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Hello! I have something in mind but I’ll need a while for it because I have two different WIPs and my master thesis to write atm 😭

Hihi 😽 Thank you so much for saying that oh me gewd! It's the same for me! I do enjoy smut, from time to time, but I do enjoy fics without it more most of the time! It's just a personal preference, but in combination with that, I am just horrible at writing even kissing scenes, so...smut is completely out of my range to write.

It will be coming! I am currently done with part one of "Nine and three-quarters" and a Niki-summer fic I am writing, because somehow finishing up "Do you think I am fragile" took all my joy and whimsy from writing, so I need something different for a second! But I guess by mid to end July it will be out! I've come to realise that TTU needs a lot more polishing than I originally thought...it's my fav from the original series and my writing was better than in DYTIF, but I still feel like the pacing is a bit meh and it's missing a part three, which will need much of my brain power.

And past these few days the heat here has been absolutely unbelievable! Honestly, with energy prices being so high, it feels like no one can afford proper conditioner anymore and unfortunately I live right under the roof. So I’ll just have to survive on ice packs and ice cream…

Anyway, I hope you have an amazing time in Korea (that’s like the last thing I’ve noticed so correct me if I’m wrong!), and I hope I’ll soon find the time to read your stories again. I do mourn sitting on a garden chair and just read whatever book I like.

Yours, 🪼!!

🪼-anon,

hello! Hihi!

Yes, the weather is insane. It has cooled down where I live, and for the next two weeks, it's back to spring weather, and I am freezing, which is great considering I am writing a summer fic right now... Girl, no one around me even owns an air conditioner. We are all surviving with fans if we have those, but yeah, I think melting is this year's only solution.

Omg, living under the roof is a kind of torture I wish no one. I did one summer in a room under the roof and moved out lmao.

I had a super amazing time! I spent so much money and time with my friends, it was crazy. I cried so much when I had to say goodbye, but I'll be seeing them next year, so it's all right. I did take amazing pictures, which I will show you under the divider-thingy!

I wish you much time and peace to go back to read fan fics when you probably should be doing other things. Amen.

Lots of love, Patty 🫶🏻

First of all, i don’t really feel like I’m in the right place to actually criticise your work, that truly wasn’t what i meant at all! I really, enjoy your stories, they’re really comforting.

I think the reason my experiences don’t fully match the mc is actually because i admire her a lot. Her confidence while being in a wheelchair? That’s something i look up to so much. Still, if you feel like a tiny peek into my dailylife could help you, I’d be more than happy to share! :-)

And just to say, I’ve only read the first part so far, and it felt like you were focusing more on her frustration about her injury rather than the actual mental aspect (which totally makes sense!). I’m not sure how it is in the later parts.

From my experience, ptsd follows you around all day. The trauma can come back in dreams, or be triggered by smells, places etc. There are times where i experience flashbacks, intrusive memories, and body reactions like panic attacks, shaking, sweating, fast breathing, and a racing heart. I have to deal with constant anxiety. The constant fear of relieving trauma can get so overwhelming that my whole nervous system shuts down and i just end up sinking into my bed and can’t get anything done. That is very annoying to say at least.

Sooo I don’t know if it’s just me, but sometimes it feels like i experience everything a bit more intensely than her…? Maybe it’s just my perspective though, I’m not really sure.

Anyway, I really hope this could help you a little bit, and please don’t feel bad!! You’re doing something really meaningful (to me) with your writing. I’ll definitely be reading the other parts too, I’m sure they’re going to be just as awesome. ☺️

~🪼

🪼- Anon, I am SO sorry! I started answering your ask and then didn't finish it up writing my answer, and the post got buried under my 383829 drafts...

Oh girl, I didn't take it as a critique, just feedback, which is desperately needed for improving anything one does!

I've already finished up the story and posted it, and I am an ass and idiot for doing so, but thank you so much for your offer. Knowing myself and the stories my head comes up with, there is a big chance I will get back to you sooner than later!

I hope you will have a great experience reading the fic when you find the time to do so! The later parts do focus on that as well as on, like you know, actually being triggered into a panic attack...I would love to read your commentary on that as well, hoping that it was accurate. Your comment about it following you around all day actually inspired me a bit to kinda include those to make her PTSD more realistic!

I am very sorry that you have to go through all that, though. It sounds horrible. I actually struggle a bit with putting feelings into words because I do the exact opposite and do not really feel and experience things very intensely, but it's something I am definitely working on!

Yes, it actually did help and I am glad you are thinking like that 🥺

😭😭💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥

I just saw I never published your ask from APRIL and I will answer that and your newest one tmr after work!! I promise!!

Oh yes i guess it is!! I really love that pic of Heeseung! For a long moment I wished I was 14 again and able to have my kpop men as my phone screen lmao! But I’m an adult now and sadly can’t pull up to the office and have a random Korean man on my phone 😩

I also do miss them. I hope they still have the time to hang out with each other even if shit has gone down…

since "To My First"and "DYTIF" are connected but in different timelines. It's so cute to know that Sunghoon's taking care of his Y/N but also leans on angst cuz it was already their college years. KNOWING SHE PAST OUT TOO, WE ALL KNOW WHAT HAPPENED.

On the other hand, in "To My first", Heeseung and his Y/N are fiance's in that timeline. IT'S SO CUTE KNOWING THAT THEY'RE GETTING MARRIED KMSSS AAAAAA FUCKING FLUFF

GURL

I wish ahah!! But, no 🙂‍↔️

TMF and DYTIF are in fact not connected and two different stories and timelines. Like no interconnections at all!

Buuuuuutttt!

The whole hockey series is connected! You’ve noticed one of the several things that hinted to connections to the others stories tho!

Maybe you can find the other ones as well! In case you feel like rereading the third part 😎