Occupation: complaining

the funniest part of the vampire lestat right now is that lestat is publicly expressing his feelings through music while louis is making passive income from it

puts my uncomfortably wet hand on your shoulder. see here, gay boy- can i call you gay boy?

Actors aren’t real (meaning I don’t follow them on social media) but. Kind of funny that Misha collins is very vocal about cas being a top. That’s psychological warfare on jensen ackles if I’ve ever seen it. Because jensen ackles would CLEARLY go no way IM the top but jensen ackles would also clearly never ever publicly go on record about dean Winchester’s fictional gay sex life. So his options are to say you’re wrong when Dean has gay sex he does it differently (big loss for jensen ackles) or stew silently on the fact that he cannot refute dean’s omegan sensibilities (big loss for jensen ackles) . I love it here (in the jensen ackles psychological warfare chamber)

favorite thing about tumblr is having a fandom in law. no i haven't watched this show and i'm not planning to. but my moot is having fun!! look how much they love it!!! i'm supportive from the sidelines!

no dude it's so cool how attached you are to that character who is singled out and ostracized due to the external monstrousness that clashes with their internal spark of humanity. and i love how drawn you are to themes of horror and love, nature versus nurture, otherness, isolation, and the abject. i bet you have normal feelings about your own personhood

It’s hilarious to me that Lestat talked about collecting fledglings like Labubu dolls but at this point had at least five of them in the show canon. He had like five in the books too in TVL and makes even more later. Sir you are the problem.

"You know what's harder than Getting Better? Living Like That" is just the thesis for my whole shit going on right now honestly. You know what's harder than doing my physical therapy? Hurting All The Time. You know what's harder than addressing my gender dysphoria? Hurting All The Time

I'm Doing The Hard Thing and it's *easier* than how I was living before. If you make yourself feel better you will have more energy to spend on Getting Better. Nice inch nails - the upward spiral. Crawl out of your grave Thursday

if you put a man into subspace he will be your friend for life or however the ancient proverb goes

one of the fantasies of vc is, i think, that if there was enough time we all could be forgiven and any relationship could be repaired. if you had literally forever with the people you love relationships could be operable again.. mothers and sons could forgive each other and even stop being to each other the thing that hurts them the most, mothers and sons, old lovers and friends and father figures and abusers could stop representing the pain they once had. and sometimes even though the forgiveness can’t be given, if the betrayal is too big and the wound too ever present, the love can become bigger than the hurt. and sometimes there are ghosts too but not all of the time. the rules about that are never made clear