Bri

my existence is utterly humiliating. everything i do feels like a joke. i hate trying anymore, what’s the point if im only ridiculed?

no one will notice when i leave and i don’t feel as upset as i used to about that fact anymore

nothing interests me anymore and i have a constant pit in my stomach. i want it all to stop.

i told my therapist about tumblr this is the list open i’ve been with a person irl so weird

some days i wonder why i even try. my life is always getting worse even when i think just maybe it can get better

wow it has been a minute, i’ve only gotten worse and this had probably been the worse week of this year so far. great

whenever i think im slowly crawling out from rock bottom the basement opens and i get pulled further down

i hate everyone i feel like just everyone blows me off, i couldn’t even see my counselor today and i scheduled a week in advance ! my friend canceled on me this weekend and i feel sick to my stomach. what about me makes me so disposable !!!!!!!

i hate ppl who say they are ugly and have like 4 talking stages at a time. genuinely i feel like a chud incel all the time bc no one rlly likes me but yeah ur ugly ok

hello world

i am too angry to sleep every actually makes me so horribly mad