welcome

I need attention 🥴 lmao

I don’t know it happened but it happened. You came crawling into my life as if you were supposed to be there all along. Which is odd because I’ve “known” you for years and we never spoke. But that night, that first night with you is a night I will never forget. Trust me our relationship was the farthest thing from a relationship at all quite honestly. But I loved it. I loved you. We could sit at my kitchen table and talk for literally HOURS. About everything. You listened to me. You cared. Or so I thought. I think of us everyday and truely hope and pray that what we had was real. I have many doubts, but when it comes down to it there is no way it wasn’t. 2 fun years. So many memories, good and bad. And I’d relive the bad with you any day. Imagine us, right now, living life? We’d have a 7 month old baby. A fucking baby. But we have neither. I don’t even have you anymore. And I don’t think I will ever be the same. My life will never be the same. I miss you. Love you. Hope to see you soon <3