dumb/bitch.rants/

pale bitch+6 hours of unblocked beach time on a sunny day= excruciating pain on 95% of their body

as one does, i slept until the absolute last minute before i needed to be up and getting ready for the party i had to go to.

i almost decided to just stay home but luckily i did go because oh my god it was so fun.

i ended up dragging my boyfriend along because i was worried i wouldn't know anyone, as one does. turns out, i probably didn't need to because the people there were super chill and easy to get alone with. dont get me wrong, im glad i got to spend time with him but i probably need to stop using him as a crutch for social situations.

i got to hold some snakes, dope as fuck. got to swim, also dope.

but yeah.

it was a super fun day and i really enjoyed it.

as of right now, currently watching the office with my little brother and he'll probably sleep in my room tonight so woo.

in the spirit of diary-esque things, i think this entry should be about what i did today. 

so, first i had to go get a vaccination that i never ended up getting as a child because someone fucked up along the way and entered it into my chart without giving it to me. unfortunately, i never did contract hepatitis a, so i cannot sue anyone and live in luxury. 

following this, we finally found an opening in our oh-so-busy and important schedule (sarcasm), to finally go get my liscence after a wopping THREE YEARS of having my permit. and the kicker is, i finally get there after 3 fucking years, just to have FIFTY people ahead of me in line. so, we instead ditched out on that and ran some errands. 

errands which consisted of target and starbucks because basic. 

after i got home really all i did was be lazy as fuck and wish i was actually doing something with my life.

the family made dinner that my autism rendered me unable to consume, so i instead ate a large ass bowl of cereal and binged euphoria for way too long. 

i also havent taken my meds for three days because my mother has been obnoxiously on my ass about it, so i simply quit out of spite. 

im currently eating doritos and listening to the twilight soundtracks, and once i finish this entry i’ll most likely watch regular show into ungodly hours of the morning, sleep in until 2 and show up fashionably late to the party im expected at tomorrow. 

a party at which i will not engage in ‘shenanagins’ (drugs)... or so my mother thinks. 

the woman is so sus about the shit that i get up to but wont ever investigate so she can prove her suspicions?

idk theres not much she can do anyway, i’m turning 18 in 34 days. 

kk, i bid y’all goodnight or goodday or whatever the fuck.