inactive

as much as i love reading nsft posts and love being horny and tlaking about being horny, being here has gotten pretty uncomfortable for me because im literlaly always having to try to avoid things that make me uncomfortable. like kinks that just feel not-right to me and such that i have to try to avoid and it's very difficult.

i will likely abandon this blog, or fully try to revamp it, get rid of my followers and following, and start over with much more strict rules and boundaries. i'm not sure yet. i will likely still be ON nsft in the future under a different blog but not follow anyone and be a lurker, but im not posting or interacting with people anymore probably.

i apologize to those that like my blog, but this is a lot easier than getting rid of everybody that makes me a little uncomfortable. a lot easier.

i have officially privated all my posts and may change the username on this blog, delete the bio, etc. i am just very uncomfortable thinking about this blog at the moment, especially thinking about how i've very publicly said these things to people. i know it's not a bad things, necessarily. i have kept int my boudnaries for MYSELF (my kinks and such) but in general i just feel uncomfortable with a lot of this now.

maybe i'll get over this and want to come back or something but i really doubt it.