Btw if you ever think I have moved on or forgotten about Avidius, just know that I will never accept this trophy or acknowledge his death unless he were to come back in the game. He is still alive to me.
Mike Driver

shark vs the universe
will byers stan first human second

oozey mess
Jules of Nature

pixel skylines
todays bird

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Love Begins
taylor price
YOU ARE THE REASON
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JVL
Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her

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Btw if you ever think I have moved on or forgotten about Avidius, just know that I will never accept this trophy or acknowledge his death unless he were to come back in the game. He is still alive to me.

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i just wanna do nothinggggg πππππ which is like what im already doing but i wanna do it in a way that doesnt actively ruin my life ππππππππππ
Some days just slip by without much getting done. You wake up already feeling heavy, or the hours pass in a blur of staring, scrolling, thinking, and not really starting anything. Even small tasks feel bigger than they should. You might keep telling yourself βIβll do it in a minute,β but the minute keeps moving, and suddenly the day is almost over. Then the guilt starts to creep in, the feeling that you wasted time, that you shouldβve tried harder, that everyone else is doing more than you.
Unproductive days can make you feel stuck in your own mind. You are not fully resting, but you are not accomplishing anything either. Itβs like being caught in between tired, distracted, maybe overwhelmed, maybe numb. And by the end of it, you are left with this quiet disappointment in yourself, even though the day already felt hard from the start.
If today was like that, try to be gentle with yourself. You werenβt being lazy, you were probably carrying more than it looked like from the outside. Mental exhaustion, stress, low mood, or just being overwhelmed can make even simple things feel impossible. Sometimes your mind needs a pause before it can move again.
You are still allowed to rest, even if it didnβt look βproductive.β You are still allowed to exist on slower days. Your worth isnβt measured by how many things you checked off or how motivated you felt. Some days are just about getting through quietly, breathing, and holding yourself together.
Itβs okay if today didnβt go how you wanted. It doesnβt erase your effort from other days, and it doesnβt define who you are. You can let the day end softly, without punishing yourself for it. Wrap yourself in something comforting, take a deep breath, and allow yourself to just be.
Unproductive days donβt make you a failure. They just mean you needed more care than pressure. And you deserve that care especially from yourself, even when all you managed to do was make it through the day.
there are two wolves inside me. one wants to write and the other wants to nap. theyβre both in a cage called My Job.
Okay now time to open email
Why is it so scary to open email
I suppose email that determines future should be scary

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Ugh, I keep getting emails and they're not even from AO3
These are my Avidius earrings, btw :3
late summer / early fall thoughts
Four fucking years ago
drawings are secretly the enemy because they start off very nice and unassuming but then when they're about 80% done they start emanating a malevolent aura that makes finishing them the scariest activity you can imagine
Your artstyle is like your gut microbiome in the way its everything you consume and like and it also has all your bacteria up in it. Thats probably how that works
Confirmed, gut microbiome influences the brain which controls the art

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Okay now time to open email
Why is it so scary to open email
thereβs a t-shirt that says βI survived a bad day and all I got was the rest of my lifeβ and yeah I still think about it
Take my gay cats, Tumblr!
This is part 1, the next part will be gender identity centered :)
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(writes something) god this sucks so bad. this is awful. i'm the worst writer ever. this is nothing. (rereads it a while after writing it) oh dude this is fire. i'm the god of writing. (writes something again) god this sucks so bad. th

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I'm sorry they fucking WHAT?!??
Damnnnn
Homecoming star from the unbound