The more people I met, the more I love my dog.

Everyday I battle between “tell everyone everything!” And “never socialize again”

I have this awesome talent to where I can detect the smallest change in the way someone talks to me and then automatically think I’m annoying them and have it completely ruin my whole day. :)

I wish bpd stuff didn’t all sound so relatable to non-bpd people bc talking about the symptoms with someone often just goes the “oh me too” route and it’s like no….u don’t understand…..u might experience this in a mild and normal way but u do not experience it dialed up to 900,000,000 accompanied by a siren blaring the sound of ur own self-hatred

When you’re in the middle of sobbing and you start dissociating so you’re like “okay I’m done now” and turn into an emotionless zombie

Can’t reply to your text right away because I’m too mentally tired to make sense.

tbh most of “recovery” from borderline disorder amounts to controlling your actions and words regardless of what is going on inside your head.  You don’t exactly get ‘better’, but your relationships get more stable and your life gets more stable and all of it feels tremendously fake because you are basically acting, but it makes life more tolerable.

Don’t talk to me or my 46 daydream alternate universes again

It’s been 2 hrs and this person has not replied to my txt…. Panic mode💣- what the fuck have done? They HATE me

Had a bad dream, about being abandoned. It felt so real. Now for the whole day I’ve felt like shit.

I always get frustrated with myself for not being the way everyone else is.