My name is Mariana Alexandra and I’m hardly human.

I always come back to you when things have gone to shit, tumblr.

I reconnected with my childhood best friend, and I think this is a great step in healing my inner child.

For years I have been realizing that my depression and my anxiety manifested at a physical level beyond what I could explain. What I really meant was that at a neurological level, I was struggling. CPTSD affects you at a neurological level. It is that engrain in who you “think you are”. I am in awe of the knowledge I have FINALLY found and a nice redditor sent me a list of good resources. Covert narcissistic abuse from both my parents did a hell of a number on me, but I am ready to heal.