To Santa Claus and Little Sisters
I found the original version of the poem that Charlie gifts to Patrick during the secret Santa in "the perks of being a wallflower" and since I believe this is a really good poem and I really love it, I've decided to share it with you.
On yellow paper, with green lines, he wrote a poem,
Because that was the name of his dog,
And that’s what it was all about.
And the teacher gave him an "A",
And his mother hung it on the kitchen door,
And read it to all his aunts.
That was the year his sister was born,
With tiny toenails and no hair,
And Father Tracy took them to the zoo,
And let them sing on the bus.
And his mother and father kissed a lot,
And the girl around the corner sent him a Christmas card,
Signed with a row of x's.
And his father always tucked him in at night,
And he was always there to do it.
On white paper, with blue lines, he wrote another poem.
And he called it "Autumn"
Because that was the name of a season,
And that’s what it was all about.
And the teacher gave him an "A"
And told him to write more clearly.
And his mother didn’t hang it on the kitchen door,
That was the year his sister got glasses,
With black frames and thick lenses.
And the kids told him why father and mother
And that Father Tracy smoked cigars,
And left butts on the pews,
And the girl around the block laughed
When he went to see Santa Claus at Macy’s.
And his father stopped tucking him in bed at night,
And got mad when he cried for him to.
On paper torn from his notebook, he wrote another poem,
And he called it "Question Marked Innocence",
Because that was the name of his grief,
And that’s what it was all about.
And the professor gave him an "A"
And a strange and steady look.
And his mother never hung it on the door
Because he never let her see it.
That year he found his sister necking on the back porch,
And his parents never kissed, or even smiled.
And he forgot how the end of the "Apostle’s Creed" went,
And the girl around the block wore too much make-up
That made him cough when he kissed her,
But he kissed her anyway.
At 3 a.m., he tucked himself in bed,
His father snoring soundly.
He tried another poem, on the back of a pack of matches,
And he called it "absolutely nothing"
Because that’s what it was all about.
And he gave himself an "A"
And a slash on each damp wrist,
And hung it on the bathroom door,
Because he couldn’t reach the kitchen.
