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// this account will stay up for nostalgia sake but other than that all asks/rp starters sent to this account will be ghosted!
// HELLO EVERYNYAN
I HAVE GOOD NEWS!
@deadlydreamboat THE FIRST IS BACK UP AND RUNNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GO !!!!!!!! SHOO FROM THIS BLOG!!!!!!!!1
I know what you are…… 🫵 (madly in love with Vega and Maneki)
🦴 # ゛I don't tend to hide it. 𓏼
[I have a slur to say]
Does the belt on your outfit hurt? I mean it’s pressed right up against where you sliced your stomach open, right? Your stitches are still healing, but it looks like you have it done up pretty tight…
🦴 # ゛Pain is beauty. 𓏼

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You should totally stab yourself right in front of Vick because can you imagine the tragedy of that
🦴 # ゛Hoooly- You guys are fucking menaces. 𓏼
[...]
🦴 # ゛Is it bad that I want to? 𓏼
' 🪽. " The words of his mouth were smoother than butter, but war was in his heart: his words were softer than oil yet were they drawn swords. -Psalm 55:21. " ♰ˎˊ˗
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// HERE'S THE BLOG BTW THAT YALL ALREADY FOUND. I DIDNT PROMOTE IT BC I WAS STILL WORKING ON IT
I have an idea on how you could make Vick’s life 10x worse
🦴 # ゛... I'm listening. 𓏼
// kicks the dust i wanna make an angelica blog bc i love her to death
considering that Vega doesn’t seem like the kind of person to admit to wanting to kiss, they definitely meant it! Even though you two were already dating, you should definitely take a shot!
💞Cupid!anon
🦴 # ゛I will later. 𓏼
[his bitchass lying]

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how do you feel after being a Maine coon cat
🦴 # ゛I love Maine Coons, they're pretty. 𓏼
Did you hear about how the crowd made Vick nearly cry on-stage earlier??
🦴 # ゛I find that extremely hard to believe... What'd they make him cry over? 𓏼
do you think that Vega actually wants to make out with you or were they just saying that
🦴 # ゛If they said yes, I'm taking it as a yes. 𓏼
-normal au-
It’s almost been a year and a few months since Vega and Bones started dating, and they already moved in together. The house wasn’t huge or fancy, but at least the two had a small corner in the living room to put up the Christmas tree! Although neither of them were too into Christmas, something that Vega would never admit is that they loved spending time with Bones while actively doing something. In this case, decorating the tree.
Vega leaned back onto the couch and dug into the box of shared ordainments while Bones made sure to place each layer of the tree was properly placed on top of each other and the plastic of the branches were covering all of the open space in between other branches. Their gaze shifted over to see how he was doing in an uncomfortable silence, the admiration was practically radiating off of him with a loving gaze. Vega knew that she should just focus, but her gaze kept lingering on him with a gentle smile.
-🔭 @paran0idcosmol0gist
(Screams and runs away because this has been in my notes app since November)
[Bones was incredibly diligent with his work. He carefully spaced the tree's limbs to cover spaces or holes but left enough room for the lights to stand on. Of course they had one of those fake trees, but Bones insisted that they get a green one even if he was eyeing the white ones the whole time. The green added a nice pop of color into the area. Once he was satisfied with the tree, he took a step back to check for anything left unattended to. He stepped forward, fixed something small, and stepped back again. He repeated this process until he was happy with it, and his hands flapped out beside him. (He'd swear up and down it wasn't stimming, but it was obvious it was).]
[He finally calmed down and took a deep breath. Now, he needed to put the lights on it and hoped his little spacing would leave enough room to do so. He held his hand out behind him and gestured for Vega to give him the lights. When she didn't, he turned around and tilted his head at her. He was quite oblivious to her admiration but not to her blatant staring.]
🦴 # ゛Helloooo, earth to Vega? 𓏼
[He waved a hand in front of her face. Once she was snapped out of her trance, Bones just laughed playfully. He leans back up and takes a step back and to the side. He gestures back to the lights.]
🦴 # ゛I need the lights, babe. 𓏼
Vega didn’t really notice the way she was lovingly staring at him, but she wasn’t expecting the way he was asking for the lights. It’s not like she really noticed, she was watching the way he shook his head to get the hair away from his face so he could focus, the way he flapped his arms because he was comfortable stimming now, all of it. But the sudden call of his voice made Vega suddenly jolt up with her cheek leaving the hand it was leaning against. They suddenly looked around a few times before spotting the string lights next to them on the couch.
× 、: ☆・" my bad.. "
It took a minute to actually get the lights from them, but they still ended up picking up the tangled mess to bring back towards both the tree and Bones. It was something simple, but she did feel flustered in embarrassment from it all. Zoning out while staring at him, not realizing that they wanted the lights, being called ‘babe’, all of it.
[Bones could only let out a soft laugh as Vega was taken out of her trance. As he took the string of lights from her hand, he leaned down to kiss her cheek. It was an impulsive action and quite unexpected coming from him. He wasn't one for frivolous actions, but Vega brought out a part in him he never knew he had: A calm version of himself, one that could settle and wasn't scared of love. Despite his newer self, he did get flustered by his own action. It seems he didn't expect it of himself.]
[He took a step back without a word and began working the lights around the tree. He hadn't even thought of the fact they might not work and that he should probably test them first. He worked strangely quick wrapping the lights through the line he laid for them. Of course, his swiftness always seemed to backfire on him as he then keenly cleared it up to look neater. He stepped back, looking at a particular section of the light, and tilted his head.]
🦴 # ゛Do those look straight? 𓏼
[He was honestly just muttering to himself, but he was loud enough for Vega to hear. He also wanted a second opinion on it even if his second opinion wasn't as perfectionist as he was.]
Vega slightly jerked back from the kiss being placed gently on her cheek. Not from a state of being uncomfortable, but she knew that Bones wasn’t really the kind of guy to do that out of the blue. But honestly? She wasn’t against it at all. Even seeing the flustered expression on his face as well, it made her chest tighten and her stomach feel like it was fluttering. Even then, that feeling was the only thing they could really focus on as Bones continued to work on the tree.
They knew that they should probably help more, Bones had already put the fake tree together and was now fixing all of the lights on it, but maybe the best thing to do would be reassure him. Vega knew that Bones wasn’t quite the perfectionist when it came to decorating things but even so everything he did and made was amazing. Bones didn’t see what Vega saw, but she just wished he could.
× 、: ☆・" it looks amazing, dear. You don’t have to worry about making it look perfect because everything you do is perfect anyways. "
…okay. Maybe that sounded a bit too honest in a corny way, but Vega didn’t really care anymore. Instead, they just slightly leaned up just enough to rest their head on his shoulder from behind. Vega wasn’t too much shorter than him, but their chin just barely reached their shoulder which did make all of this a bit more embarrassing than it already was.
[Bones looked over at his shoulder as Vega spoke. He raised a brow at her corny words and then at how she rested against him. He wrapped an arm around her waist as much as he could. Her words were so obviously corny, and it made Bones laugh. He understood the sentiment and appreciated it, but he couldn't stifle the laugh that came from him. His eyes always closed when he laughed, genuinely laughed. It also made his dimples more visible which weren't as apparent when he was expressionless or being a cocky bastard.]
🦴 # ゛Whatever you say, cornball. 𓏼
[He spoke affectionately. He always called Vega out on her corniness. He laid his head on top of hers gently. He stared at the tree. It wasn't entirely perfect and definitely not up to par with his usual standards, but for right now, it looked amazing as long as Vega said so. He even found the little imperfections beautiful.]
The sound of his laughter wasn’t something that ever went unnoticed by Vega. If you asked them, they’d say that his laugh was one of the best sounds in the world. Honestly? They weren’t wrong. Bones has one of the most gorgeous laughs that she had ever heard. So maybe, there was a reason as to why they said so many stupid things.
Feeling his head lean against hers was something that made her smile a bit more than seeing the tree decorated in the lights. Even his smile, his dimples made her smile. She wasn’t that hard to fluster even if it wasn’t intentional.
× 、: ☆・" no “I love you”? "
[Bones rolled his eyes playfully. He wasn't surprised at Vega's response honestly, it's probably what she expected from him. He leaned his head up from her and kissed her temple. Another sweet unexpected gesture from him. His head laid against hers again. His arm untethered itself from her waist. His gaze shifted to her or as much as he could see of her.]
🦴 # ゛I love you and you know that. 𓏼
[He said with playful annoyance. He hopes that Vega does know how much he loves her. They seemed to have traded admiration as he stared down at her. His gaze was soft and gentle like as if she were a fragile doll, and his gaze was a knife. He was in awe at her features. He'd always taken notice of the little details on her face, they were somehow the most beautiful array of features he'd ever seen, and it left him speechless every time.]
The feeling of the tender kiss was definitely something that Vega wasn’t going to get used to anytime soon. Especially the amount of times Bones had kissed her in the past few minutes. It was only twice now, but it was still something that surprised her a bit more than it should. Though, something they were never good at was accepting that kind of affection no matter how much it was shown.
× 、: ☆・" I love you too. "
They glanced up at him once he stated a response, just to see him staring at them the same way that Vega had been looking at them earlier. Really, they loved looking at him or even feeling his gaze. Maybe they did feel a bit embarrassed considering that Vega did have some noticeable pimples that he could probably notice, but that feeling was pushed down in commendation of his sharp yet gentle gaze.
[Bones snapped out of his loving gaze when Vega spoke up again. He turned his head away to hide the blush spreading across his cheeks. Somehow, in these sweet, somber moments, he was so easily flustered which only made him embarrassed of himself. His now free hand coming up to cover his face as much as possible. He attempts to calm himself quickly down by changing the subject. He clears his throat and points to the box of ornaments.]
🦴 # ゛I assume you don't want a bare tree. 𓏼
[He waits until Vega lifts herself off his shoulder before he walks over to the bucket full of nothing but christmas tree decorations. There was a whole section inside of a box that Bones took out first that was mercury ornaments. He set them aside. The rest he gestured to Vega to grab and starts placing.]
-normal au-
It’s almost been a year and a few months since Vega and Bones started dating, and they already moved in together. The house wasn’t huge or fancy, but at least the two had a small corner in the living room to put up the Christmas tree! Although neither of them were too into Christmas, something that Vega would never admit is that they loved spending time with Bones while actively doing something. In this case, decorating the tree.
Vega leaned back onto the couch and dug into the box of shared ordainments while Bones made sure to place each layer of the tree was properly placed on top of each other and the plastic of the branches were covering all of the open space in between other branches. Their gaze shifted over to see how he was doing in an uncomfortable silence, the admiration was practically radiating off of him with a loving gaze. Vega knew that she should just focus, but her gaze kept lingering on him with a gentle smile.
-🔭 @paran0idcosmol0gist
(Screams and runs away because this has been in my notes app since November)
[Bones was incredibly diligent with his work. He carefully spaced the tree's limbs to cover spaces or holes but left enough room for the lights to stand on. Of course they had one of those fake trees, but Bones insisted that they get a green one even if he was eyeing the white ones the whole time. The green added a nice pop of color into the area. Once he was satisfied with the tree, he took a step back to check for anything left unattended to. He stepped forward, fixed something small, and stepped back again. He repeated this process until he was happy with it, and his hands flapped out beside him. (He'd swear up and down it wasn't stimming, but it was obvious it was).]
[He finally calmed down and took a deep breath. Now, he needed to put the lights on it and hoped his little spacing would leave enough room to do so. He held his hand out behind him and gestured for Vega to give him the lights. When she didn't, he turned around and tilted his head at her. He was quite oblivious to her admiration but not to her blatant staring.]
🦴 # ゛Helloooo, earth to Vega? 𓏼
[He waved a hand in front of her face. Once she was snapped out of her trance, Bones just laughed playfully. He leans back up and takes a step back and to the side. He gestures back to the lights.]
🦴 # ゛I need the lights, babe. 𓏼
Vega didn’t really notice the way she was lovingly staring at him, but she wasn’t expecting the way he was asking for the lights. It’s not like she really noticed, she was watching the way he shook his head to get the hair away from his face so he could focus, the way he flapped his arms because he was comfortable stimming now, all of it. But the sudden call of his voice made Vega suddenly jolt up with her cheek leaving the hand it was leaning against. They suddenly looked around a few times before spotting the string lights next to them on the couch.
× 、: ☆・" my bad.. "
It took a minute to actually get the lights from them, but they still ended up picking up the tangled mess to bring back towards both the tree and Bones. It was something simple, but she did feel flustered in embarrassment from it all. Zoning out while staring at him, not realizing that they wanted the lights, being called ‘babe’, all of it.
[Bones could only let out a soft laugh as Vega was taken out of her trance. As he took the string of lights from her hand, he leaned down to kiss her cheek. It was an impulsive action and quite unexpected coming from him. He wasn't one for frivolous actions, but Vega brought out a part in him he never knew he had: A calm version of himself, one that could settle and wasn't scared of love. Despite his newer self, he did get flustered by his own action. It seems he didn't expect it of himself.]
[He took a step back without a word and began working the lights around the tree. He hadn't even thought of the fact they might not work and that he should probably test them first. He worked strangely quick wrapping the lights through the line he laid for them. Of course, his swiftness always seemed to backfire on him as he then keenly cleared it up to look neater. He stepped back, looking at a particular section of the light, and tilted his head.]
🦴 # ゛Do those look straight? 𓏼
[He was honestly just muttering to himself, but he was loud enough for Vega to hear. He also wanted a second opinion on it even if his second opinion wasn't as perfectionist as he was.]
Vega slightly jerked back from the kiss being placed gently on her cheek. Not from a state of being uncomfortable, but she knew that Bones wasn’t really the kind of guy to do that out of the blue. But honestly? She wasn’t against it at all. Even seeing the flustered expression on his face as well, it made her chest tighten and her stomach feel like it was fluttering. Even then, that feeling was the only thing they could really focus on as Bones continued to work on the tree.
They knew that they should probably help more, Bones had already put the fake tree together and was now fixing all of the lights on it, but maybe the best thing to do would be reassure him. Vega knew that Bones wasn’t quite the perfectionist when it came to decorating things but even so everything he did and made was amazing. Bones didn’t see what Vega saw, but she just wished he could.
× 、: ☆・" it looks amazing, dear. You don’t have to worry about making it look perfect because everything you do is perfect anyways. "
…okay. Maybe that sounded a bit too honest in a corny way, but Vega didn’t really care anymore. Instead, they just slightly leaned up just enough to rest their head on his shoulder from behind. Vega wasn’t too much shorter than him, but their chin just barely reached their shoulder which did make all of this a bit more embarrassing than it already was.
[Bones looked over at his shoulder as Vega spoke. He raised a brow at her corny words and then at how she rested against him. He wrapped an arm around her waist as much as he could. Her words were so obviously corny, and it made Bones laugh. He understood the sentiment and appreciated it, but he couldn't stifle the laugh that came from him. His eyes always closed when he laughed, genuinely laughed. It also made his dimples more visible which weren't as apparent when he was expressionless or being a cocky bastard.]
🦴 # ゛Whatever you say, cornball. 𓏼
[He spoke affectionately. He always called Vega out on her corniness. He laid his head on top of hers gently. He stared at the tree. It wasn't entirely perfect and definitely not up to par with his usual standards, but for right now, it looked amazing as long as Vega said so. He even found the little imperfections beautiful.]
The sound of his laughter wasn’t something that ever went unnoticed by Vega. If you asked them, they’d say that his laugh was one of the best sounds in the world. Honestly? They weren’t wrong. Bones has one of the most gorgeous laughs that she had ever heard. So maybe, there was a reason as to why they said so many stupid things.
Feeling his head lean against hers was something that made her smile a bit more than seeing the tree decorated in the lights. Even his smile, his dimples made her smile. She wasn’t that hard to fluster even if it wasn’t intentional.
× 、: ☆・" no “I love you”? "
[Bones rolled his eyes playfully. He wasn't surprised at Vega's response honestly, it's probably what she expected from him. He leaned his head up from her and kissed her temple. Another sweet unexpected gesture from him. His head laid against hers again. His arm untethered itself from her waist. His gaze shifted to her or as much as he could see of her.]
🦴 # ゛I love you and you know that. 𓏼
[He said with playful annoyance. He hopes that Vega does know how much he loves her. They seemed to have traded admiration as he stared down at her. His gaze was soft and gentle like as if she were a fragile doll, and his gaze was a knife. He was in awe at her features. He'd always taken notice of the little details on her face, they were somehow the most beautiful array of features he'd ever seen, and it left him speechless every time.]

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-normal au-
It’s almost been a year and a few months since Vega and Bones started dating, and they already moved in together. The house wasn’t huge or fancy, but at least the two had a small corner in the living room to put up the Christmas tree! Although neither of them were too into Christmas, something that Vega would never admit is that they loved spending time with Bones while actively doing something. In this case, decorating the tree.
Vega leaned back onto the couch and dug into the box of shared ordainments while Bones made sure to place each layer of the tree was properly placed on top of each other and the plastic of the branches were covering all of the open space in between other branches. Their gaze shifted over to see how he was doing in an uncomfortable silence, the admiration was practically radiating off of him with a loving gaze. Vega knew that she should just focus, but her gaze kept lingering on him with a gentle smile.
-🔭 @paran0idcosmol0gist
(Screams and runs away because this has been in my notes app since November)
[Bones was incredibly diligent with his work. He carefully spaced the tree's limbs to cover spaces or holes but left enough room for the lights to stand on. Of course they had one of those fake trees, but Bones insisted that they get a green one even if he was eyeing the white ones the whole time. The green added a nice pop of color into the area. Once he was satisfied with the tree, he took a step back to check for anything left unattended to. He stepped forward, fixed something small, and stepped back again. He repeated this process until he was happy with it, and his hands flapped out beside him. (He'd swear up and down it wasn't stimming, but it was obvious it was).]
[He finally calmed down and took a deep breath. Now, he needed to put the lights on it and hoped his little spacing would leave enough room to do so. He held his hand out behind him and gestured for Vega to give him the lights. When she didn't, he turned around and tilted his head at her. He was quite oblivious to her admiration but not to her blatant staring.]
🦴 # ゛Helloooo, earth to Vega? 𓏼
[He waved a hand in front of her face. Once she was snapped out of her trance, Bones just laughed playfully. He leans back up and takes a step back and to the side. He gestures back to the lights.]
🦴 # ゛I need the lights, babe. 𓏼
Vega didn’t really notice the way she was lovingly staring at him, but she wasn’t expecting the way he was asking for the lights. It’s not like she really noticed, she was watching the way he shook his head to get the hair away from his face so he could focus, the way he flapped his arms because he was comfortable stimming now, all of it. But the sudden call of his voice made Vega suddenly jolt up with her cheek leaving the hand it was leaning against. They suddenly looked around a few times before spotting the string lights next to them on the couch.
× 、: ☆・" my bad.. "
It took a minute to actually get the lights from them, but they still ended up picking up the tangled mess to bring back towards both the tree and Bones. It was something simple, but she did feel flustered in embarrassment from it all. Zoning out while staring at him, not realizing that they wanted the lights, being called ‘babe’, all of it.
[Bones could only let out a soft laugh as Vega was taken out of her trance. As he took the string of lights from her hand, he leaned down to kiss her cheek. It was an impulsive action and quite unexpected coming from him. He wasn't one for frivolous actions, but Vega brought out a part in him he never knew he had: A calm version of himself, one that could settle and wasn't scared of love. Despite his newer self, he did get flustered by his own action. It seems he didn't expect it of himself.]
[He took a step back without a word and began working the lights around the tree. He hadn't even thought of the fact they might not work and that he should probably test them first. He worked strangely quick wrapping the lights through the line he laid for them. Of course, his swiftness always seemed to backfire on him as he then keenly cleared it up to look neater. He stepped back, looking at a particular section of the light, and tilted his head.]
🦴 # ゛Do those look straight? 𓏼
[He was honestly just muttering to himself, but he was loud enough for Vega to hear. He also wanted a second opinion on it even if his second opinion wasn't as perfectionist as he was.]
Vega slightly jerked back from the kiss being placed gently on her cheek. Not from a state of being uncomfortable, but she knew that Bones wasn’t really the kind of guy to do that out of the blue. But honestly? She wasn’t against it at all. Even seeing the flustered expression on his face as well, it made her chest tighten and her stomach feel like it was fluttering. Even then, that feeling was the only thing they could really focus on as Bones continued to work on the tree.
They knew that they should probably help more, Bones had already put the fake tree together and was now fixing all of the lights on it, but maybe the best thing to do would be reassure him. Vega knew that Bones wasn’t quite the perfectionist when it came to decorating things but even so everything he did and made was amazing. Bones didn’t see what Vega saw, but she just wished he could.
× 、: ☆・" it looks amazing, dear. You don’t have to worry about making it look perfect because everything you do is perfect anyways. "
…okay. Maybe that sounded a bit too honest in a corny way, but Vega didn’t really care anymore. Instead, they just slightly leaned up just enough to rest their head on his shoulder from behind. Vega wasn’t too much shorter than him, but their chin just barely reached their shoulder which did make all of this a bit more embarrassing than it already was.
[Bones looked over at his shoulder as Vega spoke. He raised a brow at her corny words and then at how she rested against him. He wrapped an arm around her waist as much as he could. Her words were so obviously corny, and it made Bones laugh. He understood the sentiment and appreciated it, but he couldn't stifle the laugh that came from him. His eyes always closed when he laughed, genuinely laughed. It also made his dimples more visible which weren't as apparent when he was expressionless or being a cocky bastard.]
🦴 # ゛Whatever you say, cornball. 𓏼
[He spoke affectionately. He always called Vega out on her corniness. He laid his head on top of hers gently. He stared at the tree. It wasn't entirely perfect and definitely not up to par with his usual standards, but for right now, it looked amazing as long as Vega said so. He even found the little imperfections beautiful.]
[Weight-scales felt like a torture device. Bones felt as if they were only there to make fun of him. He had put on considerable weight since his alcohol addiction. He hated the liquid and really should put it away, but there wasn't much else he could drown his mind in. It came as no surprise to Bones when a scale suddenly found itself in his bathroom. He didn't have a clue where it came from, but he knew what it was there for.]
[The first time it showed up, Bones only stared at it. He was already dressed and his metal dangles and spikes would probably add considerable weight, so he left it alone. He avoided it for one or two days like that. He didn't want to see what the scale read since he hadn't been keeping track of how much he was drinking. He had an idea of how much he ate in a day since he rarely eats, but the thought of it made his skin crawl. In those few days he didn't touch the scale, he ceased eating entirely. This didn't go unnoticed by the people closest to him, but he always laughed it off, saying he "ate earlier" or would "eat later", yet no one ever saw him take a bite of anything.]
[Those memories ran wild inside his head. Would it be enough? To not eat for two days and pace around like a madman. There wasn't any gym equipment so it was hard to work out. Would it offset his laziness, his carelessness? He was pacing in the bathroom with the door locked. His jacket was thrown to the side and so were his pants. He eventually stared into the mirror and took his shirt off. He didn't seem to look any different, maybe a few pounds skinnier. His collarbone and rib bones were still entirely visible, but his stomach wasn't as flat. His eyes didn't dare to travel down. He gagged at the sight and stepped back. He put a hand over his mouth as he backed up to the wall.]
[Bones knew he'd been careless but not that careless. Tears began to stream down his face and he bit his hand to stifle his sobs. His free arm wrapped around his stomach. He clawed at the skin, desperate to rip it off. This wasn't right, this wasn't him. He'd worked so hard to achieve the body he'd finally gotten, and now it was all down the drain. He looked over at the scale, scared, desperate for solace that it wouldn't give. He slowly stepped onto it. He watched the number climb slowly. The number was blurred through his tears. Eventually, the number settled. The number wasn't as high as he expected, but it wasn't what he was hoping for.]
[The numbing cold floor brought no solace to him either as he slumped down onto it beside the scale. The tears continued to flow down his face like a river. He clawed at the skin on his stomach as if trying to rip the fat away. He began to tear away at his skin causing him to bleed. All the while that one number played in his mind. He couldn't bring himself to think of anything else, not even to berate himself for being careless. He leaned his head back and hit the wall. The subtle pain strummed itself throughout his head. He stared at the light above him. He'd stop eating. He had to stop.]