archived, again. by anzuki

hehe posting the valentines art i was scared to on pixilart mainnnn

today's work!!! i have so much motivation to draw now,, but i have exams and homework to do womp womp . what if my hair is growing again! !!! what if !!!

also juicy CSP pens

more from the archives! i can't stop stressing. my baseline is stressed. ughhhh i hate this sm

also major brain fog...

for today's blog~! i finished my teto cover of heavy is the crown ! my first voice synthesizer piece ^^ im gonna do even more covers

hehe another commission okay so my medical issues i mean dermatology issues i mean hair is getting worse ;w;

i'm only eighteeeeen whyyyyy

last thing i'm gonna try is drinking water. i hate this sm

anyways uhh art

specifically, the one they wrote by their own hand. they didn't do anything wrong, but they unquestionably authored the path they led.

hey, dabi. hey Raffael Bessette. xie lien. ash lynx.

so i've finally got power back. gosh does it feel good. my wallet is suffering, though.

i'm putting all my effort into trying to join clubs so i have more of a social life. if nothing else because it's embarrassing telling my friends and family back home i don't really hang out with anyone in college.

the last week i totally speed ran a project and it's basically...done. i'm really excited to clean it up and start something new.

i also finished a sketchbook. i'm a little poor to buy a new one immediately, but i'm so proud of what i did with it, looking back.

and i'm watching a good show.

some personal art of my ocs :3 using color and composition references from pin

this ice storm has power out and me in a really bad mood ;w; i think it’s because i don’t have tea and cookies, also my schedule is fucked and my heating gone.

luckily it’s not really cold yet in my dorm and there’s a place where us students are sheltering. still annoying as hell though

i still feel immensely uneasy. i really wish my hair could fix itself, my summer job/internship could fix itself, and I get a thousand dollars today! ;w;

since reality is a bit harsher, it's all i can do to get my studies done and find time to draw.

another old piece from a flight rising user !! i had so much fun drawing this com (design not by me) at that time and was so satisfied with how the colors turned out.

today, my head hurts. just the mundane things like being tight on money, health issues, unsure if my degree will result in employment, and severe social anxiety are really getting to me. but i gotta persevere, put in the work first, and trust that at least some good result will come after.

trust the big picture when the little one looks ugly as hell

so. the beginning of my digital archives.

i'm not really sure where i want to begin posting on tumblr! it's a fanart site, not an art site.

and i hate posting.

but i want to start somewhere!

while i don't have a fresh post, i'm going to post older works, starting from the last 'good' drawings i made!