I feel like im letting you down pops
I feel like im failing you
Because you did a great job has a papa
Got 2 kids, thats are now independent good adults
You worked so hard at the same place for 46 years, being the leader of them, or the king like you like to say.
And now, you feel useless
You blame us
Us, your family
You blame us for your pain
I blame your childhood trauma
And i bit of narcissim
You feel useless
And probably scared
But
Now it's time discover who you are
And to be yourself
At 64 yo and as a cancer survivor
With a good soul and a good heart
With mental issues that your ego is not ready to accept
The love surrending you that you're to blind to see
The help we try to give, that you're to deaf to ear
The deep conversation that you're to numb to feel
I tried to help you
But i failed
