Thankful that I’m physical and mentally exhausted this week because it suppresses my emotional side. I literally couldn’t care less right now. Just keep busy, that how you move on from it all. Ending it with this note because I know that maybe I hold higher expectations, but you’ve once fulfilled them. Think about it. Maybe I’m feeling crappy because you make me feel insignificant. You don’t compliment your own girl. You don’t shower her with any other love but expect the physical because it’s by habit or routine now. (Yet I still give you what you need) You know me and my mental instabilities at times, yet when the situation arises, you act like you didn’t know these fears existed. You selfishly look for ways to put your pleasures first yet when the one time I ask for understanding that I’m ready to eat, but you’re not, you choose to side with your selfishness than to see that I always put your stomach first. My needs are more emotional than physical. Yours are probably opposite And you wonder why im “short” lately. Well I’m the product you produce. I’ve been feeling low. Don’t know if I should blame the consequences of your actions and words, or myself because I’m a terrible person at times. Whatever. Calling it a night. Got another long day tomorrow. Two jobs. I could do it all with or without you. Ive come to realize that I don’t need you to make me feel whole, but of course you can help the process or slow it down.
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