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I need a recorder inside of my body, attached to my nervous system, simulators for the brain fog to so then I could be understood well

Thanks now I feel disgusting

Literally what am I doing wrong. I am not much different from other kids my grade yet I get treated so different. I have no idea what to do about it or how to fix it. I feel like I'm not allowed to feel any sort of joy or make any kind of mistakes and I just wake up every day wishing I was dead

People who follow you just to unfollow you after you follow back are the biggest performers alive

This seriously feels like my final summer like I am having trouble envisioning my future

The scale is up by 20 pounds and I feel like shooting myself. I wanted to lose the weight before now I will have to lose the weight I already fucking lost. Just kill me. I would kill to be a girl who never struggled eating food and wasn't fat their whole entire fucking life. I am quitting dance because I hate how I look and I don't even want to get up in the morning

It’s frustrating how little people know me

My friends are forgetting me

Everyday is cleaning and looking at a glowing box or being yelled at I just want it to end. The times I do have fun I’m not doing enough

No one treats me like I deserve anything I wish I wasn’t here anymore. Life is just so repetitive and boring for me and it’s like I can’t live it either because of my brain or other people and it’s just going to get worse and worse