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Joan Didion, writing about the shock that followed after the death of her husband, John.

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they are trying to reheat m*a*s*h's nachos but they don't know you need a secret salsa (post-vietnam war disillusionment with the establishment laced with mild anti-americana)
Put Titus Danforth and Roman Roy in a room together now
Grandfather-zoned. Brutal.
"yearns to be a parent but never found the opportunity for it and now thinks the chance has forever passed him by" robby robinavitch X "has loving but distant relationships with his adult children bcs of his absence throughout their childhood and doesn't know where to start getting to mend it now" jack abbot. discuss

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she had no idea they were gonna play in her face
Got to the part where Daniel calls Louis a bucket of Louisiana fried chicken and turned the TV off. I think this kind of it for me guys.....
daniel said that and then i realized I have free will and i dont have to watch something i no longer enjoy
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here's how armand can still be bengali
why do i think so? no other good reason than i am bengali myself and i want armand to be. (also assad zaman's family is from bangladesh. bengali solidarity!!!)
bengal: the region in south asia comprising present-day bangladesh and the indian states of west bengal, odisha, assam and parts of bihar.
armand said in the season one finale, that takes place in 2022, he is a 514 year old vampire. is it 514 years including or excluding his human years? let's go with including. that means armand would have been born in 1508.
now what was going on in india and bengal in 1508? well, the mughals hadn't come to india yet; it's still about two decades before babur makes his way here. delhi was under the rule of the lodi dynasty, the delhi sultanate was in its dying days. most of north india, mainly uttar pradesh and bihar was under the jaunpur sultanate. bengal was still it's own independent kingdom, called the bengal sultanate. alauddin hussain shah had just seized power and become the sultan of bengal in 1494, beginning the hussain shahi dynasty (they ruled in bengal till 1538 when the mughals captured the region).
india as a country did not exist yet. even it's conception would be a few centuries away still. the subcontinent was a collection of big and small kingdoms and sultanates, constantly warring amongst themselves, some ruled by hindu rulers others by muslims, each with their own distinct histories and cultures. bengal was one of the most prosperous and thriving among them. the bangla language and bengali culture was just beginning to develop.
vasco da gama had arrived in india in 1498, landing at kozhikode on the malabar coast. this began the arrival of the portugese in india, and soon other european colonialists followed. they soon set up their capital in goa, built forts all along the western coast and established trade through obtaining licenses and exclusive permits from local rulers. they first made their way to the bay of bengal region around 1516, with the first portugese representative- a guy called joao coelho- coming to chittagong (present day bangladesh). the first factory was set up in chittagong the next year.
the portugese traded in spices and cotton and fruits and muslin and also slaves. the european indian ocean slave trade began with the coming of the portugese in the early 16th century. slavery in south asian societies had obviously existed long before, and it was a deeply complex and diverse system of dependency and regimes of slavery. slavery of youth and children was also pretty prevalent: it would not be uncommon for poor, farming families to sell away themselves or their children to zamindars (landlords) and colonial overlords in desperation. there were many, many cases of young children being forced to get onboard ships where they'd be held agains their will and taken to europe, the americas or south-east asia. goa and lisbon were the two cities that linked the movement of goods and people between the indian and atlantic oceans, but goa wasn't the only place where enslaved children were traded in portugese india nor lisbon the only european they were taken to.
one of those kids might as well have been arun.
i know the brief glimpse at the talamasca files showed armand's origin to be in delhi but in this particular scene he clearly says that he was sent *to* delhi, thinking he was going to work on a merchant boat.
this is just a theory i have btw. armand could've been from maharastra or the deccan as well idk. anyway.
armand is a monster, a vicious, villanious creature of unfathomable powers and ferocity. but he is also so deeply tragic. he had been forcibly torn away from his people and his land. he has no memory of his family or his humanity. he has lived for over half a millenium. the india he might've known hasn't existed for centuries, and he never got to know the one that exists today. the bangla he might've spoken no one remembers anymore. he has nothing left of the human he was except that name.
further readings (STRONGLY SUGGESTED!!!):
At the end of the eighteenth century, Father JosΓ© Rodrigues Barreto filed a lawsuit against Rafael Teixeira de Oliveira, the captain of the
History and nature of the Portuguese settlements in early modern Bengal, and how Portuguese history is embedded in the memory of Bengal.
Widowed and divorced rabbot is great but Iβm thinking about cheaters rabbot right now and think itβs under appreciated.
Abbot and Robby both married, both doing something they know is wrong. Just something else to add to the weight of their guilt but they canβt stop.
Another reason why trains would be good is that most people are not good at driving
i know im getting too old for this and everyone is super busy this summer with work, school etc. but not a single friend of mine wished me on my birthday today and i wanna cry

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Al-Hashimi x Abbot || Blink
I get it, Abbot. I get it.
Question. What's their ship name? Habbot? Al-Abbot? Hashabbot??
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