The Lost Art of Letter Writing - Chapter 7
Dear T,
Iâm very sorry for my delayed reply. Iâve actually been avoiding all forms of technology for fear that it would confirm some bad news Iâve been expecting.Â
It is a truth universally acknowledged that oneâs optimism for the new year is inversely proportional to the good fortune they should actually expect to encounter. Okay, fine, I made that up. But I can say with great certainty that my optimism for the new year was premature, as the change Iâve been dreading has arrived. Apparently this has been months in the making, but somehow I was the last to know. Iâd hoped that I was wrong, and that by some miracle the information Iâd received was merely hearsay or speculation, but thereâs no sugarcoating the truth: it looks like I am losing my job.Â
I will refrain from sharing the exact specifics, especially since Iâm still processing how Iâm feeling about everything at the moment. Iâm just feeling reallyâŚbetrayed, I guess is the word. By my employers, by my friendsâ I just feel really alone right now.
The icing on the cake is that my mother already found out what happened (how she did this is a mystery, but she has her ways), and now sheâs insisting that I move back home, saying âThis grand London experiment of yours has clearly been a complete failure. Itâs time to return home and find something useful to do.â Thatâs a direct quote, if you couldnât tell.Â
I cannot tell you how desperately I do not want to go back. Iâve only been here for a year, and as challenging as my life here has been, I love it so much. Iâm not ready to leaveâ not now, maybe not ever. But unless Iâm able to sort out a new employment situation in the very near future, I am not sure what my options are.
I know we have The Rules for a good reason, but these are the moments I wish we knew each other properly. I could really use a hug. Until then, I will continue to drown my sorrows in ice cream.
Everything sucks,
M
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Happy Friday! Didn't want people to be too sad after Mary and Tom's confrontation, so Chapter 7 is now on Ao3. Enjoy!


















