Drogen im Übermaß, so macht das Leben Spaß.

I just want to be financially stable and having really good sex.

They say I'm a very cold person, they say I'm very emotional, but they don't know anything about me. They talk a lot, and I'm alone inside my head that spins and my soul flies.

i fucking hate myself

The past cannot be changed so make your future more delightful.

Will you remember me?

"The worst part about being sad is that you don't even know what makes you happy anymore"

Doesn't it happen to you that when you are with people you want to leave and lock yourself in an empty room, but at the same time you would like someone to notice that you are missing and come sit in silence with you?

there is something so comforting about sadness. about throwing things on your bedroom floor and not picking them up. about binging reality tv in the dark for 14 hours straight. about lying in your bed and not moving while the world continues to turn around you. overwhelming and heavy depression is comforting because it’s familiar. it allows you to sink into yourself and rot there for as long as you want. thats the vicious cycle with depression, it takes everything to not give into the comfort and familiarity that comes with it.

Why am I always so lonely. It hurts. It hurts.

IT'S SEPTEMBER already, how can i hold my own heart.

I've suddenly become someone nobody wants around.