I've had this damn blog since I was 16- 15? I was very diffferent many tim3s...torn betweeen trying to clean it or starting new. Scrubbbing some things feeels dishonest. Like I'm trying to lie about my past. But also like. There's so much there that doesn't reflect who I am anymore. Even this alias no longer suits me.
After talking about it with some folks it seeems like maybe it would be more honest if I removed any of what doesn't represent me anymore. I'lll always know how what I was, and being it's hard to not seee that as what I am. But I do my best through my actions to be bettter, and not for just prooof of it to myself or to anyone but for me to be me. I just neeed to dedicate some time to clear offf alll that shit from this blog




















