brix bae area • tomboyish

11 days shy of another month. Another month to put a check by. Another month together as one. I try to sit and think about where I might be if I hadn't met you, but every time I do, my mind simply goes blank. I'm not sure if it is the uncertainty of where life could have lead me or if it's my mind blinding me from those emotions. Maybe it's actual clarity- clarity in knowing that I do not want to know that feeling. I don't want to experience the emotions that will follow me once you and I no longer follow one another. There's a sense of home in your heart. And both of us don't exactly know what home is anymore. But I know that in your heart is exactly where I want to be. I feel safe when I'm with you. I feel something that I've been searching for for as long as I can remember- happiness. You're my happiness. I want everything with you. The adventures, the experiences, the nights in and the nights out. To see your roots as you've seen mine. To understand each other yet never stop learning things. I want the late night donut runs and finding our next favorite restaurant. Our Warriors games and Giants X Cardinals rivalry games. I just want you. I want every piece of you and every piece of us. I won't give up. I just can't do it. I love you, my sweets. -B. June 2, 2016

Porch Hangs and Gloomy, Rainy Days. #OneDay #GBML

Dem candid photos cause you're a creep. 📷: @livosborne #Tomboyish #LP

#TBT to Halloween w/ lil muffie. #StillDontGetWhySheWasntTiffany #Chucky #Malfoy #HellaCutieWhooty #ComeHomeSoon

Back home with my little stinker; oh how I missed him. #LB #Tomboyish #StinkyBoy

I don't know what to even say except I love you. Lol #GetFucked #Tomboyish #HellaCutieWhooty

It's my fucking birthday! Thank you to my loves for spending it with me all day and night xoxo 💕 #ItsMyBrixday #BrixdayBash #ComeThruItsLit #Tomboyish #ThisAndrogynousLife

Fuck it.. We're throwing this birthday bash on Halloween. #BrixdayBash #ItsAlmostMyBday #ComeThruItsLit

Well today has fucking sucked. Here's some photos from earlier or yesterday or something.. I don't know. #FuckItt #LSKI #Tomboyish #StayLifted #RBF #LP

Beach chills w/ babyboy #LB #Candid #Tomboyish #LP

Late Night Reads, Current Feels. #SheIsBeautiful

Day off yet still end up with a selfie in work's mirror. #Casual #Tomboyish #HateHaight #CauseJulesCantHoldHerPee

I'm currently dying at work and I look like a hot mess so here's a selfie from the other morning. Someone come save me.. 😩 #DaysOldSelfies #HateHaight #INeedANap #DatHairTho #Tomboyish #LP