Rowan | He/They/It | Non-binary | Pan + Ace | DID + Autism + Selective Mutism + Tourette Syndrome | I like a variety of things that I draw + write | Ask me about headcanon stuff | Iāll write requests within reason
Donāt rush me, I write/post things at my own pace! Hey, anyone who happens to be here! Iām Rowan (he/they/it) , some creature who found their way to this app. I tend to hyperfixate on things for extended periods of time. I find myself more focused on specific characters sometimes as opposed to the entire creation (be it a book, game, show, movie, etc.). I primarily do writing, on the rare occasion you may see a drawing. I have so many headcanons thatāll die with me unless asked about them, so feel free to ask about that, or share yours with me! Be kind, any hate will be deleted!
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Hiii itās the anon who was requesting the Coyle regression fic! Iām so sorry to have scared you,, I was thinking particular of Easterman being the⦠for lack of a better word aggressor, before feeling bad about it,, but please do take it as you want! Once again donāt feel pushed to make anything, and thank you a ton for publishing your writing at all.
Personally Iāve been in the middle of the most stressful finals weeks of my life (6 classes of various advanced chemistry, finishing up my degree, and presenting the last two years of my research to the national lab scientists who funded it) and to be honest Iāve reread all your fics with regressing Coyle over and over again throughout, and honestly itās kept me sane through the tribulations. Thank you so much for making your writing public, and thank you again for being willing to even consider my request
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Awww, thatās so nice!! Iām so glad my silly little writings mean that much to you!! I figured it was Easterman, but just wanted to be sure! Iām currently on a bit of hiatus for my own reasons, but Iāll definitely get to your request at some point! Always happy to write anything with regression!
I know Iām late to this, but I just wanna say I really liked prime roulette as a gameplay concept even if I only got to play the update, like, for the last three days of it existing for health reasons. That being said, I never encountered Liliya a single damn time, which was confusing because her mannequins and stuff were there, but I never even heard her voice.
Coyle? Present. Franco? Probably saw him the most. Gooseberry? Present. Twins? Present. Liliya? Fucking missing from every trial I played. I donāt know if it was a glitch or what, but I didnāt see her no matter which trial Iād do. I didnāt do any of her designated trials/MKs specifically, because I didnāt feel like putting up with The Resort since itās so massive and I only do single player, but I thought sheād at least appear?? Sheās part of prime roulette, right?? Like, sheās in that game mode, isnāt she?? I know itās roulette, randomized and all, but, like, why was she the only one who was gone??
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I donāt want to sound pushy at all, I saw you occasionally take requests,, and I wondered if possibly something about Coyle regressing after viewing an assault and having someone else be really mean at him well heās out of it would be up your alley at all,, sorry if not, and donāt feel pushed to make anything you donāt wanna! Really loved your piece just a scared little boy in particular, but some of the more⦠intimate writings are also gorgeous
I thought this was going in the direction of criticism or a backhanded compliment, not sure why, and I got so scared. I think Iām just so used to those Iām on guard all the time. Thank you, though, I had fun writing that one!! Iām glad you like my writing! I really enjoy writing regressions stuff! Did you have anyone in particular in mind for Coyle to be interacting with? Like whoās being mean to him while regressed? Or any specifics about it? If not, thatās okay, just wanted to be sure!! Edit: itās been clarified to me!
Sorry; new overwatch season. Been really getting into vendetta lately, sheās fine as hell. Sheās lwk a bad character to learn how to play though, of course , fuck me man.
Anyway, Lupara got washed.
And Iām pissed.
Why?
Why?
I had mutton (my last ewe) since she was 3 months and until we sold her she would NOT jump on the wash stands.
Lupara? Sheās like a month old.
Been washed four times maybe.
This bitch JUMPED ON THE STAND.
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anyway she acted very good on her wash and is getting to eat. Yay! Sheās in her little duck leg wraps too
Awww, sheās so cute, as always!! Iāve missed seeing her!! She can be a little mischievous, sheās earned it by being so adorable, I think!
hey rowan, how you doing with your mental health and everything
Itās coming and going, I donāt know. I felt great yesterday, on top of the fucking world, and now Iām back to sort of feeling like a pile of junk. I just feel, like, unstable currently? Probably a better word for it, but I couldnāt think of one. Just a lot of fluctuating in my emotional wellbeing lately, so Iām not sure. I mean, Iām having good days, at least, so I guess that means Iām getting better?
Thank you for asking, though, I do appreciate the reminder that people care about me :)
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saw ur posts about diagnosing the PAs and I wonder why no diagnosis of npd for coyle. All due respect to you but I feel like he exhibits a lot of traits of narcissistic personality disorder
I thought about it a lot, but it just didnāt feel 100% right and I canāt fully explain why. Shitty answer, I know, but bear with me. I wouldnāt go as far as to say any of the prime assets are narcissistic, even if some of them (Otto and Coyle mostly to me) display certain traits. Coyleās a complicated guy with terrible self esteem and struggling with empathy, not to say heās entirely without empathy given it shows itself every so often. Coyle wants power, he wants to know how everything goes, he wants to be loved, he doesnāt think he deserves to be loved because of everything heās done, and heās so all over the place with his opinion of himself and everything around him. All his fluctuating makes it kind of hard to pin him down with things. If you want to think he has NPD, go right ahead, Iām sure youāre not the first! I think he matches some symptoms, but not all of them really, and narcissist is already a term that gets dangerously thrown around so much instead of calling someone self centered, so you kind of have to walk on eggshells about it, and I really just donāt entirely think itās something he has.
hi, I want to do some doggy Coyle art but I can't decide if I want to do like an anthro (furry) version or just Coyle with "accessories". So I'm going to ask you which you would like. š
Uhmmm maybe an anthro version! I see a lot of people draw him with accessories, but thereās not as many anthros. Honestly, either version would rock! Iād love to see it!
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I think every time someone draws/writes Franco without his disabilities, an angel is torn from Heaven and has its wings violently severed from its spine one feather at a time.