Dead is Alive

Hmm, i'm not really sure. They didn't like each other that much at that point, so I feel Dead probably would have felt some sort of relief if he found Euro's body like that. But, I don't think he would have went so far as to take pictures of it.

A lot of people I've talked to think that his hair looks greasy. I think it wasn't extremely greasy, but to be honest in some pictures it does look as if he didn't wash it for a few days. Not all pictures look like that, but it's really evident in some.

I can understand that you relate to him, many people do. It’s alright to look up to him.

But I will tell you this. Don’t try to force yourself to become like him. Even though many admire him, I think we can all agree that his life was not a good life. He was a depressed individual. Don’t allow yourself to get to that state, please. Dreams are ok, but if you feel like it’s taking over your life or making your personality change, please seek help with someone.

I don't think he had. His father tried to get him to go to college for art to have a good life, so i'm sure that many people were aware that there were some underlining problems, but I don't think they knew it was that bad.

I edited the wording in this passage to make it more logical, it's from "Blod Eld Död" x (If anyone feels that I edited this wrong, let me know)

" But he gave some signs, little things that made me so surprised. In the letters he wrote often that it was too cold in this world and probably had a lot of feelings of it. That people were too cold." -Metalion

His family also had little contact with him, and during his funeral asked on how he got the gun, and wanting to know more information on everything.

Wording might be graphic for some people!

Euronymous moved things around before he took a picture of Dead, in order to make the picture look "cooler", and I think that included moving his jacket around in order to show more blood and gore. From Lords of Chaos page 49: " So he (Euronymous) went out and drove to the nearest store to buy a camera to take some pictures of him (Dead), and then he called the police." And also mentioned on Wikipedia, "Instead of calling the police, he went to a shop and bought a disposable camera with which he photographed the body, after re-arranging some items." x , x

It isn't really exactly where I heard it from (Although I think I have seen it somewhere, I just cannot find the link right now, sorry about that :/). But here's a link where I discussed his hair once: http://deadisalive.tumblr.com/post/51905356270/why-is-deads-hair-really-straight-in-some-photos-and (I assumed at first it was from styling, I no longer think that now).