SheffieldLad

I am disgusted by the fact that my parents found the prospect of cutting their baby boy’s genitals to be completely innocent. They paid a doctor to cut my foreskin off and inadvertently condemned me to a life of difficulty in sexual pleasure.  I deserved better than that. What my parents should have done is wait until their boy was about 13 years old to pass him off into a private session with a circumcision enthusiast. That enthusiast should have masterfully pleasured me and introduced me to the full ecstasy that a natural, functional penis can bring. I should have been made more than familiar with how real male pleasure feels. And then that enthusiast should have restrained me thoroughly and circumcised me, slowly, methodically, and without anesthetic. Then, after I was completely healed, I should have been returned to the same person for another round of sexual gratification. This way, I would have truly felt put in my place, made to understand that my most sensitive place did not belong to me, but to those who were excited to see it taken from me. I will never know the full, morbid beauty of being a circumcised male. I will never know what I am missing. That is much more unpleasant to me than any loss of sexual sensitivity in my genitals. My parents wasted the opportunity to humiliate me, and that is what I truly resent about being circumcised as an infant.