Occupation: complaining

Imagine the level of whimsy I could reach if I just had $5M in my bank account rn

dean prayed to cas and said pleaseeee come down here and send me to cowboyland pretty pretty pleaseee. and then cas sent someone else to help him do that and dean went nooo i wanted cas to do it:(((( and she went. okay well he’s in active battle rn so he’s a little busy. and he said well i don’t care i want him to be the one to time travel me to cowboyland:( and the crazy thing is cas actually stopped what he was doing and sent him to cowboyland

The fastest way to accomplish The Project is to cease being afraid of The Project. The Project cannot maim you. The Project cannot kill you. The Project is more afraid of you than you are of it. It is okay if The Project turns out differently from how it was in your head, and it is okay if it has flaws. You are capable of engaging with The Project.

think louis is such a great example of the selfishness grief engulfs you in. by its nature you are fixated on yourself. the pain you suffer tints the windows black and the world outside yourself IS just dimmer, IS obscured by the enormity of the vacuous hurt. Then the idea that you are what you were when you were turned has such fascinating implications for the calculated cruelty of someone turned at the height of their suffering, now carrying forever that self aggrandizing sorrow of extreme grief. its not supposed to last forever but the largeness of that feeling has been immortalized. Mourning without end is unnatural, blinding, and monstrous

loustat once again bringing back claudia into consciousness against her will and without her consent and after she cusses them out with all the vitriol and hatred of a tortured spirit robbed again and again of the light she endlessly fought towards but is doomed to be dragged back to the bleak helpless disembodied abyss of endless aloneness her fuckass dads are like lol welp. our daughter huh? hey what if we went birding in nevada :) we could get plant boxes :pp