CUM is my LOVE

Although I’ve never had any trouble embracing my addiction to chronic masturbation, I imagine that guys might have (especially considering the undertone influences of our generally puritanical society that sex, and especially masturbation, is bad). Some guys might feel guilt or shame at spending so much time masturbating; or, even worse, actually try to get “help” about “curing” their addiction. They might worry that they’re “missing out” on doing other things.

One of the best things about having the Internet in general and sites like this in particular is that is lets guys know that there are other chronic masturbators out there, many of whom will offer support, affirmation, and encouragement to masturbate even more. Hopefully, eventually, every chronic masturbator will come not only to accept his addiction, but embrace it.

For me, embracing the addiction means to love it, be free of all guilt or shame about it, strive to masturbate even more without any either society- or self-imposed limits, even if that means that you spend ALL your non-work time masturbating. Also, even the idea and act of masturbating so much turns you on and just makes you masturbate even more: a never ending cycle of increasing masturbation addiction.

To me, there is nothing hotter and more appealing than a guy who is severely addicted to masturbating. He dosen’t just do it because it feels good, but because he has a deep physical and phychological addiction to doing it. He NEEDS to masturbate. For him, masturbating is his natural state and any time he’s not masturbating is spent thinking about the next time he’ll get to masturbate. I want to know such men, such brothers in Penis Masturbation.

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You keep edging, stroking that cock of yours. Wasting all that time rubbing that cock, Cock begs more more and you stroke more like the cock addicted puppet you are. The thought of touching your cock makes you so fucking hard, the thought of losing control makes you ever harder. Edging to your own self-destructive behavior but that turns you on.

You love being told how much of a cock addicted slut you are.

You love being told that you are wasting time and you need help.

You love wasting hours in the day with your hand on your DICK stroking and stroking.

Realizing you missed something only makes you harder and makes you want to stroke COCK more.

You love finding people to help worsen your addiction.

You never want to recover, mind filled with COCK, waking up for COCK, daydreaming about COCK, in love with COCK, married to COCK, worshiping COCK.

COCK. COCK. COCK. COCK. COCK. COCK. COCK. COCK. 

ALL YOU THINK ABOUT IS PLAY WITH COCK.

PLAYING WITH COCK IS ALL THE MATTERS.

PLAY WITH COCK MORE, LOVE COCK, WORSHIP COCK.

YOUR BODY BELONGS TO COCK

EVERYTHING YOU DO IS FOR COCK

STROKE FOR COCK

I love fantasizing about my edging and others as well. The thought of being at the mercy of my own dicks desires is sooo damn hot and it gets me horny thinking about it every time. I already get personal previews from time to times.

I have passed on going to events to instead stay home and edge I have woken up rock hard, with my hand quickly traveling to play with my needy cock Times where I not only struggle to stop edging but I can’t help but start again some short time later failing to part with it for long periods of time.

Again all of this is great but I want more. Let me walk you through how I want to be. I want to wake up every morning with horny, perverted thoughts and an erection to match. I want to be sleepy because I know I spent too much of the night touching myself when I could be doing something else. I want to feel hunger because I couldn’t bother to get something to eat because I spent too much time touching myself and it would be soo much better if I get someone knocking on the stall because I am spending too much time in there as well. On the bus I want to stroke myself through my pants or if I can undo my zipper and stroke myself hidden away that would be a divine feeling. I need to get to a point where ‘edging for a few hours’ isn’t an accomplishment but just another daily activity. EVEN BETTER would be having a few hours of edging be a disappointment. I want to reach a point where I edge for 10 hours of the day lost in lust.

DO YOU TRULY WISH AND FEEL THE NEED TO DEVOTE YOUR LIFE AS A PRIEST OF HOLY PENIS?

Every Morning  as I Wake:

1.   As I come out of sleep I touch, stroke, and fondle my Penis to bring Him fully awake.

2.   I wake and kneel in prayer to Penis for about five minutes.

3.   I celebrate a brief Masturbation ceremony (depending on my time no shorter than 15 minutes.)

4.   After I Cum (or decide NOT to Cum) I sit quietly meditating on Penis Love for about ten minutes.

5.   My morning Ritual therefore takes about 30 minutes unless I wake earlier to Masturbate longer.

During the Daytime or Working:

1.   Anytime I am sitting or alone (car, desk, bus, meeting, lunch) I reach down and fondle my Penis and Balls always saying a thankful prayer that I am Male and have a Cock that takes care of my Life.

2.   When I go to the bathroom I take time at the urinal to stroke my Penis for a minute or two praying briefly in thanks. I eat quickly to spend my coffee breaks and lunch time in a stall Masturbating. I mark my place with Semen or better, I build up energy for a full Evening Masturbation Celebration.

3.   Whenever I am walking I keep up a chant with the mantra- perhaps: Penis! Penis! Penis! Penis! Cock! Cock! Cock! Cock! Penis Love! Cock Love! Penis Love! Cock Love! (I have trained my mind to repeat this almost constantly every waking moment.)

In the Evening and Night:

1.   Very Important: As soon as I arrive home I strip naked. I never ever wear clothing at home or when I am alone! I want Penis to be proudly displayed, free, and my focus of attention. Clothing was created to try to disempower the Penis and ignore it’s godliness and power! Only those who fear (most women) or hate the Penis his Him with clothing when they do not have to. Lovers of Penis free Him whenever possible! (Sometimes sitting at my desk or at a table I will unzip to free my Penis while fully dressed.

2.   When naked and doing any chores that need to be done I touch my Penis and Masturbate walking around.

3.   After I eat I sit or lie down and go into a serious Masturbation Trance. I spend the rest of the evening in prayerful Masturbation. This is a time when I watch a great deal of Masturbation porn and have phone-jack sessions with Brothers all over the world. I may or may not Cum, often I will build up my lustful energy and save my Cum for the weekend ritual only.

4.   Before I fall asleep I kneel in prayer again thanking Penis for my Life of sexual lust and expression.

Weekends and/or Days off and/or Vacation time:

1.   I thrill to have time off! Now I can show my devotion, surrender, and submission too Penis fully! Other than the totally necessary things I must do (shop for food, etc.)

2.   I spend ALL my time in Penis Prayer, Porn watching, Sharing Bate with Brothers and friends, Masturbation, chanting, edging and gooning out. I edge an absolute minimum of four hours but try to edge for eight to ten hours.

3.   I have edged with a buddy coaching me for twelve to sixteen hours. I would like more brothers to Worship with by phone these times if I could.

4.   After an insane, stupid on Cock, lost in trance, and as many non ejaculate orgasms possible… these greatly build up faith, devotion and love. I may Cum (not wasting any of it!)

5.   Finally I will sit in Cock Meditation for an hour or more, thinking of, praising in chant, and remembering the gifts of god Cock.

6.   I try not to sleep too much…. that valuable time can be spent in Worshipful Masturbations!

General Worship Time:

1.   More and more I am able to devote my whole life to our jealous, demanding, all masterful got Penis. This is difficult, but over time I’ve learned that Penis is my one and only true family and friend.

2.   I turn down almost all social invitations and engagements to spend more time with Penis in Penis Love. I minimize all contact with people who take time I can spend in Penis adoration.

3.   I take all my vacation and sick days from work so I  can masturbate more. I now often will miss appointments or be very late, or very late to work because it is so hard to separate myself from Masturbating in the holy name of Penis.

4.   If there is a Temple of Penis, Church of Cock, or other Masturbation Worship Groups near you, it will strengthen your faith and resolve to attend and Worship with Brothers!

5.   Or using Social Media you can build a support group to meet at each other’s homes, or use skype or phone time deep in Masturbation.

Warning:

1.   It is all to easy and tempting to be drawn back into the outer world! There are many situations and people who will greatly tempt you back into the world and out of the only true world of Penis Worship!

2.   A true believer must constantly fight against these temptations! It has helped to transform my entire living space into a Pagan Temple of Penis, images, statues, art, photos of Cock are everywhere and in each room there are sacred altars to Penis. This helps as a constant reminder.

3.   Like a Monk we must let go of worldly things to give everything to Penis. Take things a little at a time, if you rush to much and an anxious you will fail, build your Love and Lust.

4.   Worship one day at a time. Penis will help you to stay vigilant and will then naturally begin to take over your time and entire life.

This is a wonderful guide for every MASTURBATOR who is working on his addiction and thinks he has to get even more addicted (like I do!)!

Even though I was told many times that I must be an addicted MASTURBATOR already because I do MASTURBATE every night during the week 2-3 times before I go to sleep and spend my weekends totally focused on PENIS and  MASTURBATION from early in the morning until late at night. 

2 things I have learned and they became my golden rules: The ADDICTION to MASTURBATE is nothing bad - the ADDICTION to MASTURBATE is a reward for my decision to give in to PENIS, to let HIM control my life and to WORSHIP PENIS GOD!  To MASTURBATE is a way to WORSHIP and the ADDICTION actually helps me to WORSHIP more and more!  Since I understood that PENISGOD is my one and only GOD and that I need to WORSHIP HIM - what could ever be wrong with dedicating all my life to HIM and to WORSHIP HIM as much as I can? How could the ADDICTION to WORSHIP be something bad when it helps me doing something PENIS GOD wants me to do?

2 Golden Rules:

1. Addiction is good - you can never be too addicted to MASTURBATION!  The strongest addiction is the best addiction and it is not possible to reach a level that allows you to stop working on your addiction. You can always get even more addicted. Actually you will enjoy the need to get even more addicted!

2. You can never MASTURBATE enough! MASTURBATE as much as you can! MASTURBATE wherever you can! MASTURBATE whenever PENIS wants you to!  MASTURBATE whenever you just think about it! There is no excuse for not MASTURBATING!

LET THE HOLY PENIS RULE YOUR LIFE!  Read the guide of cockascreator carefully. Make PENIS the center of your life! Remember the 2 Golden Rules and soon PENIS will be your life! 

Most men masturbate for 5 to 10 minutes before ejaculation.

This is disgraceful and tragic!

If you are a beginner you can learn to be a proficient Bator quite quickly!

If men has even a tiny idea of the enthralling, ecstatic, electric, full-body bliss that is their birthright they would become dedicated to Penis Love.

IT IS A PARADOX THAT BY SEEMINGLY LOSING YOURSELF AND YOUR WILL YOU REALLY BECOME FREE AND WHOLE!

Good news is the Path is a smooth and easy one!

Once you become a Hopeless, Lost, Chronic, Addicted, Compulsive, Cock-babbling, Penis-stupid, Masturbating Gooner your Life will be filled with meaning, fulfillment, satisfaction, passion and Love!!!

1) This week Masturbate just one minute longer than your average time every time you beat off. Begin to time and log your Masturbation sessions!

2) This week Masturbate just one more time than how many times you usually do in one week.

3) Next week add two more minutes to each of your Masturbation sessions.

4) Next week add two more Masturbation sessions.

5) Third week Stop wearing underwear! Begin the habit of fondling your Penis through your clothing during the day and evening every time you think about it.

6) Fall asleep with your Balls cupped in one palm and your fingers on your Penis. Learn to sleep this way, and if Penis calls you awake pet and stroke your Cock.

7) Your fourth week practice all the above, adding more and more into your Bate rituals, but also be naked as much as you possibly can and admire your Penis every opportunity you have.

8) Keep adding time and sessions your fifth week and watch at least one-half hour of Male Masturbation Porn every day. Go out of your way to check out and admire other men’s cocks at urinals and the gym.

9) When you feel ready begin to edge a little. Masturbate for a few minutes, then stop for a few minutes, start your bate again, then stop a little while. Bate then watch some porn, then Bate more, then watch more, the Bate more. Slowly build up your time with no ejaculations.

10) It is time to add Cock Chanting to your Masturbation sessions along with all the exercises above! Begin with something simple you repeat softly out loud to your Penis. “Penis, Penis, Penis, Masturbate, Masturbate, Masturbate, Masturbate Penis, Masturbate Penis, Masturbate Penis. Penis, Penis, Penis!” may be a good start.

11) It is time to start substituting Masturbation for other things in your life. Perhaps cancel a few social engagements, or call into work sick, or allow yourself to be late, or don’t do chores for a few days, or skip lunch, or stay up late… anything and everything you can do to let go of the mundane world and focus in on Penis Love through your Masturbations. Masturbate More, Edge More.

12) At this twelfth lesson you should be feeling one with Penis, realize you Love your Penis, become awakened to the Bliss and Joy and Rewards Penis can offer you. You will begin the know that the PENIS IS YOU, and you do not own Penis, he owns you.

This is the basic work of the Path to Penis Masturbation, it will take you a long way, but there will always be much more work to be done.