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--- though it was true that the couple fought a lot and said a lot of nasty things to each other, this is the first time she said she didn’t love him and he couldn’t help but let that get to him. he’s had people tell him that as he was growing up to his adult years and it’s why he was always so closed off. but never with her. so when he heard that, he couldn’t help but feel a hollow, empty space in the pit of his stomach and chest area. he wasn’t leaving the party though because he’d never leave her unattended, no matter how much he was hurt. so there he stood, in the corner of the room with some girls trying to chat him up as he sipped at his cola. he didn’t talk back though, he just stood there with a blank face. just as he was about to spazz at them for bothering him until screaming caught his attention. immediately, his eyes scanned around for winnie, feeling a panic in his chest when he didn’t see her. he shoved everyone out of his way to get in the middle of the crowd, seeing her lay there. “don’t fucking touch her.” he had spat out before scooping her up into his arms. she blacked out, that was it. he knew she didn’t drink often so he knew it was just a tad too much. with a sigh, he brought her into the cool air and back to his car, laying her in the back seat. “you’re trouble.” he uttered to her before getting in the car and heading to his own home where he put her yo bed soon as he got in. he had made sure to tuck her in and undress her to one of his shirts.

--- with a sigh, he grabbed three cases of water and slid them at the bottom of the cart before also grabbing some bottles of sodas as well as the packs of cans. he liked to stack up on drinks and snacks so when he wen food shopping next time, he didn’t have to buy all junk. that is unless macy’s brother comes over with his friends and eats all his food.. which he probably will- it happened way too often. “you don’t like nicknames?” he had asked and this time it was surprisingly not sarcastic. he was just genuinely curious now. “well, from where then if not here?” evan turned to side eye her. “i’m not grumpy.” he grumbled, not letting himself react to the smile comment. he cleared his throat and suddenly turned toward her, grabbing onto the upper part of her forearm so she didn’t run into him again like last time. “ready now. you sure you want nothing? i’ll pay.” he suggested, sliding his hand down her arm, not really paying attention to when he did it until he had let go to push the cart once more.

--- instead of choking her, originally what evan had wanted to do in the first place, he went to the thermostat and stared blankly at it before pushing it in and then turning it to the left. almost immediately, he felt the hot air come from the vent by his ankles. “clearly you were fucking with it, or one of your little friends came over and messed with it again. if thats the case, dont bring them over anymore. they’re fuckin’ annoying.” he decided to ignore her comment about him being grumpy and instead made his way to the couch and plopped himself down onto it. 

--- “JESUS, holy fucking CHRIST it’s cold in here.” and here comes morning evan with his grumpy face, messy hair and bad attitude. though it’s not far off from how he usually was. he walked into the living room to spot his roommate watching tv with a blanket wrapped around them. “do me a favor?” he asked, shivering slightly as he pulled a loose shirt over his head. “stop turning the fucking heater off.”

EVAN: jesus. how long has it been since the last time u got laid? uract like such a bitch lol EVAN: ??? its literally just someone driving you around? EVAN: does that mean i can have other girls over for an orgy?

--- for a moment, he felt his body go numb and pain flash before his eyes. he didn’t want to show it though so he stood straight, fixed his blazer and cleared his throat. evan knew she was completely drunk off her ass but he knew she probably didn’t love him anymore and what she was saying was true. “bullshit, huh? love how i wasted my time fucking loving you.” he said with a hint of hurt in his tone before he was brushing past her and out of the bathroom door, slamming it shut.

--- it was odd for evan to be this calm, this happy but thats an effect children had on him. he may have hated everyone on the planet mainly but little innocent children had done no wrong to him. his green eyes snapped up at a scream of the girls name, eyes widening. the little girl must’ve ran off and away from the female. they didn’t exactly look alike so evan was going to assume the lady was babysitting her. he saw the little girl whine when she was sligtly pulled away from him and raised his brows in the air. “no, don’t be sorry, it’s fine.” he stood and brushed the back of his pants off before leaning down and grabbing the book, closing it. “nah, it was just a few pages. just a book anyway, i dont mind. are you babysitting her?” 

--- it wasn’t all the time where you got to see him laugh or even smile and it was an odd feeling for him. he wasn’t exactly sure if he liked it or not so he let his lips twitch a bit at the thought, a frown soon replacing the grin that was there for a few moments. he used to be so much better a few years ago but people change and in his opinion, he changed for the better. evan wasn’t a pushover anymore. though, he did know that he could be happy around friends and not be so closed in but he couldn’t help it. he’s been betrayed more than a few times. by his own blood in fact. “why not? i think it suits you pretty well. or maybe i can call you a little flower.” he continued to tease, not letting his hand move. in fact, he moved his rough hand so it was cupping the side of her face, his thumb grazing her cheek. he grinned once more before he felt someone nudge their way past him to get some food. and then he remembers they’rein the middle of a grocery store. he pulled away swiftly and grabbed the handles of the cart, starting to go down the candy and chip isle. “is there something you want?”

evan knew he scared a lot of people but it’s not his fault. thats the way he sees it anyway. he’s mean to everyone and if they get offended then it’s their problem. he had snapped his head around a tad when she suddenly raised her voice a bit. it amused him so much that he actually let out a laugh, clutching his stomach. it’s just- she was acting so hurt and when he pointed out her sensitivity she got offended. “i talk to everyone like that, princess. how would you like me to speak to you, eh? like a little baby? awe, did i hurt the princess’ feelings? how about i buy you some new panties to make up for it.” he truly enjoyed teasing her. he knew he could get under her skin. he cooed purposely and walked in front of her so he was hovering over her, hhis hand coming up to pinch at her cheek.

---- okay, she was wrong. evan didn’t hate her. he just hated how she acted sometimes only because his patience ran thin and that was his fault. he felt a tiny pang in his heart and he knew it was guilt. he could hear the hurt in her tone and he honestly hadn’t meant to hurt her feelings. it’s just how he was. he was even mean to his friends. with a sigh, he smacked his forehead. “macy, stop.” he said roughly before turning toward her. his pride wanted to swallow him whole but he forced himself to explain a little bit so she wouldn’t sulk around. “no- you can’t go home because your brother would slaughter me and it’s freezing out to put that on top of everything.” he turned his head so he could put more things into his cart. it was more so a distraction so he didn’t have to look at her. stupid puppy eyes guilt tripping him. “i don’t hate you at all, what the fuck. stop assuming things. i’m sorry that i’m so mean but it’s not even only that. don’t be so sensitive when i act like this, alright? i don’t hate you.” he repeated.

EVAN: you see this smile? im amused you think you’re that important to me. EVAN: I FORGOT, like i said. you better be nicer to be or i’ll get the belt again. EVAN: i’m coming home anyway. just catch an uber and i’ll pay for it later.

---- “jesus. your ego must be the size of texas.” evan visibly rolled his eyes at her. he rarely judged anyone because of fucked up shit he’s done. he could care less about any criminals or who she was in fact. “i dont even know who your parents are so it can’t be that bad.”

---- it was the tiny things she said that made him so angry. especially when she threatened to rat him out- which he could care less about honestly but he’d rather not be lectured by her older brother. he could be really annoying. he breathed in a sigh through his nose and held back the urge to choke her out in the middle of the whole store. “okay, and? you could have declined nicely. nobody asked you to be up his ass and do everything he says. i dont even understand why he thought you needed to come. all you’re doing is following me around and nagging me like i’m your boyfriend or some shit.” he spat out, face turning a shade of red from all the anger. “i grabbed you because if not, you were going to fall straight onto your ass. sorry, princess. i wont help you next time.” he smiled sarcastically before turning to the side where the chips were in plain view, grabbing a bunch of different flavors. “actually, it would kill me to be nicer to people. they don’r deserve my kindness.” he was barely even nice to alec and thats his best friend but he understood why evan was like this.

--- an amused smirk made its way onto the edges of his lips at how serious the other had looked. “i wasn’t here for you, doll face but i’m truly amused to see you think otherwise.” he tsked.

--- it was one of those days where everything was just so irritating. there didn’t have to be any reason behind on to why he was irritated, it was just the littlest things that pissed him off. right now, though, he has a reason. he was going food shopping for his best friend and they forced him to take their younger sibling. evan didn’t really like people or being around them in general so having them around him was already enough. the person kept asking questions, then complaining he was taking too long. he didn’t want to snap because he knew it’d result in an argument with his best friend if their sibling rat on him but he couldn’t help his temper. he scrunched his face up before turning around, causing the person to run into his chest.“you didn’t have to fucking tag along if all you’re going to do is bitch and moan.” he made sure his hand wrapped around their wrist so they didn’t fall back before he roughly shoved it down and stared at them. “now can you shut the fuck up?”