Megamyriad is a term describing any system with over 100,000 members. Additional details are up to the user, but common experiences include:
Rapid, fluid, and/or constant switching and splitting
Tendency for members to form rather than split (members being created/generated in some way vs one member being split in halves or more)
Splitting in extremely large amounts, mass alter formation events
Low split tolerance, including positive, mild or completely mundane events causing new members to form
Commonly being blurry, depersonalized, or derealized
Identity fluidity, confusion and/or disruption that goes beyond what feels normal for you
Not being able to identify who's fronting, only being able to identify them for a short time, or someone leaving so fast you barely have time to notice them
Difficulty or impossibility of accessing headspace even if you can visualize it, complex headspace regardless of accessibility
Subsystems, sidesystems and layers being common
Feeling that monoconscious, polyconscious, and other consciousness terms only describe some members, sidesystems, or parts of headspace
Consciousness terms being incompatible with your experience as a whole
Feeling like polyfragmented is inaccurate to your experience (not identifying with the term fragments, no difference between more or less elaborated members, disliking medical terms, etc...)
Fundamentally being unable to know everything about your system due to its size and complexity
Pale Yellow Stripe: Joy, softness and comfort found in being megamyriad
Spring Green Stripe: Confidence and community, headspaces being lush and vibrant
Light Blue Wiggly Up Arrow: Growth, expansion, flourishing, high and increasing number of members
Dark Green Stripe: Depth, functionality and complexity of a system and its structure, members, headspace, consciousness and more
Dark Grey-Purple Stripe: Despair and confusion found in being megamyriad, stigma from being a large system
ANYONE CAN USE. I am pro-ship, pro-endo (very much including willogenic and metaphysical systems), anti-contact and anti-radqueer.
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