Tw- suicide
Long time no update, things have been hectic and I just haven't really remembered to update.
I went on holiday! That's the main reason I haven't been updating, I've been away for 3 weeks on holiday, that was really fun, I really enjoyed getting away from everything!
I also ended up kinda cutting things off with the person from before, I realised I wasn't ready and I couldn't afford to develop an attachment, it wasn't fair to either of us, so that was a horrible thing but I had to do it for both of our sakes
I also rekindled an old friendship which I've been really enjoying, one of my old best friends I've recently become super close to super quickly, it's like we never stopped talking, so thats really nice, we've been hanging out loads and chatting all the time, however this eve they had a suicide scare, so I've just got back from the hospital after helping them, but their mum talked to my dad a load which is terrifying because I don't want my dad knowing I've been drinking and smoking and doing all kindsa shit I shouldn't be doing at her house, but hopeeeefully she didn't mention any of that!
All in all I'm a bit emotionally drained... I really really care about her so obviously this has been a bit of a blow, especially as I had no idea things were this bad for her, but hopefully she'll be able to get some more help and I'll be able to work on myself as well
Not a proper update becayse I'm just tired really, emotionally and physically drained but I needed to put what happened somewhere













