RIP Charlie

I've been thinking about you lately, Charlie. It's close to 4 years since you've been gone. I miss you. -Victoria

we still love you. even 3 years later.

its almost been three years and i never forgot you

charlie. it's me. i love you. i just lost my nana this morning and i want you to take care of her, wherever you both may be. i love you so so much. -lilly

im so sad and i miss you so much please come back to me my heart hurts so much and im so freaking sorry i couldnt help you i shouldve helped you i was the last freaking person you talked tto i shouldve stopped you more i am so sorry

It still haunts me to this day that you're gone and I couldn't help. There's not a day that goes by and I don't think about you, rather it's a thought that lasts a few seconds or its me having a crying fit on the bathroom floor over it Because the song I listened to the night you died came on shuffle. I still love you, the phandom still loves you, everyone loves you. Dan and Phil have achieved so much and it's ashame that you couldn't witness it, I know how much you loved them. Rest easy, bud

sometimes i get so, so sad about you, and my heart hurts so much, and i think about killing myself because everything around me is falling apart and i am numb to everything besides the overwhelming sadness that entered my heart when you left. maybe you never left, maybe you just implanted all your sadness in my heart to make me feel guilty for not being there when you died (1/2)

(2/2) but i can't kill myself. even though i would never know the pain around me, i can't bear to do to my friends what you did to me when you died. and sometimes i think "well, no one would care" and i remember that you thought the same, and here i am 2 and a half years later, still crying and hurting. i love you, but please stop hurting me and let me live

it still hurts knowing that in your final hours you thought no one would care or miss you and to this day i strive to be the best that i can so that hopefully you're up there and smiling and feeling some sense of joy knowing that over 2 years later i still think of you every day but am doing things with my life in your wake

it's been over two years, and i still feel so guilty for your death. i miss you so much.

No one really sends asks here anymore and that's saddening. Ive been thinking about you a lot lately, things are so chaotic I wish you were here with me again. Im a completely different person now, I wish you were here to see it and be with me to support me along the way. I've never felt more hopeless in my entire life.

my heart hurts. i miss you.

i love you so much. i am sorry i was not home when you needed help. i am sorry that i relapsed and hurt myself three months ago and that 9 months ago i relapsed and started starving again. i love you, please don't forget that. i am going to get better for you. i don't believe in anything religious or an afterlife, but it comforts me to think that you're a special exception and watch over me, and it comforts me to know you'll see me get better (again).

Charlie, we never talked. I met one of your friends a month after your passing and I never knew that I'd still be thinking of you after 2 years. you really made an impact and so many people miss you even ones who never knew you.