About me:
Eleanor/Eles/El . 38. England, UK
My views and my beliefs have changed an awful lot in the last few years. I no longer believe in things I once thought were real. I thought it was harmless believing in such things, but it was actually harmful. Though I never partook in any harassment or bullying of any kind, and kept things to myself, Iβm not here to deny anything about who I used to be when I believed in what I did, because Iβm honest. I will own my sh!t and that I used to believe in something that is actually quite toxic. I know I clung to that something because I needed a distraction from stuff I needed to sort in my own life. It wasnβt right, but I also know I wasnβt mentally sound at the time. Itβs no excuse but it explains why I got sucked in like I did. All I can say, is that I sorted my own sh!t, got my head straight and got back to reality. I did a lot or re-conditioning, and learning. I learnt, I grew, I matured. Once youβre out you realise just how manipulative everything is, how itβs all projection and bias and nothing more. Iβm glad Iβm out. Iβm glad u can focus on my fave and not a make believe version of them. Iβm glad I can be happy for them. Iβm glad I can listen to their music without having to over-analyse every last word and make everything into a βnarrativeβ tbh I wasnβt about that life anyway. I still had my own mind. I agreed to disagree with a lot, but end of, I wasnβt in a good place and being part of that environment made it worse. Iβm out now Iβm happier now and I donβt have to worry about the life of someone I donβt know, and a life Iβm not privy to. I can just enjoy what my fave shares with me, and support them in all they choose to do. Thatβs it. Thatβs what Iβm here for. Iβm on my other blog more than here but I wanted this pinned so itβs clear and Iβve been true to myself and how I currently feel. Iβm here to immerse myself in the amazing content; that always adds a sprinkle of sparkle to my day. Iβm here for everyone just doing them, but Iβm just doing me too. What Iβm mostly here for, is: Harry π and Iβm beyond grateful to all the content creators who constantly make and post the most amazing hontent. Thank you, for YOU π xxx
