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I DO NOT WANT PITY.

I just need help.

Over the course of two months i’ve developed an e4t1ng d1sord3r, specifically b!ng3 e4t1ng d1sord3r. Lately I havent been able to eat properly due to my food aversions being completely disrespected by my parents. I’ve been eating foods such as chips, pudding, crackers and if im really that desperate, ramen almost every day. My physical and mental health is spiraling rapidly. My weight is fluctuating constantly. I will go hours without eating due to just not being able to because my parents wont buy food that i will eating

Most days i will skip breakfast and lunch and when i finally do get to eat i will b!nge until i am on the verge of vomiting. if i dont eat breakfast or lunch, i will eat what i have in my fridge or my snack cart which is just small candies and pudding,, if i’m really that desperate i’ll eat saltine crackers. My body is progressively becoming weaker and failing me. Everything hurts and my bowel movements are decreasing and when i do have a bowel movement its horrendous.

I wish i could provide some sort of income for myself right now but im really struggling with finding a job at the moment and on top of that food is expensive.

Eating these same 5 things every day is destroying me right now and I cant physically keep doing this to myself