Edgyboy

"I will never leave you"

"You are the only one"

"I will never love another"

"I will never hate you"

I love you like a ghost loves warmth,

aching for a touch it can’t recall.

You smile for someone else,

and I rot behind my ribs, unseen.

Your name bleeds through my thoughts—

a wound that never learned to close.

Every night I bury myself again,

in dreams where you almost look at me.

I’m half-alive in your shadow,

breathing dust, whispering your name

to walls that never answer.

You gave your light to another soul,

and left me starving in the dark—

a ghost of a heartbeat,

dying quiet,

but still hoping you’ll hear it.

I wrote your name in blood and tears,

beneath the silence of my fears.

You haunt the corners of my mind,

a ghost I crave but can’t unwind.

You said “maybe” — and I stayed,

a fool who worships what decayed.

My heart’s a grave, my hope the knife,

carving your absence into life.

Every “almost” kills me slow,

you shine, I fade — you’ll never know.

Still I wait, in endless rain,