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I'm not feeling good. Not feeling bad.

Nothing's changed.

I know you hate me.

At least you feel something.

I'll just pretend you're checking up on me.

Always looking but you never stay. What if life's just make belief and we are just ghosts always running from our graves. I'd like to think if that was true we'd take our time and pray. Pray not to be ghosts scary and in pain. Aimless apparitions wondering effortlessly in the grey. Your aura it burns the most leading me to say. If you go I go aswell, shut this world away. If no one can see us, and we're just mist. Id hope we were two mighty clouds drifting until we kiss. And as our atoms separate to electrify and fuse to just one state. We'd be the perfect storm gaining power, gaining ground. There would be nothing in our way. We'd find our home in the sky roaming endlessly. Our lighting strikes with winds at high we will drown them all in rain.

So tear the whole world apart so you can see what it seems. I'll just be watching behind you. Stitching

It's just all the excess noise that brings,

All the things to distract you from me.

The drinks, the drugs, the boys, the sex.

I won't be succumbed by weight.

I've got something making me want to be this way.

You're just moving so fast I don't have time to explain. That just a second of time is really all I need. I'll live a thousand lives in your heart just knowing that it's we. Tear the world apart so you can see what it seems. Your grace is a work art. That's why I chose you to be the composer of my dreams.

You can run as fast as you want, exhaust yourself to the front. I don't mind trailing behind if that's what you really want. But what happens when your joints just scrape. You'll slow down. You'll fill with rage. because nothing ever goes your way. Legs buckle, knees disengage. That's why I'll just stay in last place. I'll pick you up and dust you off and help you finish the race. Losing to you in the end, oh what a beautiful way.

And if you give up from all the pain I know you'll be ok. Id consume the bad parts of you and never put them on display. And finally when I see your black heart all bruised and decayed. I would rip mine out for you it was never mine to take. Id use my last dying breath for you, in your chest I'll stay.

Fuckshit.