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DEREDERE

[x] You tilt your head when you’re confused. [  ] You love sweets and cute things. [  ] You are often confused and lost in conversations with your friends. [  ] People often call you cute. [x] You care a lot about your friends. [x] You embarrass yourself a lot with silly question or statements. [  ] You like bright, soft colours. [  ] You enjoy listening to cute, sweet, gentle songs. [  ] You add things to the end of your friend’s names. [  ] People often say “aww” when you’ve done something clumsy/silly. [  ] You like anime/movies about romance, love and friendship. Total: 3/11

TSUNDERE [  ] You come off as tough and confident on the outside when you are actually soft and emotional on the inside. [x] You often hide your true feelings for someone. [  ] You are caring but deny it when someone tells it to you. [x] You are protective. [  ] When someone bugs you, you tell them right away strongly, but are still worried that you’ve hurt them. [x] You are easily embarrassed. [x] Compliments make you feel awkward and you always deny them. [  ] You tease and bully the one you love to hide your feelings. [  ] You can be violent at times. [  ] You may hurt people a lot, but regret it right away. [ x ] You never cry in front of others. Total: 5/11

YANDERE [  ] You are often loving, caring, sweet - until someone upsets you badly. [  ] When angry, you normally hide it until the time for revenge is right. [  ] You can at times, be obsessive. [  ] People have said you are “two-faced”. [  ] People tell you that you’re nice, but can be creepy at times. [x] You scare the crap out of your friends when you get upset. [ ] People find it weird to see you anything other than gentle and smiling. [x] When you’re upset, sometimes you still smile, even when saying something harsh. [  ] You can get very violent. [  ] You love to help people, but often love to help yourself more. [x] You like colours like dark blue or light red. Total: 3/11

KUUDERE [  ] You don’t show your emotions to others. [x] When you become close to someone, you slowly open up. [ ] Although you don’t show it, you are easily made happy. [x] You care for others a lot, still, you don’t show it. [  ] People think you are mysterious. [x] You can be shy. [x] You aren’t very loud, rather silent. [ x] You know who to trust and who not to. [ x ] You choose which friend you can trust wisely. [  ] You like simple colours, like light purple or white. [ x ] You are rather mature. Total: 7/11

DANDERE [x] You are a shy person. [  ] You are quiet and don’t speak up for yourself. [  ] You look down instead of straight forwards when walking. [  ] You sometimes go to extreme levels just to get out of public speaking. [x] You have stage fright. [  ] You are stoic and not very open. [x] You hide yourself with your hair at times. [  ] You speak very quietly in case you say something silly or you sound weird. [  ] You are afraid of meeting new people. [x] You are a hard worker. [  ] You do not have as many friendships as others, but those you do have, you’ll cherish them very much. Total: 4/11

( KISS MEME, KISS MEME, KISS MEME, KISS-- )

To say Beast R was happy is an understatement. He was overjoyed, excited - so many mixed emotions that caused him to get so nervous about Beast L. He always had that ‘butterflies in his stomach’ feeling around him. He really couldn’t deny his feelings for Beast anymore. When he was a Ruler, he had held himself back - but now? He didn’t have a care in the world. He wanted to be more affectionate and show him how much he adored him. Especially now that they were literally each other’s half. Left and Right.. Even if he was a Beast, he was happy.

Seeing those hot pink eyes and a smile had always made him nervous. He had hid his eyes within his hat so Beast L couldn’t see him blushing. He always teased him, which made him even more flustered about these things. 

He was going to be bold this time, he decided. His arms wrapped around Beast L in a hug. He was so warm.. Beast R never felt so safe before. He enjoyed being in his arms and not having to worry about anything. It was like he was being protected. He loved it. 

He looked up at him. Hot pink eyes meeting cyan. Beast R smiled before leaning up and kissing him. His heart was pounding now - he knew L loved him and returned his feelings. How happy the two were now that their feelings were out and in the open. Beast R had broken the kiss - too soon in his opinion - and laughed.

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  sometimes one’s life wasn’t meet by others , but by themselves. such was the cause for a beast that had lapsed ; like a little mechanism , invited by a telling sign of ‘ if i can’t be stopped , then – ’ within all realities , even in a fixed existence , such was the life of himself before seeing the end roll. a future of destruction caused by none other than his hands , it was just normal he would have denied it , had he gone back. amami rantarou would have wanted to end his life as it had started , before he could hurt anyone , before he could become the very same thing society ran away from. the split second of a sort of doubled consciousness where he regained reason , instead of choosing to remain he let it happen. his own self-made destruction. it was a perfect ending for someone like him. that’s why he didn’t bother stopping. after all , he understood more than anyone ; the suffering , the pain he had caused , even if originally it had been for a righteous cause … was the very same cancer of humanity that had driven the world to destruction. he must have known this would have happened. no … he always knew. and when those realities crashed–

  the world turned down. he fell and light enveloped his vision. the rising to the concept of ‘ heavens ’ , he’d become a savior that would have otherwise driven everything to ruin. the sacrifice of the hanged man who even now had stood in the middle of two existences , and then had chosen to become one at last …

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Evil of humanity..

Yes. That’s what he was now. He was the Right side to Amami’s Left. All because he had went and saved him - prevented him from becoming a savior and unable to be around. It wasn’t just him. Amami’s father had the plan and he was the one who carried out. He couldn’t stop messing up, could he? He just wanted Amami back. That’s all. How things were with Savior were unbearable. It wasn’t okay for anyone, it wasn’t a happy ending in the slightest. Even if that meant the beast ceased to exist and everyone was happy - it wasn’t okay. Not to Saihara. He couldn’t live like that. It wasn’t fair. Rantarou Amami was still a person no matter what. He still had all those awful things done to him by Team Danganronpa. He still was a being.  It wasn’t right in his mind.

Having the beast back meant going through all those times again. All those killing games - the world becoming a survival of the fittest and becoming a new killing game in which everyone participated in. He knows this. As much as Assassin cared for Amami - the former Ruler had told him not to get involved. He wanted to do this on his own. He had ignored all of Assassin’s complaining about it. Assassin can cling onto Amami when he came back, he didn’t care. He just wanted the old life back.

But now..? The evil of humanity - Beast R was cowering in a corner. He was trying to hide and keep away from Beast L. He knew he was going to be hated. Even if he was now the other side of the Beast , it didn’t mean anything. He was still a horrible person. His love for him was too strong, he couldn’t have just let him be a savior and have him be just so.. apathetic to everything. The amount of nights he cried over it.. He was so tired and stressed out. He really couldn’t help it. 

Answers that Beast L had demanded were met with silence from R. He couldn’t face him. He really didn’t want to - but now he was forced to. And his words had frightened him even more. His emotions felt like they were amplified when he became a beast. He couldn’t hide, he couldn’t run. Beast L would find him no matter what. He was trapped. 

( Kill him.. and become the mature beast.. ) Cyan eyes squeezed shut upon hearing those words. He had said he wasn’t going to and was just asking him questions again. Questions that Beast R couldn’t find the words for as he stayed still in his spot. He wanted whatever was going to happen to just happen and get over with. His anxiety was eating at him. He felt so pathetic. Beast R needed to answer him and he knew he had to. But.. words were so hard. How could he face the truth of what he did?