A damaged fool says
This is a blog for extremely paranoid and depressive posts. This is a blog showcasing my decline in mental health and should not be used against me as I hallucinate and spiral.
I have no one supporting me emotionally and need a place to vomit all of my paranoia and other struggles with my mental state. Most to all post are nonsensical but full of extreme distress as I work through emotions.
They are not a depiction of me but of the daily pain and stress I'm constantly battling and facing alone. I'm suffering heavy anhedonia and apathy and get very dissociative and numb.
If I stop venting here.
Then that means someone came to attack my space.
I have been severely hurt by many people already in recent times. I'm struggling through all the psychological and emotional damaged they have given me.
I have been dismissed, devalidated, alienated, isolated, slandered, neglected and harassed. (Actually currently still being harassed, on Twitter.)
Im ssuccessfully dead. My head wasn't okay after being hurt by sweetfish, Skelleclipse/clouded_cranium, skero/scom, flaccidpancakes and lexlexfangs. . Theu lied too much

















