Dakini Life Journal

in your life, in your family, in your friends, in your coworkers, in your boss, at school, in society, in your kids, in your partner I want you to recognize that the people in your reality can only reflect you, because everyone is an aspect of you and that is your old energy coming up out of them. Accept them. That is your energy coming out of them. They are your mirror to see where you used to be and how far you've come in handling your darkness. Everything in your reality is your own energy, every demon you see outside of you are your own demons. These are tough pills to swallow. You only ever experience the energy you create. Now that person you see may be completely different than you. They may have completely opposite beliefs than you but they are still an aspect of you sharing one consciousness.

One soul expressing the ALL. The ALL is One and the One is ALL. You are ALL THAT IS. Just because they are abusing you doesn't mean you deserve it. It means in a past lifetime you put that energy out and it's coming out of them to be released for good because you can handle it. Even if you believe you can't handle it, you're buying into an illusion. You must be a strong soul with a bit of darkness to incarnate on Earth. Otherwise you wouldn't be able to handle Earth. There's no separation between you two. Everyone and everything is within you.

Now, every time you witness the darkness, the anger, the depression, the sadness, the pain, the resentment, the jealousy, the prejudice, the shaming, the triggers in others start celebrating because the darkness is being released within you and being cleared and you can now start seeing your true (in the now) energy you are creating. Remember, they can only show you how you feel about yourself. If someone is not being kind or loving to you, that is your indicator that you are not loving yourself in some way, shape or form. Change your self concept and love yourself unconditionally and you will see that reflection. Love all of the darkness you see. Love all your haters. Love all of your stalkers.

Coming out (2026)

Cosmic Mother / Creation Story

Anterior to all Stars

I emanate the fire

that is I

Through all Stars

I pour forth

my Power

As heat

As energy

As light

As elements

I go forth as Time

The first goer

The ancient goes

& sorceress

Out of the Silence

I rise— as Time

It is all I

Through all Stars

I, primordial Mother

fall & descend

as Morning Star

light giver

& light bringer

Turn you vessel to me

Lift you cup

to the ancient Stream

of I

Creatrix

Where the

spear meets the cup

Where the arrow

pierces the Heart

I meets with I

Heart of my Heart

Be filled from within

with the ancient Power

The Power of I

that whirls & shakes

that causes & makes

that crafts & creates

From my amniotic substance—

of Starfire—

the ancient hyle & earth’s mud—

forged & carved

& moulded in the fires

of my womb

I birth your form

In my embrace,

with my hands

I forge & carve

the many & the plenty

the forms & the shapes

from my Self

In the meeting of spear & cup

Linga & yoni

I awake as Breath & Life

in the Body

to walk in Time

I am the ancient One

who walks in all form

The truth is, that only Truth IS, but the Supreme Reality has the magical power, Maya, to create a play of consciousness, the great illusion, out of nothing.

That is, utterly spontaneously.

In the play there is the power to forget Truth & the power to remember Truth. Returning to nothing, is to see the world from the eyes of Truth. Then everything is known to be nothingness & emptiness.

Simply spontaneous appearance.

Seeing this is possible right here right now. You have never not been that Truth, but may, under the veil of the Maya Shakti of the play of consciousness forgotten that reality.

Remembering is another aspect of the Great Play.