Just need to get something out that just been inside and trying analyze, change, fix, won't work cause I'm not broken. It's just the way I would have ended up, I mean I had some interesting sex partners that really brought out that inner freak that locked up, for good reason too. Normal/average girls just don't cut it. I always have to look for those freaks. I mean the freaks who dont need to be under the influence, under the influence brings out stage 2-3 of frsak. Sucks, I haven't had sex in 3 years. Dying over here lol.
I was a sexual deviant since a young age. I have to look at it this way, better ms be this, than potentially turning into some sadistic serial rapist or fuck who knows.
Now anyone up for helping me cure my 3 years of keep the freak under control, can he come and play a bit.
Fuck it feels good to let that out.