Daim N Hisa

You is not a fashion killa stop dropping all those bs fits🤣

I will never hate or get mad at a person who’s lower or middle class stealing from the top 1% born in the world with odds against you find any way to win

I wish I didn’t need sleep so I could keep working all the time doing things I wanna.

This is the worst feeling ever selling to early losing out on money it’s causes hella anxiety worst feeling ever.

Even with money you do things you wanna do and then their is no meaning to the money you realize it’s just a number in this made up world made by some people true wealth is different

I think somewhere between the money, always moving, my desires, sin, religion, my discorded family, self sabotage, the guilt, others opinions, being conscious, anxiety, dread, ulcers, self realization, wisdom, pain, past mistakes, inability to move forward, the childhood I had, jealousy, envy, hate, not enough growth, pity, I lost myself I forgot the idea of myself I was destroying myself unconsciously slowly and now I look back from a different perspective it was cruel torture done to myself by myself. To change is to adapt and evolve and sometimes it’s better to be empty to lose yourself because then it’s easier to find yourself to fill yourself up with the things you want just like the ouroboros I am destroyed but that gives an opportunity to build myself the way I want.

2 words “I’m sorry” and then 3 words “I love you” such easy words in all languages but so hard to say sometimes the words don’t come up.

The easiest things are sometimes the hardest to say.

Journal entry 1: Got clouded by greed for some time and the power of money started influencing my every move. i started mixing “letting all the bullshit go” with being greedy but it’s different, being locked in doesn’t mean being greedy and being greedy isn’t a bad thing. Need to read more proverbs.

Malone Lam for the love of the game

UFC for the love of the game

I like running now cause that pain where my body feels heavy and it’s hard to breathe takes over everything else.

Wont feel again

Everything is suffocating this town my parents