daily jay

did i die? - the strumbrellas

staying up - the neighborhood

hollow tune - brick + mortar

what am i becoming? - pop etc

20 years - bad suns

(un)lost - the maine

daisies - tanner swift 

OKAY the jid au is one of my favorites mia mostly thought it up and i love it so dang muchit’s Pretty Much sv characters inserted into the story of jasper like jay is jasper tim is agnes masky is gretchen, i think mr scars deadhead and cursor were cerberus, noah was eurydice cos lifesong but noah’s just hitting jay like go back to life u dumb idiot, lil lu was observer, habit was uhh the lady who sings hungry for your heart i can never remember her name, and most incredibly the operator was mr lethe which i hated but also loved (especially bcos he sells the water that makes u Forget)awful people but it’s bass boostedthe After story was that jay rescues tim, one more day of snow happens, tim doesn’t remember being dead and jay remembers all of it, he ends up explaining the story to tim bcos he literally cannot keep that in and also they share a heart now? jay kinda plays it off as “oh i had this wild dream” but tim Knows sometimes tim will dream memories from deadland and call jay in the middle of the night like hey i remember being in the factory and jays exhausted and also has always worried about it so he’s just like “sick what’d u remember”this is like pre mh and when the operator starts fucking with them again jays like YOU..!!!! Anyways jay ends up joining a dream website because he wanted to see if anyone else had been to deadland and was playing it off and also maybe just cos he needed to cope with some of the shit, we decided alex was also on there and found it and was like “well the habit thing ripping out ur heart is you being afraid to love” he’s under the user GunsForHands and doesn’t kno it’s jay and jay doesn’t know it’s alexjay starts using it kinda as a coping mechanism for all the shit they’re going thru like hey today i dreamed i went back to that house and uhhh masky? from my deadland dream? tackled me it’s also a jay lives au because he gets shot and immediately goes to the website to be like “what’s up the dreams were real i’m dying” and then in a thread of comments under it he’s like “i’m in a gross abandoned college someone get som help for me please there’s a gun boy out in the halls” “benedict hall? left wing i think” “buy marble hornets on dvd” “see ya in deadland” and then 2 seconds later “WAIT IM POSTING THIS FROM MY PHONR” and alex gets arrested and jay and tim and brian live happily ever after the end also @ ppl who like musicals go listen to jid on youtube most of the music is good and deadland is an amalgamation of mythologies interpretations of the afterlife and it’s wonderful