Posie
To my sweet girl: Maybe mummy will show you this someday. I hope you will know how very loved you are, even as I write this you are only 31 weeks and growing in my body. Throughout my pregnancy, mummy has been stressed, cried multiple tears, been sick, tried not to take medications but sometimes failed. Motherhood is not what I had envisioned for myself. But when I saw you at your 13 week ultrasound, I fell in love and every day as you grow up in my tummy, I love you a little bit more. I know that you are a little baby that is oblivious to what is going on, though you have probably felt the impact of the stress mummy is facing during this time. Sorry babygirl. I know that one day when you grow up and go through your own struggles, you will know that mummy has tried her best. Just like how motherhood has made me realized my mother, though with her flaws and our arguments, is really just a mother who is trying her best. This world is a tough one, and mummy can only do my best to protect you as much as I can. I know you will survive and no matter what you are facing in your life at this moment, I hope that when you read this, you know that there is one person in this world who loves you unconditionally. Your Daddy loves you very much as well. We will always be here for you as long as we are alive. With all my love, Your mama ♥️










