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I may have rediscovered the whole Slenderman variants rabbit hole after browsing through Pinterest... so here... have this goofy guy for 616 (AKA the "Original Number of the Beast") day.
To be honest, I forgot Splendy existed for what feels like years, but that I've gotten to see more of this guy, I can see the appeal behind him. In a world where tall tentacled terrors might just kill you, want to get into your pants, or berate you for wearing crocs, having a character that should by all means be an evil ass clown actually be a guy that genuinely wants you to be happy is a nice addition. If this guy randomly showed up in my yard, I'd probably give him at least one hug for making my day at least a teeny bit better.
I was so royally pissed off by how long it took to finally move my OpenUTAU collection to another directory that I killed Macne Nana and replaced her with Gahata Meiji 😈
Idk if I'll actually use her in a song, but yay, I'm testing out DiffSinger voicebanks for once!
I JUST WANTED TO MOVE OPENUTAU TO A DIFFERENT DIRECTORY WHYYYY 💔
(Context: I uhh accidentally deleted OpenUtau because I was trying to clear up space on OneDrive because OneDrive was causing issues with the program, but the only way to fix those issues was to restore the program and then move it to a different directory where it wouldn't be backed up again)
Another addition to my Bunker Crew AU! I ended up getting an idea for Halfy having a little brother... here's what he looks like. He isn't directly involved with The HQ like Halfy is as he instead works at an arcade, but he still shows up at The HQ pretty often to check up on his big (both literally and figuratively) sister!
Some fun facts about him (Click "Keep reading") to read:
Charm isn't a full brother of Halfy. Instead, the two are half-siblings, having the same mother but different fathers. However, Charm and Halfy's dads were themselves siblings, so their relationship isn't as distant as it seems. And yes, this does mean that Charmy is also not a full-blood Civilian, just like with Halfy.
The arcade that Charm works at is pretty big, featuring a playground, a small restaurant, a fountain, a café, and even a bowling alley. He's pretty well-liked there, as his friendly aura and charisma help out a lot in settling fights.
Charm's vision is quite different from that of a regular civilian. Besides his eyes being grey, he has very strong color vision. Scenes at night look remarkably vivid to him to the point that daytime and nighttime don't even seem that different from his point of view. However, this comes at the cost of his vision being VERY sensitive to direct sunlight, thus requiring him to wear shades during daytime. At least his retinas (and other parts of his ocular anatomy) can regenerate...
Charm is indeed gay. He's only romantically and/or sexually interested in men. He does get along well with other genders too, though.
Unlike with Halfy, who has hair that doubles as tentacles, Charm instead gets proper tentacles that pop out from between his shoulder blades. However, these tentacles are hidden under his clothes, instead peeking out from his sleeves or from under his shirt (which makes it look more like a tail).
Charm is rarely ever sad. He is noted for having a positive and optimistic outlook on life, as well as being good at thinking up alternative approaches when something ruins a plan.
Charm is pretty lost in the aesthetics of the 1980s and 1990s, if his love of bright colors and cool shades didn't give it away. He's also noted for not really "acting his age"- he's sometimes been mistaken for a teenager.
Charm got his nickname for being, well, charming. Something about being around him can lift one's mood up just even a little bit. He used to be nicknamed Charlie in his youth instead, but he didn't like the nickname, viewing it as infantilizing.
Charm can speak both English and French, just like his sister Halfy.
Charm's birthdate is December 24th, making him a Christmas Eve baby. Due to this, Christmas is his favorite time of the year... and his father's favorite time of the year as well.
Charm could care less that he is noticeably fat (and has been since his teens). He could not care less about being short either (unlike Halfy, he takes after his mom in terms of height).
Charm can breakdance and even perform the splits with no issue. He tried to teach Halfy and Jean (a cousin of his) how to do the same, but they both regretted it (and may have cracked a bone or two).
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Macne Nana is one of those voicebanks that's just kind of been forgotten and hardly gets new notable originals over the years, but it turns out someone had recreated one of her UTAU voicebanks (which is bit surprising since Macne Nana's UTAU voicebanks are no longer in distribution), so who knows, I might use her in a song one day.
I had mentioned in my reference image for Halfy that she's friends with Raigken in the Bunker Crew AU, so I thought I'd draw Raigken and show them hanging out with Halfy for once.
If you're curious about how Raigken fits into the Bunker Crew AU lore, they are a robot that was created to be a simulacrum of Harken's capabilities in order to try to better understand Harken after she escaped her abduction onto Earth. Raigken was never told they were effectively a robot clone of Harken, but they were considered a successful experiment due to being able to replicate Harken's powers (such as light beams/weapons) and properties (such as being able to easily support their weight despite being over 2.5 meters tall), but experiments were later discontinued on them when someone annoyed the hell of them, which lead to them flinging into a rage and causing multiple deaths (this would end up being Raigken's namesake in-universe, as someone thought their behavior was not too different from that of a "rage comic" character). It turned out that Raigken didn't have the best emotional management; their emotions tended to be all of nothing, flinging between feeling almost nothing and feeling very, very strongly (especially when it comes to anger). After being discontinued as a government experiment, they'd end up as property of The HQ, who thought that assigning Raigken to menial office labor would help teach them discipline. Strangely, this plan worked out, and Raigken is a valued individual in the HQ, being useful for carrying heavy things around and providing someone to lean on when things get tough.
Since Raigken is legally considered property of The HQ and has no proper home, they've pretty much been living in The HQ ever since. Raigken's existence hasn't been a lonely one, though, as they've found friendships among The HQ's employees, most notable Henriette "Halfy" Bouquiniste. Halfy struggles to get along with most Civilians, but Raigken seems to have been a friendship at first sight, and Halfy came to value their company when doing tasks around The HQ. Many others wonder what Halfy sees in them, but Halfy personally thinks she's drawn to Raigken because their tall stature, blood-red tie, monochromatic dress style, and immense strength remind her of her father. Raigken might not quite give "father figure" vibes, and they definitely don't have that same stoical air that Halfy's father has, but at least they're a valuable ally to have when you're lost in your work.
What a way to celebrate my only sorta popular original song's 2nd anniversary... by puking all over my computer screen (silly)
Though... to be real... I've gotten WEIRDLY obsessed with this kind of filtering over the years. It looks like crappy rainbow slop, but Troy Andrews would very much be into that kind of stuff ^▽^
So uhh... the CVVC version of Famica Nesmi was found to have a mistake where there was no OTOing for the VCV connection "a お". However, this has been fixed, the download for the voicebank on the Internet Archive has been changed to reflect it! I recommend that you re-download the voicebank from there if you already have downloaded it.
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Famica Nesmi's Neocities page has been updated to reflect Famica Nesmi's CVVC voicebank now being available. The Neocities page does provide a link for downloading the voicebank, though if you're too lazy to go there, you can also just go here instead: https://archive.org/details/famica-nesmi-cvvc-v-2.0
Hopefully you enjoy the new voicebank! I'm quite proud of what I got with it!
I managed to finish up OTOing Famica Nesmi's Masc voice color (it was pretty easy because I was able to figure out how to copy Famica Nesmi's standard OTOing to a new OTO file, and then I only had to make a few adjustments for it to fit Famica Nesmi's Masc voice color because of the optimizations I made to both of their audio files), and after some testing, it will be ready for release soon! You can hear Famica Nesmi sing with the EN to JA mode in this demo, and with some adjustments, their English pronunciation is somewhat better compared to their CV version!
I'll provide where to find Famica Nesmi's CVVC voicebank once it's been zipped up and uploaded.
Another Famica Nesmi Voicebank is in Development...
I was originally just planning on updating Famica Nesmi's CV voicebank, but I decided instead on making a different kind of update: updating them from CV to CVVC! I had originally teased that this voicebank was in development on my Neocities page, but now that I've gotten more work finished on it, I can show off how it sounds at the moment! This CVVC voicebank intends to add additional consonant sounds endings and beginnings, along with different vowel sound endings and a breath sound, to allow for more variety to Famica Nesmi's singing and allow for better handling of English phonetics in EN to JA mode. This voicebank is only about halfway complete as its Masc voice color hasn't had its OTO file made yet, but hopefully I'll be able to show that off in the future since that voice color's audio data is already completed! This CVVC version also has had its audio cleaned up compared to the CV version, reducing some unwanted noisiness in some of the voicebank's data.
I wanted to make an image explaining how Percy and Pursuer (who are the same guy) connect to each other in terms of morphology because it's not really something I've really showed off in full (though I did hint at it in the music video for PURSUE). The Bunker Crew AU (which Percy exists in) has gone through some revisions even ever since I first designed Percy, so this is the most up-to-date explanation.
(Click "keep reading" for explanation:)
In the Bunker Crew AU, Pursuer is able to assume the form of a Civilian (Civilians are almost identical to humans and fill the role of humans in their world, with the biggest difference to them and humans like those in real life is that some have a natural affinity for magic, whether they know it or not). It's not something Pursuer was always able to do, but it is a natural extension of the skeletal manipulation abilities that all Pursuers have. Normally, a Pursuer's control over its own skeletal system is really only useful for things like squeezing into tight spaces and triggering their invisibility, but due to a certain incident, this specific Pursuer has now extended that control to their muscular system, skin, and even internal organs. With this level of fine control over their own anatomy, Pursuer can go from being a tall, fearsome beast... to being just like any other Civilian you could meat- I mean meet!
Well, it's not really a perfect transformation. His eyes, hair, and nails are still accented with that distinctive green pigment that male Pursuers produce, and you'd definitely notice something off if you were to pry him open and see his innards. He also has pink blood (this isn't accurate to his depiction in the Die of Death game where everyone has red blood, but whatever, I think it looks funny), and while it does look red when fresh if it comes out of his body while he's Percy, but it does turn pinkish as it rusts. Besides that, the main issue Percy has to deal with like this is that maintaining extreme alterations to his body requires him to remain full and sane. It's not as easy as it looks; he can't just survive off store-brought food, he has to still eat "fresh meat" (i.e. the meat of a freshly killed being), or else he'll slowly have his sanity consumed by hunger, and if he doesn't have any fresh meat for over 8 days, he won't be able to maintain his Civilian form at all and will go back to being Pursuer until he can be full again. While Percy hasn't yet been observed showing that big of a range of emotion, it might be best that he doesn't truly get mad (outside of being "hangry") that often, as it's suspected that if he royally pissed off or was put into a big enough state of acute stress, he would be forced to change back as well. Currently, the Bunker Crew doesn't fully understand why this anatomical manipulation ability only work correctly when Percy's "sober" unlike with his natal abilities, though if Bhut "Ghost" Jolokia had any guesses, he thinks that this ability is specifically fueled by the inherit "life force" that all creatures produce while alive and is quickly lost within hours upon death, but it's just a hypothesis.
And yes, this anatomical manipulation ability does have some horrific implications, both for Percy themself and the people around them. In order for Pursuer to go from his natural height to being a relatively normal-sized human, he has to compress his bones, muscles, and organs into a relatively tight amount of space, as well as shrink his skin a bit. Granted, the tightness fades away after a while as the body parts adjust to their new shape and size, but it does mean that his bones stretch out and his skin and muscles do tend to tear somewhat in order to turn back into Pursuer. This doesn't actually cause him much physical pain (he finds the pain to be more emotional since the change from Percy to Pursuer is usually triggered by him being driven mad by hunger), but it would look and sound VERY gross and disturbing to an outside Civilian observer. Now for why the others around him would be concerned, Bhut theorizes that Pursuer's newfound control over pretty much any aspect of his anatomy could extend beyond transforming into Percy... if he figured that out and knew how to control his form even better. He could become pretty much anyone and anything similar enough to himself in anatomy and size- other Pursuers, other Civilians, you name it. The only issues saving Pursuer from being able to become a god with this kind of power is that Pursuer wouldn't be able to replicate powers beyond those given by a form's morphology (such as extra limbs), and while changes in brain structure and hormonal levels could trigger changes to Pursuer's personality to suit the form he's in, he wouldn't be able to copy another being's memories with his power.
What the hell is this... who is this diva??? No seriously who is this... I don't know...
...Uhh anyways... since I drew MeQuot as a princess... I decided to follow that up by making Devesto into a queen. I'm gonna be frank... it was pretty hard to translate Devesto's iconic features (at least in the why I draw him) onto a design like this without him not looking like Devesto. He's got to keep his tall, beefy build and thick eyebrows, else it is NOT Devesto.
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I wasn't happy with my initial costume design for Carol, I decided to change some details of the outfit, such as ditching the belt, replacing the armbands with cross symbols on her sleeves, and giving the black parts of her outfit a more rubbery texture. She also has visible pupils now, yay! I think she looks a better like this.