Returning

Today I decided to come onto tumblr and look ay my old page for the first time in years. Although it was crazy to read all my old stuff it really made me appreciate how far I've come. At the time things may seem hard and unfair, but everything happens for a reason. I couldn't be happier or more confident in who I am. I have a bright future ahead of me and I can't wait to see where it takes me.  <3

I'm slowly watching the broken pieces of my red balloon swiftly land on the ground. One by one they touch the dirt patches, soon to be covered by a blanket of soft winter snow. The balloon's air, finally released, races to freedom finding itself caught in winter's bitter breeze. Its finally gone, and as the fresh snow starts to fall I follow down the open the road. I admire what beauty can be found in every snowflake and am captivating by its melting sensation against my tongue. I take in the fresh air. I smile. I continue on down that road remaining in my drunken trance until I hear a crunch. I move my right foot to see a crushed leaf under my foot, and a new red balloon twice the size. I was awaken from my daydream. 

I never would have looked into the future and thought that this would be where we are today. I remember wondering in middle school where you would go to college. I was so excited to find out, I always thought you'd be so successful and go so far. Now here I am two years later, sitting in my college dorm, wondering what college you would have been at. Taylor, you are the most precious kind of person there is. Your gifts touched the lives of everyone you came into to contact with. You're a beautiful person on the inside and out and you've taught me so many important lessons which ill will carry with me forever. I'm so grateful I was able to spend the time with you i did. I love you so much, always have and always will. rest in peace beautiful. 

lets see how it goes, wish me luck!