bcnniesΒ·:
Β Β Β Β Β βsebastianββ his voice rasps, the need to scratch his neck to get rid of the poisonous rash thatβs beginning to swell inside esophagus worsens by the minute. was it adrenaline? anxiety? both? he couldnβt tell at this point, and his judgement was starting to fog. the wounded lawyer was clearly drugged, he drugged him, obviously he wasnβt thinking straight, but maybeβ¦ βno.β taeil snaps at himself, internalizing a war he never thought heβd have to battle. he tries to rationalize the situation, tries to bite back the urges to expose himself, but sebastianβ¦ heβs had to have always known. taeil was never good at hiding his emotions.Β
Β Β Β Β Β frustrated, yet wishful, taeil straddles the long legs that were inches above his body, careful not to get close to the stitches heβd just sewn. βsay it then, again.β pleading, yet demanding with a growl, his fist lay on either sides of sebastianβs head, daring to move his own face closer to the one underneath him. βalways acting so fucking tough. now look at you, being such a needyΒ bitch.β
despite the others request, sebastian is silent for a while, watching closely as taeilβs familiar annoyance began to grow evermore aggressive in nature; the desired affect he would typically enjoy pulling out of him, now one that sebastian couldnβt quite handle in his condition. laying half undressed and bloody underneath the other, sebastian eventually coughs out a whine, his eyes rolling over to one of the walls in taeilβs home. sebastian hated the others territory the most; he felt unnerved by the cleanliness of the home, a well organized space that his couldnβt possibly compare to, and the slight feminine touch heβd noticed on the odd occassion in the bathroom and by the doorway, always served to be a painful reminder that unlike taeil, he was often alone. if roles were reversed, sebastian doubted taeil would have needed to come crawling to him; and while sebastian often liked his independence, he envied taeil.
βyou canβt stand it, huh?β he asks dismissively, turning his cheek back upright to examine the others face once more. taeil was handsome even with his brows furrowed together; sebastian couldnβt deny the attraction he had towards the other male, but he refused to allow himself to admit it willingly, after all, this little affair they had, had only been sparked by orders to gain access to information; a request that had long expired, and was now only being maintained out of spite, envy and a bizarre sense of responsibility.Β βweβre supposed to be enemies, but you want me to loveΒ you so badly... sorry about that.β
