My moon

As senior art student I been busy with school a lot on March and I'm going to busy for long times (I will still going to post time to time though)

It actually hurt my mental health🥲

But I'm learning to get more healthier by reaching out for help and re learning how I see world and myself and other people it's hard to unlearn harmful thoughts I had for a long times

I doodled this because I was depressed on night time

I know being depressed feel when it comes to me.

I was wondering why it came to me out of no where, I came conclusion that now in my life there is something I loved a most so I want to check every box on my plan and if it's fail I would feel useless.

I know in my head it's not true in real life but in deeper head I just feel that way.

I should calm myself down that everything in my life wouldn't be perfect but will turned out better then I imagined it so.

I am not good at ink but for this I thought it was proper to use ink fountain pens🖋

This was the tutorial that I followed