Sweaty Palms

“Maybe we shouldn’t talk. Maybe we should remove each other from each other’s life completely. Maybe. Maybe you’ll never be with me. Maybe you’ll never realize how good I’d be to you. Maybe you’ll push me away forever. Maybe you’ll use me another 3 times giving me more false hope. Maybe you’ll call me next week in the middle of be night confessing your love to me. Maybe you’ll look at me and see how perfect I am for you. Maybe you’ll realize how much I put up with for you and what I’d do for you. Maybe you’ll decide to let me love you. Maybe you’ll say fuck it and be with me. Maybe you’ll let me in. Maybe. Maybe. Maybe. Maybe I won’t be here when that happens.”

“I don’t know where I’m gonna be five years from now, but I pray to god it’s somewhere with a beautiful view and beside you.”

“Don’t you dare fucking touch my heart unless you plan to stay.”

I’ve spent so much time in my head and in my heart that I forgot to live in my body.