in the sky—There was her. A girl born of destruction and creation, split by prophecy, bound in silence. She gave her voice to the world. Now the world sings, forgetting who it belonged to. But something stirs beneath the ash. And one day, she will sing again.
CONTENT. mythic prologue · goddess oc (Man-wol/Sae-wol) · underworld lore · creation vs destruction · origin of honmoon · lyrical tone · feminine rage · slow-burn tragedy (Sae-wol x Jinu)
PAIRING. Sae-wol ✦ Jinu
WORD COUNT. 2.4K
A/N: So I decided to try something new—this chapter is more a collection of shared moments that slowly build the quiet, aching slowburn between Sae-wol and Jinu 👀 Hope you enjoy the descent 🕯️ — deukae-verse
✦ PREV. | CH. 4 | NEXT ✦
✧ CHAPTER FOUR: Where the Silence Gathers
☾ 400 years before the present | 3 months after CH.3 ☽
The sky in the underworld never changed. Always a muted crimson. Always burning, but never warm.
Jinu stumbled through the ruins like a ghost made flesh.
His knuckles bled where he’d clawed the lower plains, trying to drown out the voices that weren’t his.
“Your sister died hating you.”
“Your mother never forgave you.”
“You belong to me.”
He nearly screamed. But the moment he stepped beyond the broken Shoji gate—silence.
He found her.
Sae-wol sat alone on the cracked steps of her ruined throne. Her long crimson hair spilled over her shoulder like blood silk, her face turned slightly as if she’d sensed him coming long before he arrived.
She said nothing as he collapsed beside her. His breath hitched, rough and wet, and he pressed his head into her thigh like a penitent.
She didn’t flinch.
Only lifted one hand and slid her fingers through his hair with care that made him shudder.
“You always come to me when the screaming stops,” she murmured.
He didn’t speak.
But his hand curled tightly around her ankle.
And that was enough.
☾ 400 years before the present | 4 months after CH.3 ☽
“Sae-wol.”
He said it like a wish. Like a confession stitched into the fabric of a prayer.
Not a command. Not a cry.
A plea.
And she… she pretended not to notice how it cracked something open in her.
How his voice always did.
☾ 400 years before the present | 5 months after CH.3 ☽
There were days he came bleeding.
There were days he came silent.
And there were nights he arrived broken.
One evening, the fire atop Gwi-Ma’s dais roared to life without warning, casting a searing light over the realm. Sae-wol looked up sharply. She felt him returning.
Jinu stumbled into her palace not long after, shirt torn down the back, blood soaking the fabric.
She found him slumped against one of the courtyard pillars, breathing shallowly.
“Jinu,” she whispered.
He didn’t answer. Couldn’t. His eyes were glazed, lips cracked.
She knelt.
Her fingers brushed the scorched skin on his back.
Demonic script burned across his flesh—commands etched in fire:
Steal. Burn. Obey. Sing.
He hissed in pain.
But she pressed her palm flat anyway.
The markings pulsed.
And began to fade.
He whimpered. Gasped. Then sagged forward, pressing his forehead to her shoulder.
“You make him quiet,” he said, voice ragged.
She didn’t ask who.
She already knew.
“It’s because he can’t touch me,” she said quietly. “And he hates that.”
His head tilted.
Their eyes met.
His were glassy, broken.
Hers—dark with storm, gold glint flickering underneath.
“You’re the only place that feels safe.”
She leaned in, forehead brushing his.
“Then stay.”
And so he did.
☾ 400 years before the present | 6 months after CH.3 ☽
Time passed in strange ways in the underworld.
Sometimes fast. Sometimes not at all.
A year had gone by—maybe more. Who knew anymore?
And still, he returned.
He returned when the guilt got too loud.
When the price of survival curdled in his stomach.
When the underworld felt colder than usual, and Sae-wol was the only warmth left.
☾ 400 years before the present | 7 months after CH.3 ☽
There was a night when the wind howled strange lullabies.
Sae-wol stood barefoot in the garden ruins, her silk robe draped loosely off one shoulder. The nine-tailed fox had still not returned. The black butterfly circled lazily near her temple.
She didn’t hear Jinu at first.
He came in quiet, shadows clinging to his frame like regret.
But when he saw her silhouetted by the glow of distant flames, humming softly to herself, something in his chest ached.
She turned.
“Pouty boy,” she teased gently.
He gave a tired smile.
“You always look like a vision when I’m at my worst.”
“And you always look like hell,” she replied, arching a brow. “It’s charming.”
He stepped closer. Slowly.
“I don’t dream anymore,” he said after a beat.
She didn’t answer right away. Just tilted her head and studied him.
“Maybe I’ll give you one,” she said, softly.
He blinked.
“What?”
She offered a small smile.
“One dream. But only if you’re good.”
He laughed.
It was small. Dry. But real.
And gods, that smile.
She turned away quickly, hiding her own.
Stupid boy.
Some nights they didn’t speak at all.
She would sit with her legs curled beneath her on the steps of her throne. He would lie with his head in her lap, listening to the silence.
She would hum.
And he would breathe.
Like it was the only thing that reminded him he was still his own.
Sometimes, he asked questions.
“Why do you stay here, Sae-wol?”
She didn’t answer.
So he asked again, weeks later.
“Why did you give away your voice?”
And again—nothing.
Until one night, he whispered:
“Was it to protect someone?”
She blinked slowly. “Would you give yours for someone you loved?”
His mouth parted.
But no words came out.
She smiled. Soft. Sad.
“Then you already understand.”
He dreamed of her sometimes.
Not always clearly.
Just glimpses.
Crimson silk. The whisper of a laugh. Gold eyes glinting in firelight.
He would wake up in the lower plains, the voices crawling up his spine like spiders—
“You left them.”
“You’ll never be free.”
But her name—Sae-wol—was the only thing that made them stop.
Like her name itself was a blade.
He never touched her.
Not fully.
But his hand often brushed hers. His head fell into her lap. Her breath warmed the side of his face.
And once—only once—he kissed the inside of her wrist.
She didn’t speak of it.
But her eyes fluttered closed.
And that was all.
☾ 399 years before the present | 1 year after CH.3 ☽
“What if I asked you to sing?” he asked once, voice barely audible.
She looked at him. Really looked.
And her expression wasn’t teasing.
“Then I’d ask you if you deserve it.”
His throat tightened.
“And do I?”
She paused.
Then leaned forward, just enough for their foreheads to meet again.
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SYNOPSIS. Before there were hunters. Before there were idols. Before the Honmoon ever shimmered in the sky—There was her. A girl born of destruction and creation, split by prophecy, bound in silence. She gave her voice to the world. Now the world sings, forgetting who it belonged to. But something stirs beneath the ash. And one day, she will sing again.
CONTENT. mythic prologue · goddess oc (Man-wol/Sae-wol) · underworld lore · creation vs destruction · origin of honmoon · lyrical tone · feminine rage · slow-burn tragedy (Sae-wol x Jinu)
PAIRING. Sae-wol ✦ Jinu
WORD COUNT. 2.4K
A/N. Prologue hit 100 notes, Chapter 1 reached 105, and Chapter 2 followed with 88—thank you all for the love. This chapter dives deeper into Sae-wol’s past… and the slow unraveling that follows. Hope you enjoy the descent 🕯️ — deukae-verse
✦ PREV. | CH. 3 | NEXT ✦
✧ Chapter Three: A Voice Once Held
When Jinu left, Sae-wol drifted back through her silent palace of ruin. Every step echoed softly across fractured marble floors that once shone with starlight. Shadows twisted around pillars, caressing her bare feet, familiar and comforting. As she reached the Empress’s quarters, she sank onto the massive bed of silk and linen, releasing a slow breath into the silence.
“Stupid boy,” she murmured softly, lips curving as she stared up at the cracked ceiling. She could still see Jinu’s smirk, the faint twinkle in his golden eyes. Her heartbeat quickened slightly, a quiet flutter beneath her ribs, and she chuckled to herself. It had been a long time since she’d felt anything beyond hollow ache.
She closed her eyes, slipping beneath waves of memory and into the velvet darkness of sleep.
The underworld was brighter, then.
Man-wol moved quietly, her small feet padding across the grand throne room. Her long, ink-black hair trailed down her back, woven through with silver threads. Her eyes, wide and bright, glittered as she gazed up at the massive figure seated atop the dais.
“Are you still mad at Mama?” she asked softly, innocence making her voice ring like a tiny bell.
Gwi-Ma did not move. Yet beneath his impassive expression, his gaze flickered—a brief, unguarded moment.
The girl stepped closer, her small hands pressing gently against the dark, intricate markings on his chest. The runes stirred, pulsing with a soft rhythm beneath her fingers, recognizing her touch.
“Mama says I shine like her,” Man-wol continued softly, tilting her head thoughtfully. “But I dream like you.”
Gwi-Ma closed his eyes briefly, feeling a pang twist within him. She was right. She was radiant like her mother, but the pulse beneath her delicate skin—the powerful, volatile current of her soul—was all his.
“Father,” she said gently, reaching up to cup his face with small hands, drawing him down to meet her gaze. “I made a song, just for you. Can I sing it?”
He hesitated, uncertainty flickering in his eyes before finally nodding.
Man-wol closed her eyes, drew a deep breath, and began to sing. Her voice was not yet powerful, not yet capable of bending realms or commanding legions. But it was pure—so achingly, beautifully pure. The delicate melody wove through the grand hall, softening the edges of shadows, quieting the eternal flames that surrounded them.
For the first time, the underworld stilled. Even Gwi-Ma, ruler of ruin, held his breath.
When her song faded, she opened her eyes hopefully. “Did you like it?”
Gwi-Ma stared at her, eyes wide, chest tightening painfully. “It’s the most dangerous thing I’ve ever heard.”
She giggled, shaking her head. “No it’s not. It wasn’t even loud!”
Gwi-Ma cupped her cheek gently, almost reverently. “One day, little moon, they will beg for your voice. They’ll burn empires, steal souls, just to hear you sing. Promise me you’ll only sing for those worthy.”
She frowned slightly, confusion coloring her expression. “But isn’t everyone worthy?”
He paused, heart shattering quietly within. And then—he lied. “Of course, little one.”
But within him, something darker coiled, tightening in quiet obsession. For in her gentle song, he had heard something he could never tame—freedom.
Sae-wol woke sharply, sweat dampening her brow. Her heart pounded unevenly, and the fires outside surged brighter. She whispered quietly to the darkness:
“아빠 (Father)…”
She hated herself for the lingering softness in that single word.
Elsewhere, Jinu ascended the ancient steps toward the throne of flames. His heart trembled, anxiety knotting deep in his chest as he approached the massive figure seated above.
“Jinu,” Gwi-Ma drawled, lounging casually upon his throne, his golden eyes bored yet piercing. “My precious songbird. I was beginning to wonder if you’d gotten lost.”
Jinu stood rigid, eyes narrowed defiantly. “You summoned me. What do you want?”
Gwi-Ma chuckled darkly, leaning forward. “Oh, don’t look so tense. You’re mine now. You sing when I say sing. You steal a soul when I command it. You burn empires at my whim. That was our deal.”
Jinu’s fists clenched. “I gave you what you wanted.”
“And I gave you yours,” Gwi-Ma purred. “A voice so magnificent, even the gods envy it. But every gift comes with a cost. Let me remind you.”
With a flick of his fingers, whispers erupted in Jinu’s mind—haunted echoes of his mother’s cries, his sister’s pleas, memories that clawed viciously at his sanity.
“Stop!” Jinu choked out, hands gripping his head. “Please—”
“Remember this feeling,” Gwi-Ma said softly, “the next time you think to defy me.”
The following night, trembling and hollow, Jinu found himself stumbling back into Sae-wol’s ruined gardens. He wandered aimlessly until he froze, breath catching at the sound drifting softly through the dark—a haunting, broken melody.
He followed it slowly until he found her beneath a dead cherry blossom tree. She sat in solitude, gazing up at the distant Honmoon. Her red hair spilled down her shoulders, hanbok loose around her form, and eyes distant, lost in memories. The black butterfly drifted lazily around her fingertips.
Jinu stood still, transfixed by the fragility of her voice. She sang quietly, voice cracked with sorrow:
홀로 어둠을 밝히랴 (Let us light up the darkness single-handedly)
우리 노래 부르리라 (Let us sing our song)
굳건한 이 소리로 이 세상을 고치리라 (Fix the world with this sound of our solidity)
The words stirred something deep within him, a memory he couldn’t quite grasp.
Her voice faded into silence, and for a moment, there was only the quiet hush of their shared solitude.
Finally, she turned slightly, acknowledging him with a small, knowing smile.
“Back again, pouty boy?” she murmured, a soft teasing in her eyes.
He stepped closer, eyes gentle yet filled with quiet intensity. “Your song… it haunts me.”
She sighed, looking back toward the distant sky. “It haunts me too.”
He moved slowly, settling beside her beneath the branches of the lifeless tree. “You’ve never told me the meaning.”
She hesitated, eyes flickering with something unreadable. “Perhaps one day.”
Jinu studied her carefully, heart aching with a strange yearning. “I think you’re lonely.”
She chuckled faintly, refusing to meet his gaze. “I’ve grown used to it.”
He leaned closer, voice barely above a whisper. “You don’t have to be.”
Sae-wol stilled, heart fluttering again, fragile and uncertain. “You don’t even know who I am.”
“Then tell me,” Jinu urged quietly, sincerity in his eyes.
She turned slowly, gaze locked with his. Silence stretched tenderly between them, filled with everything they left unsaid. The yearning, the quiet ache of wanting.
“Maybe,” she finally whispered, “one day.”
But for now, the quiet closeness between them, the gentle warmth of their shared sorrow, was enough.
SYNOPSIS. Before there were hunters. Before there were idols. Before the Honmoon ever shimmered in the sky—There was her. A girl born of destruction and creation, split by prophecy, bound in silence. She gave her voice to the world. Now the world sings, forgetting who it belonged to. But something stirs beneath the ash. And one day, she will sing again.
CONTENT. mythic prologue · goddess oc (Man-wol/Sae-wol) · underworld lore · creation vs destruction · origin of honmoon · lyrical tone · feminine rage · slow-burn tragedy (Sae-wol x Jinu)
PAIRING. Sae-wol ✦ Jinu
WORD COUNT. 2.4K
A/N. Prologue hit 100 notes, Chapter 1 reached 105, and Chapter 2 followed with 88—thank you all for the love. This chapter dives deeper into Sae-wol’s past… and the slow unraveling that follows. Hope you enjoy the descent 🕯️ — deukae-verse
✦ PREV. | CH. 3 | NEXT ✦
✧ Chapter Three: A Voice Once Held
When Jinu left, Sae-wol drifted back through her silent palace of ruin. Every step echoed softly across fractured marble floors that once shone with starlight. Shadows twisted around pillars, caressing her bare feet, familiar and comforting. As she reached the Empress’s quarters, she sank onto the massive bed of silk and linen, releasing a slow breath into the silence.
“Stupid boy,” she murmured softly, lips curving as she stared up at the cracked ceiling. She could still see Jinu’s smirk, the faint twinkle in his golden eyes. Her heartbeat quickened slightly, a quiet flutter beneath her ribs, and she chuckled to herself. It had been a long time since she’d felt anything beyond hollow ache.
She closed her eyes, slipping beneath waves of memory and into the velvet darkness of sleep.
The underworld was brighter, then.
Man-wol moved quietly, her small feet padding across the grand throne room. Her long, ink-black hair trailed down her back, woven through with silver threads. Her eyes, wide and bright, glittered as she gazed up at the massive figure seated atop the dais.
“Are you still mad at Mama?” she asked softly, innocence making her voice ring like a tiny bell.
Gwi-Ma did not move. Yet beneath his impassive expression, his gaze flickered—a brief, unguarded moment.
The girl stepped closer, her small hands pressing gently against the dark, intricate markings on his chest. The runes stirred, pulsing with a soft rhythm beneath her fingers, recognizing her touch.
“Mama says I shine like her,” Man-wol continued softly, tilting her head thoughtfully. “But I dream like you.”
Gwi-Ma closed his eyes briefly, feeling a pang twist within him. She was right. She was radiant like her mother, but the pulse beneath her delicate skin—the powerful, volatile current of her soul—was all his.
“Father,” she said gently, reaching up to cup his face with small hands, drawing him down to meet her gaze. “I made a song, just for you. Can I sing it?”
He hesitated, uncertainty flickering in his eyes before finally nodding.
Man-wol closed her eyes, drew a deep breath, and began to sing. Her voice was not yet powerful, not yet capable of bending realms or commanding legions. But it was pure—so achingly, beautifully pure. The delicate melody wove through the grand hall, softening the edges of shadows, quieting the eternal flames that surrounded them.
For the first time, the underworld stilled. Even Gwi-Ma, ruler of ruin, held his breath.
When her song faded, she opened her eyes hopefully. “Did you like it?”
Gwi-Ma stared at her, eyes wide, chest tightening painfully. “It’s the most dangerous thing I’ve ever heard.”
She giggled, shaking her head. “No it’s not. It wasn’t even loud!”
Gwi-Ma cupped her cheek gently, almost reverently. “One day, little moon, they will beg for your voice. They’ll burn empires, steal souls, just to hear you sing. Promise me you’ll only sing for those worthy.”
She frowned slightly, confusion coloring her expression. “But isn’t everyone worthy?”
He paused, heart shattering quietly within. And then—he lied. “Of course, little one.”
But within him, something darker coiled, tightening in quiet obsession. For in her gentle song, he had heard something he could never tame—freedom.
Sae-wol woke sharply, sweat dampening her brow. Her heart pounded unevenly, and the fires outside surged brighter. She whispered quietly to the darkness:
“아빠 (Father)…”
She hated herself for the lingering softness in that single word.
Elsewhere, Jinu ascended the ancient steps toward the throne of flames. His heart trembled, anxiety knotting deep in his chest as he approached the massive figure seated above.
“Jinu,” Gwi-Ma drawled, lounging casually upon his throne, his golden eyes bored yet piercing. “My precious songbird. I was beginning to wonder if you’d gotten lost.”
Jinu stood rigid, eyes narrowed defiantly. “You summoned me. What do you want?”
Gwi-Ma chuckled darkly, leaning forward. “Oh, don’t look so tense. You’re mine now. You sing when I say sing. You steal a soul when I command it. You burn empires at my whim. That was our deal.”
Jinu’s fists clenched. “I gave you what you wanted.”
“And I gave you yours,” Gwi-Ma purred. “A voice so magnificent, even the gods envy it. But every gift comes with a cost. Let me remind you.”
With a flick of his fingers, whispers erupted in Jinu’s mind—haunted echoes of his mother’s cries, his sister’s pleas, memories that clawed viciously at his sanity.
“Stop!” Jinu choked out, hands gripping his head. “Please—”
“Remember this feeling,” Gwi-Ma said softly, “the next time you think to defy me.”
The following night, trembling and hollow, Jinu found himself stumbling back into Sae-wol’s ruined gardens. He wandered aimlessly until he froze, breath catching at the sound drifting softly through the dark—a haunting, broken melody.
He followed it slowly until he found her beneath a dead cherry blossom tree. She sat in solitude, gazing up at the distant Honmoon. Her red hair spilled down her shoulders, hanbok loose around her form, and eyes distant, lost in memories. The black butterfly drifted lazily around her fingertips.
Jinu stood still, transfixed by the fragility of her voice. She sang quietly, voice cracked with sorrow:
홀로 어둠을 밝히랴 (Let us light up the darkness single-handedly)
우리 노래 부르리라 (Let us sing our song)
굳건한 이 소리로 이 세상을 고치리라 (Fix the world with this sound of our solidity)
The words stirred something deep within him, a memory he couldn’t quite grasp.
Her voice faded into silence, and for a moment, there was only the quiet hush of their shared solitude.
Finally, she turned slightly, acknowledging him with a small, knowing smile.
“Back again, pouty boy?” she murmured, a soft teasing in her eyes.
He stepped closer, eyes gentle yet filled with quiet intensity. “Your song… it haunts me.”
She sighed, looking back toward the distant sky. “It haunts me too.”
He moved slowly, settling beside her beneath the branches of the lifeless tree. “You’ve never told me the meaning.”
She hesitated, eyes flickering with something unreadable. “Perhaps one day.”
Jinu studied her carefully, heart aching with a strange yearning. “I think you’re lonely.”
She chuckled faintly, refusing to meet his gaze. “I’ve grown used to it.”
He leaned closer, voice barely above a whisper. “You don’t have to be.”
Sae-wol stilled, heart fluttering again, fragile and uncertain. “You don’t even know who I am.”
“Then tell me,” Jinu urged quietly, sincerity in his eyes.
She turned slowly, gaze locked with his. Silence stretched tenderly between them, filled with everything they left unsaid. The yearning, the quiet ache of wanting.
“Maybe,” she finally whispered, “one day.”
But for now, the quiet closeness between them, the gentle warmth of their shared sorrow, was enough.
