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→ minors dni + basic dni do i really have to say it.

　→ this is a personal blog full of partially coherent ramblings and i rarely reblog things, but posts can be found in my likes if you are so inclined. i do like hetalia, so please be aware of that before you decide to follow. i unfollow non-mutuals after some time.

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i dont think Anyone is going to like what i have to say about mink's route so far. though if you read what i said about noiz's reconnect route..................................

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delectablebeetle

my cpap btw is giving me insane ear pressure im constantly having to pop them and its getting to be really annoying. im gna phone the doctor tmrw to see if there's any settings i can mess with to perhaps get that to Stop but wow it sucks. im not rly enjoying the top hose design either and there's not much i can do to fix the set up for that. i knew i shouldve gone with the trunk style mask but this was supposed to be "better" to sleep on ur side with and well bertha i havent been able to do that with it so wtf is the point

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it Seems like the pressure was from me lowering the air temp and in turn the humidity levels cuz of that, though it's still not entirely gone. 30C is as high as it goes though. the reason i lowered it wuz cuz breathing warm air makes me feel a bit gross LMFAO but it's better than constantly popping my ears i guess. it was also making my nose run. sigh.

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octobergurl

ok well i rly did Not want to e-beg again but i fear i have little options here. i have a dermatologist appt on wednesday nd since i don’t drive i was gna take the bus but theyre so unreliable in my city n i dont wanna risk being late to my appt. so i decided to take a lyft there, problem is the ride there n back home will be like $100 in total which is money i unfortunately do not have. i would also like some extra cash perhaps since i also have a phone bill 2 pay n there will most likely b a copay at the end of the appt. so i will make my goal $250 for now. if anyone could pitch in to help me out thatd be so appreciated. ik everyone is struggling financially rn so rly any amount helps. thank u so much for ur time

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my cpap btw is giving me insane ear pressure im constantly having to pop them and its getting to be really annoying. im gna phone the doctor tmrw to see if there's any settings i can mess with to perhaps get that to Stop but wow it sucks. im not rly enjoying the top hose design either and there's not much i can do to fix the set up for that. i knew i shouldve gone with the trunk style mask but this was supposed to be "better" to sleep on ur side with and well bertha i havent been able to do that with it so wtf is the point

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koujaku's reconnect bad ending ............... ........................... gross. i Loved noiz's bad ending i thought that was so sexy but this was...... not .... ...... ............... i really like "aoba's" design in this route though the pure white and red is so striking, and his blushing face Oh wow. Wow. Stunning...... i start mink route tmrw........ then trip & virus, mizuki, and i'm leaving ren for last. idk in what order ill do the other three im kind of vibrating over mizuki ngl so i mite watch that after mink

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has anyone played nu: carnival is it good yay or nay. trying to determine what i should watch a playthru of next; other games of a similar vein on my list are togainu no chi and touchstarved, so if there are opinions on Either of those too i would love to hear them ..

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u know what koujaku's good reconnect route was alright. just alright. it was cute even i would say. i dont know if it's taken me any farther from my original opinion though.......................... i enjoy a childhood friends to lovers arc but it So seriously feels forced here I DUNNO. I DUNNO! anyone anyone at all out there that gaf whats Ur opinion on this storyline from a fourteen year old game that hasnt been popular in about as long

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hmm.... idk how i feel abt koujaku's route... ive yet to watch the reconnect portion, but ........... grumbles mutters mumbles...... rubs chin.. honestly his route fell a bit flat to me from a bl/romance perspective. sure the romance isnt Allllllll dmmd is about, but that's kind of a massive portion of it and i feel as though that direction was forced in koujaku's route if that makes sense. i like their friendship More and this isnf a matter of me disliking koujaku, i Do like his personal story. it's tragic and interesting and ryuuhou was a very fun and fascinating character to me too. but there was absolutely nothing that built up to aoba and koujaku getting together and i am Not counting what happened at glitter as lead-up At All because that was frankly more bizarre than anything else And also it wasn't really explained. koujaku touched on it Briefly i guess but ??????????? not really?? i dont know. it didnt do anything for me. i wish there was more prior development. something should've happened when aoba saw him washing his kimono that was a Huge opportunity missed. i liked the three months later scene a lot if that's Any solace like i Do think they're a cute couple but... there should've been a different chef in the kitchen idk........ P.S. AOBA WITH SHORT HAIR IS SCARY NEVER SHOW ME THAT EVER AGAIN PUT IT BACK PUT IT BACK NOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!

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you're out of your fucking mind

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i Did unfortunately go into work.

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second night no sleep im so tempted to call in cuz this is fucking hell

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actually that's kind of a lie I Really Like Ryuuhou but that's not Koujaku now is it. ryuuhou greatly piques my interest im excited to learn the rest of what's going on with him

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im not liking koujaku's route as much as i thought i would so far..... but it'll get better i know it will......... i need to trust the process.... it's probably because I'M a shitty communicator especially verbally so HIM not communicating at the same time is causing Great frustration. STOP DOING THE SAME SHIT I DO I SEE YOU FUCKHEAD.

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im so tired im so cranky im in so much pain i have so much shit to do there is so much shit in my already tiny ass apartment right now and knowing what i have to do tomorrow is just the cherry on freaking top CAN I GET A WAFFLE. CAN I PLEASE GET A WAFFLE. BREATHE MAN BREATHE.......

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